dun believe fine...

i just wanna cry now. now i noe im not even important in my family at all. my mum doesnt believe me because she thinks im dreaming. for the first time in my entire life..someone actually dun believe me. and tis is my mum. i had a test today. it was clearly stated that the test's duration is one hour, during the first hour of the lecture which is 2 hours. it ended up to oni be 15 minutes!! what the hell...the lecturer did not even clarify the exact time and when i started writing she said we oni got 10 minutes left. what on earth is happening? i got so pissed off i dunno wat i wrote in that essay. how possible was it to write a 2 page essay in 15 minutes? tats just stupid...oredi im so pissed i told my mum. she thinks tat i am lying and im dreaming in class. she didnt actually said i was lying in front of me but she was scolding my fren for calling her in the middle of a show just to hear me lie!! now i noe tat my mum is sexist! she oni wans to tok to my brother because he is a guy and he is all alone in china. what the hell..m i not alone? i am leaving wif my relatives so wat?? tat doesnt make any difference. i am more alone that u tink i am. i cant take it anymore. can someone tok to me? there is just no one her tat i could tok to. there isnt anyone by my side whom i can tok to. i have so many problems and yet u tink im happy. i am not. i keep my tears because i dun wan ppl to noe my weakness. i may have many frenz but so wat? i dun have them here wif me now. i cant tell anyone anything. i keep everyting to myself. i wan someone to share my sorrows. i wan someone to share my tears. its just so hard being alone here. now tat my mum tinks i lie..it makes tings even worse. i hate my life. i wish i was never born. i wish i am not here. i wish i was dead. then i dun have to cry. i dun have to tink about anything else....i wanna say goodbye to this cruel world......

hapei burfday how ee!

hapei burfday to ya,
hapei burfday to ya,
hapei burfday to how....ee.....
hapei burfday to ya!!

well, ure 20 and ure definately ancient. muahaha...im gonna be 20 soon too...eeeww....thats 2 tenz add up...and before you noe it ure 21st is coming!i wonder how im gonna celebrate my 21st. *sigh*i wanna go back for my 21st but i dun tink tats gonna happen *sigh again*...anyway..today is not about me..its about my beloved how ee!! *hooray for how ee*...*cheerz mate*...hope u enjoy ed ure day and ure party the other day. sadly i didnt make it...cuz u didnt buy me my tic to sydney...hmphz..anyway...wait for ma call hehehee....luv ya owayz..muaxxx

what a break..

*phew*...and exciting break i had...we had a group of japanese interns since 2 weeks ago. they were students of Himeji Dokkyo University ( i tot it was Tokyo :x) anyway...they are Japanese Language teachers-to-be..and we are their first students..what a privilage!! they were really friendly and one of the guys is really cute *oopz*...he is very very shy i should say..haven seen a guy tat shy in front of the ladiez! they were so polite..even in front of their own kinds. we as japanese students are damm lucky to have them in our class. the gals very superb and the guyz were not far frm that...*amazing* during the one week break, they had teaching practices and i attended them. it was really funny...their teaching, the way they spoke, the way they draw..*cute*...they had many activities outside-class but i didnt attend..cuz its at nite and mostly in the city...*sobz*...the guy invited me to go on most of their trips but i didnt make it...*sobz again*...but i went for their farewell function last friday...i was expecting most of the students to attend but it turned out likewise...there were oni a handfull of us...better still..i get all the time i wan wif them..muaahaha..tat guy and i spoke non-stop..toking about our lives and all...he told me about his family bla bla bla...and even invited me to japan!! i so wanna go to japan...ever since i was young i wanted to go to japan's disneyland but it was too expensive le..but now tat i noe a lil japanese and i noe jap ppl...tat makes it 10 times better!! i so wanna go..maybe after i grad *sigh*..money i need money..who is willing to give me money?!anyway...they left for japan yesterday..didnt go to the airport...*y should i anyway*...i have their email addz..will keep in touch by tat way...but one ting..of all days i forgot to bring my cam during the party!! no pics wif them..*sobz sobz*...nvm nvm...their faces will remain fresh in my mind..cuz they are so cute and charming..hehehe...gonna miss their company thou..miss their teaching too!! hope they had a wonderful time here in Murdoch and in Perth...hope to see them soon too...muahaha...tats all for my one week break..didnt get anything done except for yesterday where i did some assignments..*oopz*..got test on wednesday somemore...going for movie on tuesday *damm*..i didnt even noe i was going for tat until not too long ago...*dissapointed*...have to get everyting done for the test if not i cant go for movie :P *quick butt...get movin*...

four leaf clover *as if*

Jezz foo, your lucky charm is a

Four-leaf Clover!

oh yeah rite..if i was tat lucky i wont be stuck here doing my piles of assignment would i?

at tis very moment in time...

