i waited for u...

dunno y i waited for u tonite..
maybe i wan to tok to u so badly till i waited for u...
wan to tell u sometings...
dunno if those words can come out of my mouth...
i tot u would come looking for me..
but its so late and u still didnt show...
dun wanna be like tis anymore...
if there's someting tat needs to be cleared...its tis...
dunno y u told others but not to me...
i felt left out..
insteed i heard it from ure frenz...
but not frm u...
i felt hurt...
cuz u never told me tings u told them..
maybe u dun wan me to noe about those tings..
but i have the rite to noe...
i shdnt noe but yet i still wanna noe...
u haven heard wat i have to say..
but until u tell me ure story...
i will keep mine safely till the time is rite..
i can wait...i have the time...
i may not noe wat will happen tomolo..
so i hope u tell me quick...
make it simple so tat it doesnt hurt me tat much...
i will accept watever u tell me..
be it good for u or good for me...
better still if its good for us both...
u are going further and further away frm me...
i wanna see u but all i get is a vision of u tru a tiny lil camera...
i wanna touch ure face....give u a hug...and ask if u miss me...
when will i ever get the chance to do so?
has my chance passed way long ago?
regreting tat i didnt do it when u were next to me...
the guilt for leaving u still haunts me..
wishing tat non of those happened but it did..
i couldnt do anything about it but to wait and see...
if time permits...i wanna be wif u again...but till then..
tell me u'll tink of me everyday...

i need time to digest...

i dun noe u anymore. we don't click the way we did. its like the years have shrunken in on us. do u remember when u would say someting and i noe what to say in return? do u remember those days? everyone is growing up and i guess im all out of luck. it will take some time for me to learn..cuz its me who wont grow up.

u said tat my heart isnt wif u no more. i wan it to be true but it turned out tat the more i lie the deeper my luv for u will get. i cant tell u tat i still luv u but i can surely say i do still care for u no matter when and where. if u still feel me tell me. then maybe i will have the courage to tell u how i feel. all this time, i had u wif me and then we started to loose each other. tell me where are we now...is it still 'us' or its just 'u' and 'me'. i cant go on playing tis game not knowing where i stand. i really wish i could let u go but the fact is i cant. have u let me go for good or are u still hanging on? i wan myself to be happy.and for us to be together.i wan u to share my happiness as well as my tears. i want u to repay the times u didnt spend wif me but wif another person. i dun wan to make the same mistakes again. leaving u behind isnt someting i wanted to do.

when did we stop arguing? when did we stop calling? when did u stop luving me? when did stop tinking about me?
come to tink about it..u have not said u luved me. i have not heard it frm u. does tis mean u dun luv me frm the start? am i tinking too much? is it because i dun get wat i wished for? is it because u couldnt give me wat i desire? all i wanted was for u to be there for me. but u couldnt do just tat. how can i be wif someone who cant be wif me when i need them most? i dun wan ure physical-touch. althou we are so far apart, i wanna still be able to feel u mentally. i really really care for u and i hope u care for me too. but frm the looks of it..u dun even care at all...

i will remember...

Remember the first day when I saw your face
remember the first day when you smiled at me
you stepped to me and you said to me
I was the woman you dreamed about
remember the first day when you called my house
remember the first day when you took me out
we had butterflies although we tried to hide
and we both had a beautiful night

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed
remember the first day we had an argument
we apologized and then we compromised
and we haven't argued since
remember the first day we stopped playing games
remember the first day you fell in love with me
it felt so good for you to say those words
cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each others hand
the way we talked the way we laughed
it felt so good to fall in love
and I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me her brown eyes tells his soul

I'm so happy so happy that you're in my life
and baby now that you're a part of me
you showed me
showed me the true meaning of love
and I know he loves me

