i just got back....

in my last entry i said i wasnt allowed home...but then i got a call frm my dad early the next day (tuesday) asking me if i really wanna go back. he say if i really want to then i can provided i can get a flight back to KL before the funeral (meaning i have to fly out on tuesday itself lor - speechless)...i was very happy to hear tat...so i tot maybe i would be able to go back cuz maybe i will get a place..but i forgot about one ting. it was skool holidays and it was impossible i could get a sit. i called 3 agents and they said all flights to KL on tat day were either fully booked or all bookings and stand by are closed!! left me wif oni one alternative which is to take a plane to S'pore and find my way back to KL...and they told me that there isnt any available flights tat can take me to KL tat day cuz it was fully booked as well!! then i felt very dissapointed...being so naive..i went to an agent outside my house and asked again if there was a flight directly to KL...nope there wasnt...and so i smsed my parents and told them i wasnt able to make it back because got no flight back....*sigh*....then i came back and on9...Mel and Rave were both helping me to find a way so tat i could go to KL when in S'pore. a bus? a train? a flight? and even Mel driving down to either Johor or S'pore to pick me up~!! at first i agreed tat Mel drive down to Johor and i took a taxi there..then i tink and tink..very inconvinient and it was a very messy plan...so i said i dun wanna go back anymore. then they still helped me find ways to go back...Rave helped find flights on9..then Mel found out that there is a flight frm S'pore to KL via MAS at 11pm. then the plan was tat Mel flew there and booked a ticket for me so tat we go back together...(cuz tats wat the stupid MAS ppl in KL told Mel...say cannot book frm M'sia for me -__-")...then Mel called other agents..they say can book frm KL by giving me a ref number once it is paid in KL so tat i can get the ticket in S'pore airport. i tink got conned or someting..the flight was super ex!! RM586 for just one way to KL ( RM486 + RM100 for service charges??)...nevermind..i pay...

i had a very unpleasent flight frm Perth to S'pore!! i puked twice and i had a bad headache!! got to S'pore lagi siao!! i landed in T1 but i had to go to T2 to get my tic and fly off frm there..do u noe how far is T1 and T2?!?!?!?! i walked till my leg almost break!! and the worst part is i had oni less than 2 hours to get the ting settled!! i ran my life out....walked like a crazy lady tat is lost!! finally got everything settled...changed and then waited...reached KL and then ok jor. went to pray my grandpa then went to Steven's corner....the next day was the funeral...u wouldnt wanna noe how i looked like on tat day and the days before and after...i looked so damaged...so pale and my eyes were terribly bengkak!! i wasnt suppose to cry but i cant control in tis kind of situation..im orite now...just miss my parents very much...i was just very very thankful tat my grandpa didnt suffer at all when he took his last breathe...he just went off peacefully in the doctor's hands...my mum was the only one tat was accompanying him on tat day...when the doctor asked my mum to step out for a moment so tat he could check pulse rate..he had oredi gone...just within a minute tat my mum let go of his hands...i feel for my mum...being the last to see him is a very unforgetable moment..if its me...i dunno how i would take it...mum...i feel sad for u..for all the sleepless nitez...take more rest now...he lead a wonderful life before and now he is in the hands of God....and back to his darling wife...he should be fine...dun worry...

the next day after the funeral....my grandpa's spirit came back to my house...we suspected it because someting happened and there wasnt any reason y it happened besides him coming back to where he belonged....i was glad to noe tat he is still around....watching over us...wat happen the other day was incredible....

so now...here i am..back at Perth. yesterday i spent the nite in S'pore!! so now there isnt any excuse saying tat i haven been to S'pore cuz i have~! my aunt and Sean picked me up from the airport...went for dinner at Newton foodcourt..then drow around S'pore. went tru Orchard Rd...went to the East Coast....Clark Quey..Bok Quey (correct ah?)..the 'durian'-Esplanade...saw their version of KL KLCC shopping mall...and other places..i cant remember the names...then went back to Serangoon where they lived. while in the ct..we passed by the 'Crazy Horse'...guess wat tat is..i didnt noe at first..hehe...then Sean wanted to go clubbing i tink...bt i wasnt in the mood for it...sorry Sean..next time we go together la...

im very tired now...i hardly slept on the flight..afraid tat i will puke again...wanna go rest lor...tomolo have to study jor...so many days oredi i didnt study...must really do it tomolo if not im in big trouble..got test coming up somemore..but no matter wat i am very glad i went back...and u noe wat made my parents change their minds?? my mum's boss called my mum up on tuesday morning..saying tat they have to let me come back...and tat he will pay for my flight...my mum say cnt accept..but will let me fly back....when i knew about it..i went to the office to see the boss and told him thank you very much and told my mum not to accept the payment...it shouldnt be tat way...althou i would like someone to pay for my fees....if someone should pay...it should be my uncle and aunties tat should pay....its oni logic...well one of my aunt say she is willing to pay half of my fare...no need la...im meant to come back after all.....so my overall fare back to KL and back here is RM4000~~