the hardest momentz....

when i knew i was coming to oz to study i was very happy as it was my dream to be here eva since i could remember....
i consider myself as being very lucky as not many have tis opportunity to be overseas...
there are many others who are luckier then me as well...
but i couldnt ask for more...
im happy and lucky to be where i am today...
the hardest thing to do before leaving was to leave my family, frenz and loved ones behind from where i come from...
it was the sadest moment in my life....
if ure my fren...u would noe tat i have neva eva left my family for like more then a day...
so u can imagine how hard is tis for me...
the thought of leaving everyting behind really hurts...
here i am...wif my relatives but prefered to be catagorize as alone...
i have many cousins here...but noting is like ure real family...
i have frenz here...but not many are abble to click wif me as well as all my lovely frenz back home..
i really mizz u guyz and u noe who u are...
ever since i got here...i keep tinking about all the happy and crazy moments we shared...
all the ups and downs tat we had...
the presents of anyone close to me makes my world a bright and happy place...
i can classify tat my world here in oz isnt tat cheerful anymore..
as i really mizz dayz in kl...
apart from frenz...
the hardest momentz i eva have to cope wif is my studies...
its been really tough eva since day one commenced....
everyting was totally different..and i mean totally...
the people, the environment....everyting was different..
as a stranger to tis alien planet...i felt lost...
everyting was hard but i manage to catch up..
thanx to the help of my frenz and the lecturers wif their non-stop guidance...
i really appriciate all that they have done...
being part of the chiropractic community is great but...
there is a catch...
noting in it is ez....
its noting like the dayz in taylor's where i took pre-u there..
its stress everyday...
eva since being here..
i hadnt had any pleasant sleep until now when im having a break...
everyday i have to tink about tomolo...
can i catch up wif wat will be taught tomolo...
i always prepare myself for another day a head...
if someting eva goes wrong in tis period of time...
i'll be supa dissapointed...
i can take success easily but not failure...
i have a couple failures in minor tasks in the pasts...
neva have i failed in doing someting big....
i really pray that things will go on the way i wanted it to go..
i really pray that god show me his guidance...
i really pray that in the future i will be well known n well respected...
i really pray for a brighter day everyday ahead of me...
i really pray that god would give me a better life...
a life without pressure...
a life with happiness...
a life filled wif joy and the smell of success...
a life filled wif lovely people...
a life filled wif better dayz...
if anyting were to happen....i want everyone around me to know tat i did my best and tat u'll forgive me for everyting tat i have done wrong...
wat has been done is done...
there is no turning back the clock....
look str8....
failed once...success next...
alwayz tink positive and do ure best....
the only thing tat is stoping us to succeed is our ownself...
dun blame ureselves over spilt milk...
there is alwayz another chance in life..
cherish it as much as u can...
neva repeat ure mistake..
dun throw ure mistakes away..
keep them..
cherish them..
protect them..
learn them..
and neva make another mistake again...
life is to precious to loose and waste...
u'll neva noe wats in for u tomolo...
tressure every moment...
live life to the fullest...
dun let words pull u down...
stand tall and concur the world...