I know that he loves me cause he told me so
I know that he loves me cause his feelings show
when he stares at me you see that he cares for me
you see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause its obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
and he's missing me if he's not kissing me
and when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul
he looks at me and her brown eyes tell his soul

hate u hate u

so hate u...im sick and u dun even care...
not even a word of 'how are u'...
it has to be the rain tis afternoon...
do u need me to hint to u tat im sick?
how can u be so heartless?
u tink i put my nick to get ure attention ah?
u go dream on la....everyone else ask me but of all ppl u dun ask...
hate u la...seriously...our chat today oso not so pleasent..
wat happened today hah?
y suddenly different jor...no more tis no more tat...
u leave me wif a cold and heartless soul...
i hate u for tat and u noe i do..
hate u hate u hate u...
wanna take medi and sleep...dun wanna stay up late nite for u anymore...
why waste my time on someone so heartless...
being so foolish and naive...tot tat tings would turn to another direction but insteed we are going in circles again...
y does tis have to happen? unanswered question again...
pethatic............

auz family...(not all of them)

finally! i got the photoz...but i tot i asked for more..hmm...
anywayz...let me show u my family in auz...
obviously tat's not the whole family!! still got many more but they are not in the pic...

***the beautiful galz of the family***


***the 'macho' guyz***


***groupy (can u spot me? im so hidden..)***

steam room and sauna is different~!!

went to the gym wif Darrell just now...wored out for about 40 minutes then wanted to use the sauna...damm it..they dun have one...oni got one stinky steam room...

let me tell u the diff btw those 2...
1) sauna: a room which can be operated electrically or manually. its really hot there and u'll sweat ure butts off...it's DRY inside the sauna.and the oni wet ting in there is ureself...

2) steam room: its a stinky room.steam (vaporized water) comes out frm somewhere in the room and makes the whole room wet...its not tat hot in there compared to the sauna...

there..tats the diff..anyone disagree wif me come see me....i will show u the diff...
so after gyming went to carousel...raining damm heavy!! my hair!! i just washed and blow dry it so nicely...and it rained....ish ish ish...
nvm la...how often do u get wet under the rain anywayz...i used to luv walking under the rain...
i remembered once when i was so sad i walked under the rain and caught a cold..
when i was young..i owayz get scolded for running around in the rain :P

bought a few topz...happy wif it :P
i shall not complain tat im broke today...kakaka
saw a watch...so nice...just a glance tru la..didnt go in and see...blue colour geh...damm nice!! must be expensive so dun bother..cant afford..
im hungry...too late for me to eat now...cuz its oredi 4.30
hungry hungry!!
let me go down and dig up some biscuits..see ya!

things i will never hear...

now tat i have the time..i read tru many of my frenz blogz...
their blogz are really nice and colourful unlike mine..
they so free go make till so nice...i dun even bother....not like the whole world is reading mine anywayz...so simple is good enuf..

my fren had some car brakes problem the other day i didnt tell me (sei poh!!)...
make me a lil worried for my car as well..i tink its time to service..
since i hardly drive my car, i oni take it for servicing once every 6 mths?? maybe 3 la..6 seems so long..but hey my last service was like last year july or someting :x
people, those of u who do drive...pls becareful on the road..if u cant remember when was the last time u serviced ure car...it means its been too long...so do bring ure car for a lil treatment..it deserves some pampering...once in a while..

whenever someone writes an entry and they dun state the name of who they are toking about, would u tink its u? i really dun mean to be so perasan and all but i really tot the person is writing about the gf...but its not wor..its someone else...i dun wanna tink its me..bt now i tink it is..rave ah...tat 'her ' is me ah? u say pictures paint a thousand words...i cant really read ure picture lor..if tat person ure refering to is me..im really sorry for not being there for u when u had tat car prob...but thank God ure orite...as long as no ones injured...thats good enuf...
im going out later...hope everyting is fine and that God is up there protecting me...

last week i dropped my praying necklace in the locker room..i brought it wif me cuz i was having exams on tat day..then after that i put in my pant's pocket and hung it in the locker...when i changed i tink it dropped out without me realising it...when i got home..*shit*..where is my necklace..i panic mad...i searched both my bagz and it wasnt there..so i msg my fren cuz she was still at the gym to look for me..she say dun have..damm damm...so yesterday i went there and asked the reception..thank God its there!! i was so happy...thank God...i promise i wont loose u again...

