noe who ure frenz are....

i officially call yesterday (03/09/05) one of the worst day i eva had...
first...argued wif someone over phone bills and calls...
next my best fren somehow tinks tat im lying because of someting soo lame!
not oni is tat bad enuf...my msn really pissed me off as well...
all my emotions were deleted...interesting!!
everyting is just falling apart...noting left to hold me back...
seriously...amongst all...i was really really upset because of wat happened between me and my best fren...u noe who u are..
im really annoyed over wat happen to ure gf's channel and other ppl's channel...
its really lame and childish for someone to drop or hack or watsoever...
whateva ure gf or her fren said...i didnt!
ure gf may call me a coward a looser or wateva...
how do u even noe tat wat she read was even me who wrote it...
i dun go around spredding rumours u noe...
i have more important tings to do then to go around telling ppl that ure gf is a coward or wat not!!
im mature enuf to noe wat is lame and childish...foolish too...
oh well....i noe tat no matter wat..ure going to side for ure wife!!
a best fren is jus a name to u rite?
ive stood there for u...gone tru thick and thin with u...
feel ure happiness and shared ure sorrows...and tis is wat i get in return?
i was hoping tat u would show me some respect and gratitude...
all u give is colours...dark and gloomy ones..
i do not even deserve 1% of all tat ure treating me...
u noe i take it seriously when it comes to frenship...especially wif u when ure my best fren...
oh well..i guess ure partner is the most important one...
i knew u for almost 8 years....and ure believing someone u hardly know of 3 years???
enuf of toking...u dun have to explain anyting...i noe wats going on..
i can see it wif my own eyes...i wont blame u...
nor will i loose my temper on u...
and after all that happened...simple drop of tears will wipe all the sadness away...
all i still noe is tat ure my best fren and it wont change...
eventhough u treated me like im worthless and all...
i'll still share ure happiness and ure sorrows...tats wat true frenz are for...
i'll be there for u...no matter wat...
but the one ting in ure life tat i dun wanna get involve is ure relationship wif her...
ive had enuf...i will no longer bother wat happen to both of u...
i'll listen to wat u say..but i rather keep my mouth shut frm now on..
as i do not want anyting to happen n u putting the blame on me AGAIN!!
best frenz are not ment to have missunderstandings...arguments...and wat not...
we are both mature individuals and u noe wat i mean...
all that happened is no longer in my mind...i pushed the 'yes' button when they asked me am i sure to 'delete'...
its all gone....i saw the sun again...
i had a great time just now..
my nephew asked me for a movie..we watched a funny show-walles and groumet (if tats how u spell it)
i felt a lot better...at least when im watching i dun have to tink about all that just happened last nite...all i knew tat those bunnies are cute and the show was funny...
if ure my best fren...u shd understand wat im going tru...
i hope u oso understand tat im not going to side for anyone..
i wont say ure gf is rite nor will i say her enemy is wrong...
everyone shd jus open their eyes when it comes to knowing who ure real frenz are...
the point is...everyone u noe from the net is not the person u tink they are...
trust oni those u have physical contact wif...not virtual contacts...
get it rite...dun go crying when someone betrayed u...
will u betray me i have no idea...i hope u wont as i truly believe u wont...
if u really plan to betray me because of ure partner....get a life...it wont work...
im jus saying wat i really feel...
may our frenship last the whole eternity...
do take care and im solee i couldnt make it wif u for her bday...
i noe now tat she feels happy and relieved that im not going...
oh well....jus hope u noe wat ure doing...tats all i have to say...
wish u both happy together...may God bless u both!
huggggzzzz