*life is more than just a feeling and love is more than you and me
*no matter what ...this world can’t stop me, no matter how it’s gonna be
*no matter what...i don't regret it cause a jump can take me really high
*i must be doing this to find out...cuz when i land i will realize
*and I just need to know that you will be there and catch me if I fall cuz I’m going high high high
*i’m standing on the edge and i've never been so high
*wanna break, jump and fly.....I wanna touch the sky
*i’m standing on the edge and i really wanna try to break jump and fly....i wanna touch the sky
*no matter what...this world can’t hold me and no matter how I’m gonna try
*i must be human for a reason so no matter what this world is me til i find out why i'm here

bogoshipda...

Bogoshipda ("I Miss You")

amoori kidaryuhdo nan motka...
babochuhrum oolko inneun (nuh)nuh-yi kyuhte...
sangchuhman jooneun nareul weh moreuko kidarini...
tuhnakaran marya...

bogoshipda, bogoshipda...
irun nega miwuhjil mankeum...
oolgoshipda, nege mooreup koolko...
modoo uhptun iri dwel soo itdamyun...

michil deus saranghetun ki-uhgi...
choo-uhkdeuri nuhreul chatko itjiman...
duh isang sarang-iran byunmyung eh...
nuhreul kadool soo uhpsuh....
iruhmyun andwejiman....
joogeul mankeum bogoshipda....

bogoshipda, bogoshipda...
irun nega miwuhjil mankeum....
mitkoshipda, orheun kirirago....
nuhreul wihe duhnayaman handago....
joogeul mankeum mitkoshipda.....

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I Miss You - translation *^^*

No matter how much you wait,
I cannot come to where you are crying....
You don't know I only keep on hurting you....
I'm telling you to leave....

I miss you...
To the point that I hate myself.....
I want to cry, I want to kneel down in front of you....
If only that whole thing did not happen....

I was madly in love with you...
And the memories are trying to find you....
But I can no longer confine you....
with love as excuse....
I shouldn't be this way...
But I am dying to see you again...

I miss you....
To the point that I hate myself....
I want to believe that this is the right path,
That I must leave for your sake....

But I am dying to believe in you again.....

end it or leave it...

drop it rave...its just not worth going back to square one. and to think that we were gonna have a good time chatting away and larfing away..all of a sudden u just have to pop tat question out again and again. u just have to make things sour. must u do tat? cant we chat like frenz? u alwayz give me the thought tat things just are not how it suppose to be; its all going the wrong direction. the tot of u actually wanting to buy someting so expensive for her is distracting...not tat im jles or anything. M does the same thing but then again...i am not wrong to tink about it u noe. u've really change apart from u having a job and earning some cash to make u and her happy..seeing u 2 argue is a good thing; a very pleasing thing indeed. when u told me that ure bonding is getting from bad to worse..was i suppose to be happy cuz i really dun wan u being wif her? i wasnt happy about it..cuz i really wan tis r/s to work out for both of u...i really really dun tink someone like her deserves u. i really think that u like challenges in ure r/s and so u end up wif her...come on..u can do better than that wei...but now u are wif her..tats the reality in tat and i have no right making comments about it; no doubt tat i was ure past. u say u should follow both ure heart n mind. mind u...dun tink ure doing wat ure saying.

