do i have so much tings tat i need an extra drawer?

aihz....i got a new 3-level-drawer ah!! my uncle made it for me...aihz...when i saw him making it a few days ago..i wished it wasnt mine lor. i dun mean to be perasan but i dun tink he needs tat drawer for himself. so i guessed it was for me. then yesterday i asked him la...who are u making the drawer for...he say for me!! aihz....do i need one? he made so many things for me jor..first a shelf on top of my table..then a computer side table (i tink tats wat it was)...then when i was back in KL he modified my wardrobe..made extra racks at the bottom so tat i could put my shoe collection i tink...and then made a safe somewhere in my room (of cuz i cant tell u where it is!!)...and now...i got another drawer (mini wardrobe for my inner clothes maybe?)..aihz aihz aihz...do i have so much things that he tinks i dun have plc to put them? i still got place in my wardrobe wor...y go tru all the trouble to make me tat drawer..aihz aihz...i really dunno wat to say la..i feel so guilty...im pretty sure those who stayed here b4 me dun get all that..cuz they are GUYZ!! they dun need all that much space!! aihz aihz....the other day i showed my fren my wardrobe tru the webcam...she scolded me without even giving me some face :( ...she say i got so much clothes dunno for wat!! and the shoes...*pengsan*...if she sees my cupboard at home i tink i kena shoot by her dunno how many times...my mum oso cnt tahan me...i have got so many pair of heels at home waiting for me to wear...i didnt bring many over cuz its not needed mah...i oso dun go out as frequent as back home..no need wear nice nice oso la...let who see jek...aihz aihz......somemore the other day..my fren frm uni...she even asked me if i wanted second hand clothes. *eeerrrrrr.....*second hand clothes ah....dunno la...i just dun tink wat someone has worn b4 i will take lor...its just not me unless im really desperate....which im not...i have clothes which i have to get rid of myself..bringing back and passing it to my aunt..see she wants it onot..if she dun wan then she will give to her frenz...i oso dunno how many pile of clothes i have given away...old one dun go new one wont come .. in my case it doesnt work tat way...new one comes no matter wat!! aihz..aihz..i feel so bad rite now...feel like im a spoilt brat which im not...i dun get everything in the world u noe....i dun get the best either...but i feel lucky tat my parents arent ppl who are so damm sellfish over materials...i still get certain things...but others i have to earn for it lor...noting comes for free..not even in ure family...its true!! but hor..i keep tinking...all the money i have oso is their money mah...they gave it to me..i haven worked in my whole entire life yet so how can it possibly be that i have money? unless its frm ang pau but tats just 1/5 of wat i have...aihz aihz...so guilty!! can someone help me onot jek??