later gonna eat chic pie and head to the gym..wanna go Kmart later dunno if me nephew wanna come along...cuz i dunno how to get there after exiting the gym :x *useless*
as for rave...if there's eva anything u wanna share..i'm here oh...dun put me aside...im here to listen to watever problems u have...i promise to listen and not fall asleep...kay? if u dun wanna tok i oso cant do anything...ure blog last 2 days a bit weird...dunno wats going on btw u and her..anything u wan me to help just tell...i oni charge u hershey's cookies and cream..not too much to ask kua...and remember i wan KISSES oni!! NO CUBEZ thankiu...SILVER BLUE!! u forget ure gonna get it frm me...muahahaha..

k..going to eat my pie now..feel like vomiting..*sigh*..a few days jor..owayz eat then wanna puke..eat too full la..*stupid*
have a nice day ya all....to those in perth...wear more clothes ah..getting cold jor..wont wan u guys to catch a cold...i tink im getting down wif one oredi...*sobz*

spend like mad!!

last time i din noe the city was open 7 days a week lor..tat means including Sunday..
today i went for city shopping wif my cousin sis..
it was an amazing day..not mentioning the day where i spend like mad!! and i oni ended up wif 2 tings...
my cousin hates me jor (in a good way)..cuz i made her shop like crazy...she spent even more then me...tat means my shopping influence on ppl still nt bad mah..can convince ppl to shop like mad...
she bought a few jewellery, a mng bag, an olive bag, and a mng belt...
all oso i like geh..but i control..no money jor...
we bought the same MNG bag...mine is white and hers is blue..muahahaha...
first time eva i din buy a blue ting..btw...my cousin bought everyting blue in colour hahaha...
the bag is pretty ex lor...noe y i say ex? cuz its very small and the price is big...
its aud$60 but got it for aud$30...i can buy many bags wif tat lor seriously but i liked it so i bought it..kakaka..been using the same old bags again and again..so tot of changing it...

**nice onot? im sure many will say NO u dumbo**

bought another sling bag...tis time its apple green!! i luv the colour so much...but my cousin hated it..say i better not walk wif her if i were to carry that bag out wif her...muahaahahahaha...
sua lor...use it for uni looooooo....
saw many jewellery frm RAW....so damm nice!! hint hint...my bday coming...muahaha..i wan blue or red stuff kay...hahaha..anyone??anyone kind enuf??
look at the price oso i fainted...but the quality was superb!!
freeking cold..need to take my bath ler...continue next time la...
cheerz!!

timez up...u may enter...

yesterday my car got hit by my uncle's car...it wasnt major nor was it a minur injury...
i dunno how it will turn out after he tries to fix my car...i'll just leave it to him la..