u asked if i ever listened to the CD u gave me. the answer is yes and i repeated over and over again. i even kept the folded hearts after all this time; how stupid is tat? wat u wrote in each heart....i noe very well and i tink i have to make a few changes to tat. u tink ure the only one who remembers the past. i do to ok..and its haunting me over and over again. i still keep the diary when i wrote when i was wif u...i wanted to throw it away but then i tot of it...maybe i shd just keep it so tat in the future i could just take it out and larf at myself over wat i did for u and wat u did to me that hurts me deep down. the cut is even deeper then u could ever imagine. u oni blame me for hurting u. but did u ever sit and think about wat u did to me as well? ure unfair..u blame others for wat happen when its just ure fault it all started. u just dun understand do u? do i have to say it out louder so tat u could understand? i dun wanna hate u but ure making me do it...i really dun wan to have u as a bad memory in my mind. i wanna have a good image of u in me....but there u are..making things worse. cant u at least once make things better? there isnt gonna be peace in both of is there? the song 'straight from my heart'.....i bought their album and i luved tis song because i tot this was wat we were gonna have in the future but it turns out to be the other way round. rave.....u said we shared many songs together. yes we did but tis sharing didnt last...and it wont ever again.

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I see my future there in your eyes
Together and forever, it's you and me
You see cause I wont be listening to what my friends have got to say
I know you'll be there all the way

You promised
And I know
That you will always care
Through good times
Through bad times
You're always there

Hold me now don't ever let it go
I'm in love with you but you already know
I want this love to last and be forever
If you believe and you can only see
That making love to me would make your life complete
Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more

I dream of waking up in your arms
And watch the sun bring in the day
You see what I can't imagine I'm sure we can achieve
Which means giving up on this dream
You comfort
And you guide me
When skies are grey
And I feel you
And I need you
To say you'll stay

Hold me now don't ever let it go
I'm in love with you but you already know
I want this love to last and be forever
If you believe and you can only see
That making love to me would make your life complete
Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more

Forever more
Forever more
Changed my life

You promised
And I know
That you will always care
Through good times
Through bad times
You're always there

Hold me now don't ever let it go
I'm in love with you but you already know
I want this love to last and be forever
If you believe and you can only see
That making love to me would make your life complete
Hold me tight and say you'll leave me never
Straight from the heart you changed my life forever more

Straight from the heart you changed my life forever....
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remember the photo we took in school in front of the teacher's office? i thore it into pieces and threw it together wif some things...but the other day when i was unpacking some boxes..i came across this bear-box...inside it was things u gave me....and guess wat..i found another copy of that same picture..again i wanted to throw it and again i kept it cuz tat was one of the funniest day wif u in school. i noe u have tat photo too cuz i gave u a copy...whether onot its still in ure possession i dunno. memories of u and me are gonna stay wif me for quite some time cuz it was different from brendan or justin or my other ex. we see each other almost everyday of the week and tat was special..someting i never tot i could have. u may tink tat i am childish but im not rave...all i wan is a good memory wif u and i dun wan it to ever get corrupted. so im asking u to pls make tat happen...dun screw things up again pls. there are oni that much of rejections that i can take...i had enough and ure the oni one i couldnt make things straight wif. now u tell me y is tat happening...u noe i luved brendan so much tat i tink about him while i was wif u. sorry about tat but he was really un-real. he is everything i wanted....as for u, you're different and i dun wanna mention tis here cuz its not tat appropriate..ure not the oni one reading tis. i wont want my bro or whoever to noe wat tat reason is and screw me up later....

so i hope u really understand wat im trying to say here rave...its very hard for me u noe. u dun wan me to hurt anyone anymore so i hope i wont hurt M. i oso hope i wont hurt u too....u noe wat i mean.

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all alone on a sunday morning
outside i see the rain is falling
inside im slowly dying
but the rain will hide my crying,
and you dont know my tears will burn the pillow
set this place on fire
cause im tired of your lie
all i needed was a simple hello
but the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry...

i gave you my love in vain
my body never knew such pleasure
my heart never knew such pain
and you leave me so confused
now im all cried out over you
crying over you...

never wanted to see things your way
had to go astray
for why was i such a fool
now that i see the grass is much greener
is it too late for me to find my way home?
how could i be so wrong?

