sorry to hear about ure lost....

----IN LOVING MEMORIES OF MY LATE GRANDMA----

Firstly, please do accept my deepest sympathy and condolence for you and your family, Darrell. Really sorry to hear about your lost. I undersand wat they are going tru as I went tru the same thing about a year n a half ago. Loosing someone so close to your heart, it's nothing like saying goodbye; see ya again soon. It's really the opposite. The worst part is where you don't even get to say your last goodbyez. As for me, my grandma was a very special person. I knew her even before I got to noe the world itself. I grew up with her, taken care by her, carried by her gentle hands, hugged by her warm arms, walked tru the rain together, and many more unforgettable memories shared with her. Now that she is in the hands of God, I'm relieved. Now I've got another pair of eyes to watch my every step on earth. My grandma was the most wonderful women I have ever came tru in the past 19 years. She never layed hands on her children, nor has she raised her voice to anyone. She is as humble as a gentle bee. Spent most of my 19 years wif her in Melaka and Kuala Lumpur. Always remembering that she used to sit and wait in front of the door for us to reach Melaka. I miss her voice. I miss her smile. I miss her humour. I miss her hugs.I miss her rough buy gentle palm. I miss everything about her. What I missed the most about her is when she calls me 'bo-kiap'...(notty-gal in english). Before she left us, she was experienced something called the amnezia (forget things/people)...but the only person she remembers was me. Every one she sees she calls out my name or my nick name. When I visited her in the hospital, she called everyone even her husband ME...when I saw it my tears just dropped like a pipe left turned on. When she passed away, I got the first call from my uncle and I broke down crying immediately. Told my mum about it, she cried so bad that my dad had to control her. Drove down to Melacca immediately tat midnite. Outside the door, I can feel the darkness and sadness that filled the whole house. Saw my grandpa sitting down staring at the walls. Really made me sad seeing him like tat. He just lost his wife of more then 60 years. I sat down controlling my tears but tat didn’t work out. Toking about all this really makes me cry. So many things we had to do…very bz week for us. We had to prepare for the funeral. Clean the house..so many things. I dun wanna mention anymore. It’s a very sad occasion and its best not to be sad anymore. Lets not make a bright n shinny day gloomy… I’ll keep it to myself as for now.

---IN LOVING MEMORIEZ OF MY DEAREST AND BELOVED GRANDMA WHO SHOWERED US WITH HER TENDER LOVE AND CARE---

---MISSING YOU LOADS AND HOPING THAT YOU ARE FINE N HAPPY WHEREVER YOU ARE---

---HUGZ AND KISSES FROM YOU BELOVED GRAND-DAUGHTER---