Saturday, November 19, 2005

u mad me worry for noting!!! aargh!!

oh my freaking god!! made me so worried....n i tot my mum was missing!!damm it lar...my mum had dancing classes today..suppose to have ended like at 10pm. but at 11 plus she is not even back yet!! not only is tat bad enuf...she didnt drive and she didnt bring her hp out!! for the dunno how many gazillion timez..i told her to drive even if its near the house...and ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS bring her hp out in case anyting happens...just one small ting and she dun even wanna bring it out! for heaven's sack! its such a small instruction and she couldnt obey it!! i was so damm worried...reaching twelve oredi somemore...i asked mel to went out searching for her!! i tot she went to helen's place to see shoes..so asked mel go there...DUN have! nvm..calm down...go mariam's plc...DUN have!!! aargh!!! where on earth could she be!! i mean...if kl is a peaceful place i wont be so worried..but hey..kl/pj so damm bloody dangerous..its not like i have never heard of criminals on the loose at my area or someting like tat!! i mean for goodness sack..no matter how safe a place is..its in the middle of the nite and she is alone..and she is a women!!! i dunno about my area...but i mean..especially women..plz...dun go out at nite alone lar....do u noe that there are more and more uneducated barbarianz on the loose tat hasnt seen a women in their whole entire pethatic life??? come on....everyone knows tat tis tings happen everyday!! plz plz beware!! im begging u...when it comes to choosing a victim..they wont care if ure an old lady, a rich lady or a young innocent biatch!! i prayed and prayed that she is orite....i almost cried but i din wanna....cuz i noe tat she is orite...when it was about to be 12...she came back!! n guess wat?!?!?!?!?! she went for yumcha?!?!?!!? oh my freaking god!! tat is so not her...yumcha??!?!?!?!!? i cant believe tat!!?!?!?!!? i just went bazare when i knew she went for yumcha...wat the hack...following my trend now?? nvm...next time i back..i can give an excuse of going out for late yumcha..and if she doesnt allow..i'll take her yumcha experience and boo her..wahaha...oh well..at least she is back SAFELY!! *phew* im very angry and at the same time relieved!!! mum...plz BRING URe HP OUT no matter where u go!!! $%^&%#@~!!!~@#$%^&

Sunday, November 13, 2005

does true luv excist?!?!? tell me if u noe....

danger hardcore team <---- wah...sounds very Hardcore wor...but the songs...dun seem tat hardcore to me...is this a new band or a very old band? someone intro to me a song...listen to ure heart is the title...that person somehow luvs the lyrics to the song...hmmm....is there someting behind it that the person likes the lyrics?? or m i just trying to relate the lyrics to myself?? actually it does kinda reflect my past relationship wif this particular person... all the fights, arguements, disagreement...bla bla bla...come to think of it...are all those worth it? was it tat enjoyable that we had to have those arguements??it has been a while now...hope history never repeat itself...but if it does...i wont mind...lolx...sometimes in a relationship, if it is too perfect than there is someting wrong...maybe arguements really prove that the other half of u really cares?? does tat make sense?? well it does to me...dunno about u!! enuf said...history is history...no point bringing the dead back to reality...we both agree that wat we did was right...rite????

All the things you have to do...
To prove your love is true...
Does it treat me like a fantasy...
When I give my love to you...
What I want from you is time...
That will last me all my life...
‘Cos I know you are the one for me...
And I hope I keep you mine...

here are the lyrics to 'listen to ure heart'...LISTEN!!! never make the same mistakes again....!!!

I know there's something in the wake of your smile...

I get a notionfrom the look in your eyes, yeah...
You've built a love but that love falls apart...
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark...

Listen to your heart...
When he's calling for you...
Listen to your heart...
There's nothing else you can do...
I don't know where you're going...
And I don't know why...
But listen to your heart...
Before you tell him goodbye...