leaving me all alone
dont you know my tears will cause an inferno
romance of these flames
why should i take the blame?
you were the one who left me neglected
you said sorry but apology not accepted
at me the boken hearts you've collected
i gave you all of me
how was i to know
you would weaken so easily
i dont know what to do
now im all cried out over you...
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i miss ure larfz~

can u imagine i actually miss ure laughz? its idiotic but i miss it...u have the craziest and the most petathic one too. ure larfs are so evil but still u manage to pull it off. i yell each time u do it but then again i wished i could hear it now. you sometimes just embarrass me wif that larf of yours in front of my frenz. haven seen u for a while now. kinda miss u too....i use to wish tat u could just get out of my face cuz ure just so sticky. i cant seem to get u away but now i tink i did someting to make u not approach me. u did many things for me and i thank you for it. u took care of me and now i tink i can take off from here. but still...cant we still meet like we use to? i wanna see u tis week...but will we meet? will u call me like u use to? u like bugging me in the middle of the nite...i know you would call so that is why my mobile remains turned on no matter wat. one thing u shd noe..im used to getting phone calls as early as 2am in the morning when i shd be sleeping like a log. i may be grumpy at that time but if u sweet talk me...i might just stay wif u on the phone for another hour and wished u never hang up! when i was wif my ex, i get a call at least once a day and tat never failed unless we had an argument but u still call. when we broke up, i stayed next to the phone hoping that u would call to see if im orite. u didnt and i sat crying and wished all that didnt happen. i tot it was going be just another break up but this time i guess i made it clear tat i wan a break but how come im feeling sad bout it? until now..everytime i see you on9..i wish you would give me a buzz or someting but it seems tat u wont..not until ure tooooo bored then u would say hi and asked how i was. do u noe how tat made me feel? i dun tink ure ever gonna wait for me to buzz u rite? ure playing the male role here pal...not me! females just dun approach the male in such situations. you are just so worried that your new gal would find out tat u just said hi to me. to this 'new' gal....we've met and i noe who u are now....ure no better then i am. u noe that...so that is the reason tat ure jles...ure so stupid to tink tat way gal. silly silly u.... i may be better then u are but that fella chose u over me....how blind is tat. but hey..we're kewl with tat now...no worries..im not gonna fight wif u over my past. i gave in b4 and im giving in now....so plz stop all that jelezy and get on wif ure mizerable life. chill babe...its just me...

you may be confused reading wat i just wrote but hey..so was i when i was reading ures....now u noe how confusing things may be just because u wrote someting soooooo messy and annoying to the eyes....

my baby sera~!!

wahliao....i finally spotted a sera in Perth!!! i am looking high and low for one when i planned to buy a car but couldnt find one :( but yesterday while i was walking towards my car there i saw it...the first sera i saw!! and its black in colour!! aargh!! my baby back home is silver i tink (dunno wat colour it is :s) i miss driving my baby so much!! its parked in my house waiting for me to drive her!! i wanna swap!! i dun wan my jazz i wan my sera!! those who sat in my sera b4 are having some pretty hard time pushing the door up (sorry peepz..my car not sooo new to have auto push up doorz)...those who sat behind b4 im really sad for u guyz cuz its really really crampy behind...but since u guyz insist on sitting my car...enjoy lar!! my baby oso poor ting leh..have to carry u heavy ppl!! hahahaha....hope my dad wont sell my car away, sobz sobz....the funniest part is..the black sera tat i saw the car plate number same as my first car!! 818..how cool is tat!! sure chinese driving tat sexy black sera...wonder if its a gal or a guy..bet its a gal cuz its a girly car!muahahaha...better get my dad to paint mine black too and change all the interiors inside!! cuz its a pretty old car i should say..ANCIENT!! if got money then change everyting about it muahahaha..baby im gonna dress u up!! mizz ya soo much baby sera!! here are some pics i found on the net of a sera....enjoy~


===this is the colour of my sera==


===this is the colour i wan...or maybe black (front view)===


===back view of the all sexy sera===


===the interior (looks very old fashion but i luv it!)===

that'z WO for WOMEN!! that's US!! bet u cant find anyhting better....

NEW ELEMENT IN THE PERIODIC TABLE

Element : WOMEN
Symbol : WO+
Atomic mass : Accepted as 53.6 Kg; isotopes mayvary from 40-200 kg.
Occurrence : Copious quantities in all urban areas.

*PHYSICAL PROPERTIES*
1. Boils at room temperature
2. Freezes without any known reason.
3. Melts if given special treatment.
4. Bitter, if incorrectly used.
5. Sweet as Honey if given a proper treatment.

*CHEMICAL PROPERTIES*
1. Have great affinity for Gold, Silver and a range of precious stones and absorbs great quantities ofexpensive substances.
2. May explode spontaneously without prior warning and for no known reason.
3. Insoluble in liquids, but activity greatly increases by that.
4. Most powerful money reducing agent known toman.