minor miracle...do u have one to share?
i dun tink i have any...bt my mum certainly has a few to share i guess..
many many years back...b4 i was even born, she and my dad got into a motorbike accident....cant remember wat she told me..just tat the bike skidded (is that how u spell it?) and she and my dad flew across the road i tink...aiya i dunno la...dun wan tok bout tis cuz im not involved so i am not clear about it..
now, lets switch to the accident when i was in it...
it happened a few years ago..i was 14,brother was 13, and he was studying in Genting College up at Genting (duh!!)..he had his home visit and we had to send him back up...
so on the way down, in front of us was a pajero..(or some big 4 wheeliez)..it was going supa slow..so my dad tried to overtake him but my mum say dun lo..cuz it was a winding road down..dangerous mah...but then..the 4 wheeler gave way lo..so tat we could overtake him..then right after we were in front...the car lost control and it skidded..it wasnt because of my dad's driving and it wasnt because of the winding road...it was because some idiotic son of a ***** purposely poured oil on the road and the car lost control (i didnt make tis up..the police told us the oil was there on purpose!!)...so the car lost control, it spinned and spinned down the road and finally overturned onto its top...we were lucky enuf tat the car stopped spinning cuz if it did continue..we would end up in some cave downhill...
when it happened...all i could remember wat my mum said was 'pa...............' (my dad)
it was worse then an ordinary roller coaster..it was the coster of nightmare!!
like i was saying..the car was upside down and so the sits are up in the air..me and my dad were at the front while my mum was at the back..she doesnt like sitting in front...
me n my dad were hanging on our sits and when the car stopped..i couldnt hear my mum!!
i panic and couldnt unbuckle the belt..but finally i could and i hit my head on the roof...my dad got down and he quickly turned back and check on mum...
she flew behind the boot (it was a four wheel drive as well)...she was unconcious... there was glass pieces everywhere beside her and she was bleeding heavily..i got so shocked my dad asked me get myself out of the car and help my mum...i tot i lost her...cuz she wasnt answering me...my hands and shirt was covered in blood....i couldnt think..i just sat there and many cars stopped to help...i was crying and i was shouting...a taxi driver said he would drive us to the nearest hospital...policed arrived but my dad didnt even cared about them..he just carried my mum and lay her in the front sit of the private taxi....
on the way down..traffic jam!! of all days!! my mum was constantly bleeding and i kept calling her and i was so happy tat she answered me...she kept saying she was very cold..at tat point...i felt even worse...i held her and cried so badly..and when we finally reached the hospital..they rushed my mum into the E.R...i stayed outside the E.R while my dad made some phone calls to his frenz to settle the car and everyting else...
after a while my dad's frenz came along wif one of their son...i was shivering and there was blood all over me...he comforted me..but tat wasnt any better...i just prayed and prayed that my mum is orite...i couldnt think about anything else...
after a few hours...doctors said mum was orite but lost lots of blood....i went to see her and i couldnt stop crying...seeing her lying there on the ER bed made me wished it was me instead of her....i felt so painful inside...wat did she do to deserve tat....she had 17 stiches on her forehead...all the pain and suffering of a mother....
when she woke up..she complained about the hospital tat they didnt do a good job so she demanded a change of a private hospital..so she did get transferred and lucky it was early..cuz it really wasnt a good job at all...there were blood clots still and so they had to clean it up all over again...she hated staying in the hospital so she asked to be discharged asap...she had to go for physio cuz she couldnt walk because of the bruces frm the collision in the accident...
her kneecap was blue black and was horrible...it was really painful...
i nursed her at home everyday till she is fully recovered..i cleaned her stiches and applied medication to fasten the recovery...

i thank God that she is orite...i thank God that we are all orite and alive...if it wasnt for God...she wouldnt have survived..thank God...

so now im used to nursing ppl..doing their bandages and all..
i nursed my mum, and my late grandparents...
knowing that i wont be abble to unwrap bandages for my grandma anymore makes me cry...
knowing that i wont be abble to change morphine patches anymore makes me sob...
i mizz them both and knowing that when i go home end of tis year i wont be abble to see my gandpa around anymore makes me so empty inside...
life is lonely without my grandma walking to the dentist wif me...
life is lonely without my grandpa asking me to send him to the doctors early in the morning...
not able to get angry at him makes me weak....i really really mizz u kong kong...are u watching me from up above wif popo....

i tink its a new song..*blek*...voice a lil squeeky...bt i luv it!!

Sometimes I feel like I'm a bird with broken wings
At times I dread my now and envy where I've been
'Cause that's when quiet wisdom takes control
At least I've got a story no one's told

[Chorus]
I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

These days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
To imitate a child, fall backwards on the snow
'Cause that's when fears will usually lead you blind
And now I try to under-analyse

[Chorus]

Is the rope I walk wearing thin?
Is the life I love caving in?
Is the weight on your mind
A heavy black bird caged inside?

Say
Whatever will be will be
Take
The good, the bad
Just breathe

'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
No one knows if shooting stars will land

I finally learned to say
Whatever will be will be
I learned to take
The good, the bad and breathe
'Cause although we like
To know what life's got planned
Thing like that are never in your hands
No one knows if shooting stars will land

ritz and porridge?