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile...
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah...
They're swept away and nothing is what it seems...
The feeling of belonging to your dreams...

Listen to your heart...
When he's calling for you...
Listen to your heart...
There's nothing else you can do...
I don't know where you're going...
And I don't know why...
But listen to your heart...
Before you tell him goodbye...

And there are voices...
That want to be heard...
So much to mention...
But you can't find the words...
The scent of magic...
The beauty that's been...
When love was wilder than the wind...

Listen to your heart...
When he's calling for you...
Listen to your heart...
There's nothing else you can do...
I don't know where you're going...
And I don't know why...
But listen to your heart...
Before you tell him goodbye...

Listen to your heart...
Mmmmmmmm...

I don't know where your going...
And I don't know why...
Listen to you heart...
Before you tell him goodbye...

i really like the meaning of this song....

-really like the meaning of tis song...
-its not a luv song...its kinda a break up song to me...
-a song tat is sung when a gal breaks up wif her partner who is somewhat controlling her life...
-it really reflects my past...
-you should have known well enough that i hate to be controlled....
-its over when u tried to take over my life...
-glad but dissapointed i am...
-if oni u knew me better....

I want your love but yeah there are limits...
you gotta know my plans every minute...
baby its like you wanna own me, and it isn't right...
just cause it feels so good when you hold me...
now all i want is you and you want to control me...
baby in case you don't remember, this is still my life...
I'm not gonna do whatever you say...
no no...
if that's what you need ill be on my way...

=CHORUS=
I'm nobody's girl...
no boys gonna tell me what to do...
I'm nobody's girl...
don't treat my like i belong to you...
I'm nobody's girl...
oh baby fun with you is cause i choose to be...
nobody owns me...

I'm going places, Ive got ambitions...
thank you but i don't need your permission...
baby before you give me your love, give me your respect...
I'm not gonna walk a few steps behind...
no no...
if that's what you need than this is goodbye...

=CHORUS=
I'm nobody's girl...
no boys gonna tell me what to do...
I'm nobody's girl...
don't treat my like i belong to you...
I'm nobody's girl...
oh baby fun with you is cause i choose to be...
nobody owns me...
no!!

here's a new idea just treat me like i treat ya...
if you don't know how than baby i don't need you...
its a simple thing baby...

oh yeah...

don't try to tell me what to do...
nobody...
this is my life baby...
nobody...
oh yeah fun with you is cause i choose to be...
you don't know me...

=CHORUS=
I'm nobody's girl...
no boys gonna tell me what to do...
I'm nobody's girl...
don't treat my like i belong to you...
I'm nobody's girl...
oh baby fun with you is cause i choose to be...
nobody owns me...

im I'mbody's girl...
no boys gonna tell me what to do...
imI'mobody's girl...
dodon'treat my like i belong to you...
iI'mnobody's girl...
oh baby fun with you is cause i choose to be...
nobody owns me...

oh yeah...

*~*ShE*~*

*~*If I hailed a taxi cab would it...
*~*Send me the right way...
*~*If I had another chance...
*~*would I want to change my life today...
*~*Cause lately I've been thinking...
*~*Is it really worth the ride...
*~*But she's the one that's telling me...
*~*Just to give it one more try...
*~*When I'm lost and just don't know what to do...
*~*She's the voice in me just guiding me through...

*~*I'm never gonna leave her she's my friend...
*~*I'm never gonna run away...
*~*To find a better day...
*~*And I'm never gonna tell her goodbye...
*~*She's the reason I'm alright...
*~*I don't need a way to see tomorrow where I'll be...
*~ I could wish for many things...
*~*But the future ain't all up to me...
*~*She's the one I trust in...
*~*Like I trust the beating of my heart...
*~*Never gonna lose my way cause...
*~*I found my guiding star...
*~*When I'm down and just don't know what to do...
*~*She's the voice in me just guiding me through...


*~*I'm alright...and
*~*She's the reason why....