*COMMON USES*
1. Highly ornamental, especially in sports cars.
2. Can be great aid to relaxation.

*TESTS*
1. Pure specimen turns rosy pink when happy.
2. Turns green when placed behind a betterspecimen.

*POTENTIAL HAZARD*
illegal to possess more than one, although several can be maintained at different locations as long asspecimens do not come in direct contact with eachother.

*!! WARNING !!*
PROLONGED EXPOSURE TO THIS ELEMENT CAN CAUSE SEVERE FINANCIAL HEMORRHAGING AND MENTAL DISTRESS. BE CAUTIOUS ABOVE PROPERTIES ARE SHOWN BY ALL THE WOMEN OF THE WORLD

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***adapted from one of my galfrenz blog***

have you ever needed someone so bad?

Baby I need you so badly it hurts me deep down inside. Wishing that every second of the day you're there by my side. Under your arms I felt love. Baby you're never gonna understand the pain I'm going tru. My empty heart bleeds to see you rite now. Baby where are u? I need you rite now! Muaxxx....

Why save your kisses for a rainy day...
Baby let the moment take your heart away...

Have you ever needed someone so bad...
Have you ever wanted someone...
You just couldn't have...
Did you ever try so hard...
That your world just fell apart...
Have you ever needed someone so bad...

Every dream I dream is like...
Some kinds rash 'n' reckless scene...
To give out such crazy love...
You must be some kind of drug...
And if my time dont' ever come...
For me you're still the one...
Damned if I don't , damned if I do...
I gotta get a fix on you...

Baby I mizz you soo....

my oh my....how many times more huh?!?!

GOSH!! I tot its gonna be the end of Ad and San but NO!!! It's another beginning eh...my goodness!! I tot I was the one having the break-n-reattach probz but it seems she has a bigger one! Only the other day she told me that they are over but now they are back together again...*fainted*..actually I cant blame her lar..I mean they have been together for almost 3 years BUT still..they haven met in person before kayz...so dun blame me for hoping them to end it!! Im oni thinking the best for her eh..she is my best fren...and seriously..she hasnt really been 100% happy ever since!! There isnt a month or 2 where u see her NOT crying?!?!?! Well now she is back together with tat fella Im fine wif that...just dun wan her to come crying over spilt milk again...she owayz have this soft heartedness in her tat makes her so weak! She feels sad for her tat she broke up wif tat fella!! She keeps thinking that it will kill her soul if she just left her like tat!! I mean PLEASE LAR...U HAVEN SEEN HER B4! Am I being mean?? I have tot of all this too each time I end a relationship..but hey I'm doing this for our future kayz..I dun wanna waste ure time and you wouldnt wanna waste mine rite?? I noe its hard when the word 'seperation' pops up in your relationship but 'reattachment' after 'seperation' makes things even worse (for her situation kayz)...I have gone tru like 6 seperations and it wasnt ez to get tru them. I hate it as much as Ad did and I too had a very soft heart...but I guess when I was younger...a seperation was a seperation..no saying ok lets give it another try..but I dunno why with my previous break up...we broke up, seperated, break again, seperated again...and the list goes on and on...what had gone into me?? That wasnt me at all ... maybe the time we spent together is not enuf so I wanted to give it another chance?!?! Maybe maybe....who noes eh. Read the blog of my ex and I was shocked to have read wat was writen in it...I'm not gonna say wat was written nor will I say wat was read...we'll just see how it goes. I wanna noe what's going on in my ex's mind. What actually is going on...is it worth waiting for....I wonder!! As for my best pal...I just hope she knowz wat she's doing!! Be happy and learn more about cooking deary!! U cant owayz call me for recipes!! Phone calls are expensive here..not like in KL can ring anytime anywhere!! All my exes...I love you all like before..and I hope you love me in return like before...as for the future...letz not tok about it..shhhh.....*zip*

flowerz of my heart~

*roses are one of the most beautiful flowers around
*every single flower with its different personality and character
*every colour, each having different meanings and representation
*special roses/flowers for special people in one's life