firstly..wanna wish my dad and all the dadioz out there a happei daddy day!!
woke up late today cuz dreamt about weddingz....*siao*...msged my dad and did my own stuff...
happei belated bday z darling...luv ya owayz...
yesterday...perth had the coldest mornings ever recorded...minus 0.7....at 7.30...
i didnt feel tat cold cuz at tat very moment im still asleep!! i oni woke up at 9...
cold!! and tis morning...my uncle went to the market and bought some grapes...
me being so ah pat...go see see...then he asked me to wash them b4 putting in the fridge..
well obviously u cant wash fruits wif hot/warm water so i had to use cold water...
wahliao...my handz were frozen the minute i soaked my handz into the water....
icy cold k...so i on the hot water to defroze my hands...waited so long still no hot water...nvm..forget it..keep washing and after washing i put my hands into the pocket..freezing crap!!
i faste ran upstairs to on the heater..defroze my hands and went on wif my things...
lunch was at 10.30 (more like brekie)!! geez...tats early...had pork porridge...then my uncle grabbed a packet of someting frm the food cupboard...i dunno wat tat was..
he openned it and it was mini ritz!! i was like..erm..we're eating porridge ler...(obviously i didnt say it out loud :P) and then he swapped the metal spoon wif a teaspoon..hahaha...my aunt was like...u tink u are a baby ah..hahaha...they are the cutest couple!!
then he started eating wif the teaspoon and added ritz to it...hahaha...
he said it was a replacement for 'yau char kuai'...hahahahahaha..
so i tried oso la..dipped it into the hot porridge and tried...
to my suprise..it tasted just like it...oni crunchier..hahaha..
i started putting more and eat...hahaha...good one uncle!!
so tats my first...then came upstairs after lunch..str8 to the loo...
the ritz were kinda expired..but the ting about ppl here is...no matter the food is expired onot..they still eat them...
like my fren...i told her i am gonna get rid of a few boxes of ski yoghurt bars cuz expired...she said dun and give her...oh ok...u can have it my dear...
she said as long as its not open its orite wor...*errrr*
so there we have it...expired stuff...dun throw...just eat them if its not mouldy and all..
cheerz!! gt to run...cya all laterz..muaxx..
have a wonderful day!!

everyone is going to genting except for me :(

is kl having college/uni break now?
how come so many of my frenz who are still in kl going up to genting??
majority went up for the all mighty uncle lim's property...and to get sucked dry tru their chipz...pity their wallet...
most of them dun go to the theme park anymore cuz they said it was boring...*sobz*
i have this frenz...they have been together for like a few weeks and they went up there last week to make all the luv in the world...even told me how many roundz..*ahemz* (anyone who is underage plz turn to the next blog thankiu..hahaha)
itz amazing how he could last so many roundz...*amazed*
some just fall flat after one round...*oopz*
well i guess the best plc to make out is in the hotel...no disturbance..just hang the 'do not disturb' sign and u can do ure bizness all nite long..
haven been to genting (the gambling spot and the theme park for agez!!)..usually just go up there have a drink and drive back down..(yeap i noe...me and mua frenz are just insane!! mizz ya all...lets go rave again!! party hard nicky boy!!)
alwayz go there for stupid unofficial biznes...*crap*
im hopin to go up there for a holiday when im back...wonder if my aunt can get me a better hotel then 'first world' hotel..heard its pretty crappy..and from the outside..it looks even crappier...
the room is soo small its not even a room!! i like my hotel big and comfy...no store room for me thankiu...now tat im old enuf...i can enter the casino legally...
used to cheat my way in with my dressing..muahahhaa...
aunty!! call aunt from spore!! we're going to genting!! bt wait...i wanna go spore again...
maybe i shd go spore first then come go genting wif my spore aunty and sean..kakaka...
didnt enter theme park for a about 2 years oredi..miss all those rides...i wonder if my bro will still chicken out on those rides...well if he does..the marry-go-round is owayz and option!! *just being nasty*
luv ya bro (sometimes)...mizz ya all!! huggiezzz

pretty happei...

quite a few frenz bday tis mth...hapei bday to ya all...im pretty sure i wished all of ya...sorry if i didnt..but im sure i did! didnt miss out anyone cz i wrote it in my diary jor...:P
since last week i had examz..not gonna end till end of the mth..then oni holiday loo...
been studying and everyting went really smoothly..thank God!!
my jap went well..except the part where i freaked out when it came to the oral part..i spoke so fast cuz i was so nervous...*oopz*...
got back some past assessmentz...did really well!! all HD'z..*yeepeeee*
finalz seemed orite i guess..i dunno wat the result is bt i knew i did my best and i hope i get wat i want...thank God for His guidance...
today for the whole day..i smiled...how often do u see tat?
i was just soo happy...i just couldnt stop smilling..my frenz were like..eh are u ok ah?
i guess im very pleased wif the results...it may just be a fracture of the final score bt im happy...at least i did it so good..
i tink ive changed lately...no more the slacky ol me...
i use to take tings easily..if u have been my classmate u shd noe how i am last time...noting gets done till a week b4 due...(x_x)
im a brand new person..muaahhha...dun look down at myself no more...:P

