my oh my....how many times more huh?!?!

GOSH!! I tot its gonna be the end of Ad and San but NO!!! It's another beginning eh...my goodness!! I tot I was the one having the break-n-reattach probz but it seems she has a bigger one! Only the other day she told me that they are over but now they are back together again...*fainted*..actually I cant blame her lar..I mean they have been together for almost 3 years BUT still..they haven met in person before kayz...so dun blame me for hoping them to end it!! Im oni thinking the best for her eh..she is my best fren...and seriously..she hasnt really been 100% happy ever since!! There isnt a month or 2 where u see her NOT crying?!?!?! Well now she is back together with tat fella Im fine wif that...just dun wan her to come crying over spilt milk again...she owayz have this soft heartedness in her tat makes her so weak! She feels sad for her tat she broke up wif tat fella!! She keeps thinking that it will kill her soul if she just left her like tat!! I mean PLEASE LAR...U HAVEN SEEN HER B4! Am I being mean?? I have tot of all this too each time I end a relationship..but hey I'm doing this for our future kayz..I dun wanna waste ure time and you wouldnt wanna waste mine rite?? I noe its hard when the word 'seperation' pops up in your relationship but 'reattachment' after 'seperation' makes things even worse (for her situation kayz)...I have gone tru like 6 seperations and it wasnt ez to get tru them. I hate it as much as Ad did and I too had a very soft heart...but I guess when I was younger...a seperation was a seperation..no saying ok lets give it another try..but I dunno why with my previous break up...we broke up, seperated, break again, seperated again...and the list goes on and on...what had gone into me?? That wasnt me at all ... maybe the time we spent together is not enuf so I wanted to give it another chance?!?! Maybe maybe....who noes eh. Read the blog of my ex and I was shocked to have read wat was writen in it...I'm not gonna say wat was written nor will I say wat was read...we'll just see how it goes. I wanna noe what's going on in my ex's mind. What actually is going on...is it worth waiting for....I wonder!! As for my best pal...I just hope she knowz wat she's doing!! Be happy and learn more about cooking deary!! U cant owayz call me for recipes!! Phone calls are expensive here..not like in KL can ring anytime anywhere!! All my exes...I love you all like before..and I hope you love me in return like before...as for the future...letz not tok about it..shhhh.....*zip*