---There are so many kinds of flowers all around the world! Flowers can represent many things but the most common would be luv and friendship. Correct me if I'm wrong thou. Received many bouquets of roses from different people, partners, frenz and family. As my favourite colour is blue, you can oredi guess that my fav rose colour would be blue. I found out last year that there is such colour for a rose. It was grown dunno which part of the world. Want to get those from someone special. Dunno when will get (fingers crossed). All the while those blue roses I get are self made white roses. They actually soak the white roses in blue dye. Really pretty but the real blue rose is actually royal blue in colour. Not those brite blue dyez. Many people say buying flowers/roses for valentine's day is stupid but its not really about the money isit? A single rose can cost at least 5 times more expensive then it's usual price during Valentine's day especially. It's valentine's day...how can there be no rose for a special someone on this special day?? It may be expensive but bare in mind tat it's just one year once...dun be so stingy lar.. gals luv flowers (at least majority does)...The most common colour if you are buying for a girlfren would be RED...but there are exceptions for some..like me...BLUE roses actually mean romance. Hahaha....wats so romantic about blue anyway....watever lar. I just luv flowerz. My aunt plants roses around her house. I wasnt in time to watch them bloom as I came back to Perth after the blooming season I guess. I manage to oni 2-3 diff colours thou. Roses anyone?!?!---


---yellow represent frenship??---


---pinky-orangy, have a skirt same colour---


---is this daisy? luv the colour!!---


---moon-flower, opens at nite n diez in the morning---


---no idea wat is this...looks scary actually---


---yummy vannila strawberry crushed colour---


---roses are red, vilots are blue---


---oso a type of rose eh---


---purple anyone??---

happy burfday mum~

===HAPPY BURFDAY MUM!! HOPE YOU HAD A WONDERFUL YET ENJOYABLE DAY!! MIZZING YOU VERY MUCH EVERY DAY..WANTING TO SEE YOU SOON!! HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD!! LOADZ OF HUGGIEZ AND KIZZIEZ!! MUAXXX!!===

sorry to hear about ure lost....

----IN LOVING MEMORIES OF MY LATE GRANDMA----

Firstly, please do accept my deepest sympathy and condolence for you and your family, Darrell. Really sorry to hear about your lost. I undersand wat they are going tru as I went tru the same thing about a year n a half ago. Loosing someone so close to your heart, it's nothing like saying goodbye; see ya again soon. It's really the opposite. The worst part is where you don't even get to say your last goodbyez. As for me, my grandma was a very special person. I knew her even before I got to noe the world itself. I grew up with her, taken care by her, carried by her gentle hands, hugged by her warm arms, walked tru the rain together, and many more unforgettable memories shared with her. Now that she is in the hands of God, I'm relieved. Now I've got another pair of eyes to watch my every step on earth. My grandma was the most wonderful women I have ever came tru in the past 19 years. She never layed hands on her children, nor has she raised her voice to anyone. She is as humble as a gentle bee. Spent most of my 19 years wif her in Melaka and Kuala Lumpur. Always remembering that she used to sit and wait in front of the door for us to reach Melaka. I miss her voice. I miss her smile. I miss her humour. I miss her hugs.I miss her rough buy gentle palm. I miss everything about her. What I missed the most about her is when she calls me 'bo-kiap'...(notty-gal in english). Before she left us, she was experienced something called the amnezia (forget things/people)...but the only person she remembers was me. Every one she sees she calls out my name or my nick name. When I visited her in the hospital, she called everyone even her husband ME...when I saw it my tears just dropped like a pipe left turned on. When she passed away, I got the first call from my uncle and I broke down crying immediately. Told my mum about it, she cried so bad that my dad had to control her. Drove down to Melacca immediately tat midnite. Outside the door, I can feel the darkness and sadness that filled the whole house. Saw my grandpa sitting down staring at the walls. Really made me sad seeing him like tat. He just lost his wife of more then 60 years. I sat down controlling my tears but tat didn’t work out. Toking about all this really makes me cry. So many things we had to do…very bz week for us. We had to prepare for the funeral. Clean the house..so many things. I dun wanna mention anymore. It’s a very sad occasion and its best not to be sad anymore. Lets not make a bright n shinny day gloomy… I’ll keep it to myself as for now.

---IN LOVING MEMORIEZ OF MY DEAREST AND BELOVED GRANDMA WHO SHOWERED US WITH HER TENDER LOVE AND CARE---

---MISSING YOU LOADS AND HOPING THAT YOU ARE FINE N HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE---

---HUGZ AND KISSES FROM YOU BELOVED GRAND-DAUGHTER---