Wednesday, March 15, 2006

i miss ure larfz~

can u imagine i actually miss ure laughz? its idiotic but i miss it...u have the craziest and the most petathic one too. ure larfs are so evil but still u manage to pull it off. i yell each time u do it but then again i wished i could hear it now. you sometimes just embarrass me wif that larf of yours in front of my frenz. haven seen u for a while now. kinda miss u too....i use to wish tat u could just get out of my face cuz ure just so sticky. i cant seem to get u away but now i tink i did someting to make u not approach me. u did many things for me and i thank you for it. u took care of me and now i tink i can take off from here. but still...cant we still meet like we use to? i wanna see u tis week...but will we meet? will u call me like u use to? u like bugging me in the middle of the nite...i know you would call so that is why my mobile remains turned on no matter wat. one thing u shd noe..im used to getting phone calls as early as 2am in the morning when i shd be sleeping like a log. i may be grumpy at that time but if u sweet talk me...i might just stay wif u on the phone for another hour and wished u never hang up! when i was wif my ex, i get a call at least once a day and tat never failed unless we had an argument but u still call. when we broke up, i stayed next to the phone hoping that u would call to see if im orite. u didnt and i sat crying and wished all that didnt happen. i tot it was going be just another break up but this time i guess i made it clear tat i wan a break but how come im feeling sad bout it? until now..everytime i see you on9..i wish you would give me a buzz or someting but it seems tat u wont..not until ure tooooo bored then u would say hi and asked how i was. do u noe how tat made me feel? i dun tink ure ever gonna wait for me to buzz u rite? ure playing the male role here pal...not me! females just dun approach the male in such situations. you are just so worried that your new gal would find out tat u just said hi to me. to this 'new' gal....we've met and i noe who u are now....ure no better then i am. u noe that...so that is the reason tat ure jles...ure so stupid to tink tat way gal. silly silly u.... i may be better then u are but that fella chose u over me....how blind is tat. but hey..we're kewl with tat now...no worries..im not gonna fight wif u over my past. i gave in b4 and im giving in now....so plz stop all that jelezy and get on wif ure mizerable life. chill babe...its just me...

you may be confused reading wat i just wrote but hey..so was i when i was reading ures....now u noe how confusing things may be just because u wrote someting soooooo messy and annoying to the eyes....