my memory....

everything seem so clear now. i can see now that im just an ordinary gal who is waiting for someone. the wait is killing me and i decide not to. im giving up and im gonna move on whether onot ure coming back to me. ive waited long enuf and knowing you're not making any move...its all over. the thought of having you is extremely calming. but to tink that ure hugging someone else is a nightmare. i cant imagine having to share you wif someone else other then myself. i am greedy..isnt luv suppose to be tat way? well...you're generous enuf to share and tat is y im quiting this game. quit playing games wif my heart...it was once broken into rough pieces of glass but now its all crushed into dust and its blown away wif my soul.

have you watched winter sonata? i wish our luv was like chun siang's and yu chen's. strong as ever. if getting into 2 mobile accidents would make our luv tat strong...i oni wished it happened. i wished tat my memories are erased and i could luv u all once again, as a different person mentally. if it means i have to give up someone tat luves me truely..i will. the fact of knowing tat you luv me so much makes my heart bleed. how can i be with someone who luves me when out there...someone else who once luved me and still does...and is waiting for me to return? its impossible. i dun wanna care wat other people has to think of us both. i dun care even if our parents disagree. i just wanna be wif you and nothing else matters because i know you luv me too. being able to see you and be in your arm at nite is good enuf. i wont ask for more. when we start to age...i hope we age together. with you beside me im not afraid of anyhting. i know when i put out my hand you will grab it and hold it tight. i know that if i fall you are there to catch me. we went tru so much just to be together...i just hope tat ppl could see our luv and let us go.

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Modu gi eoghaeyo geu sungan
Nuneur gameumyeon aju jageun irdo bo ineyo

You are far away
Daheur su eobneun gose
Saranghandaneun mardo gidarindaneun mardo haji mohago

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Jeongmar morajyo geudaer ireohge
Daji manar jureun saengag jocha mohaesseojyo
Ajig neor saranghae ijerado nege gobaeghargge
I wanna love you forever
Neuji anhadamyeon ireohge nawahamge yeongwenhi

Oraedongan
Geudaen na oe gaseume

Manheun sigan heureodo aju meori isseodo
Sara isseojyo

Repeat *
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I remember everything....
I can’t see even a little thing when I close my eyes.

You're far away, somewhere that I can’t reach,
I didn’t say I love you or I will wait for you,
I really didn't imagine meeting you again...

I still love you,
I confess to you now,
I wanna love you forever if it is not too late,
I want you to be with me forever...

Even though my heart lived without you for a long time,
You were always in my heart,
I really didn't imagine meeting you again....I'm glad I did...

*edited the translation..couldnt understand the ori one....*