had sore sore sore muscles a few days ago..my trainer tried to kill me!!
for heaven sake..i haven been exercising for so long and he said i was quite fit...crap u..i was dying there and there he is saying..come on jezz..ure fit u can do it!
and i was there inside saying wat the crap..cant u see im half dead??
muscles been rusty for quite sometime..now putting oil to smoothen it ....
going to the city tomolo to meet my frenz...
mizzz ya peepz!! maybe do a lil window shopping..kakkaka...
k la..wanna go watch desperate housewife now...catcha laterz!!
muaxxx

06-06-06

k...its the time of the year again where the date is awesome!!
but unfortunately, i heard tat 6 is the devil's number??
i seriously have no idea about tat althou ive heard of it somewhere sometime ago..
doesnt really bother me so i wasnt really paying much attention to it...
heard the weather forecast today...
surprisingly, the level of humidity was 66%, minumum was 6 degrees, winds were blowing 6km/hour (someting lk tat)..and a lady was celebrating her 66th bday!! how amazing...and ppl tot its just another same old day...(i still wont blieve in all these)..cuz like i say, it doesnt bother me at all....
maybe there's a story behind this date..."the omen" is out oredi i tink...and tats some freaky scary show about devils i tink...(have the least idea about it :P)
noting much really, just wanna write on tis..kakaka...
three years ago, my mum had her bday on 03-03-03 and i tink tat its amazing!!
i wished i had a special date for my bday...bt nope..its not gonna happen..hehehe..there isnt a 29th mth :(
anyways..2 exams down...4 more to go..till then..have a lovely day and good luck to all that are going tru examz!!

geez...dun scold me la :P

a few weeks ago i showed one of my fren my wardrobe tru the webbie..for all u noe i got scolded...
then a few nites ago i showed my mum...man..this time the scolding is worse! haha...bt in the end she oso give in la...i gave so much excuse hahaha...so i tot of puting up a pic of my wardrobe..kakaka...

*****tada!! my messy wardrobe..not tat bad la!!*****

last week i went to the city wif my fren...she wanted to go to Myers to buy winter jacket wor..so ok lo i follow...i din buy anything..woohoo...first time..bt then after i went to the gym orientation..i bought one trackies from Roads and 2 tops and a scarf frm Cotton On....hahahaha...useless freak!!
when we were at myers...i spotted one 3/4 knee length jacket..it was sooo nice!!!! my size somemore...one and only one!! my fren was bigger size then me..i tink she was size 14/16 kua...can fit her la..bt looks damm tite...i so wanted to buy it lor..bt look at the price..fainted!! aud$200 over!! after discount about aud$100...wahliao...if its about 50 then i buy la..100 no way man!! so sad so sad....wuwuwuwuwuwu....in the end she bought it cuz i said it was very nice...and i didnt dare to say its not nice on her..hehe...nvm la..some other time lo....:(

while she was trying it on...i saw this high school babe. i tink she is buying a dress for ball or someting..she looked like an angel man!! her dress was sooo nice..like those lil fairy-gals...she came out...all smiles then she asked her dad wat he tot of it...the father just kept quiet and her mum was like sooo...wat do u tink? he just said no...then the gal was like so sad...
the ting is...who on earth still cares wat their parents say about the way they dress????????
i stared at her dad and he smiled...hahaha..crap! ure daughter looked so good..and she actually obeys him! goodness...how often do u see tat man...if its me i'll go..u dun like ure biznes..im going for the ball...NOT u!! hahaha...bt my dad is orite wif my dressing...its not tat revealing mah...kakaka...

oh oh..i had a wonderful nite last nite..hahaha...oni my ex and i noe wat happened last nite..haha...*shhh*...lets just keep it to ourselves..ehehe...it was so much fun!! i liked it when we argue about who is rite and who is wrong...hahaha..well..thanx for the long chat last nite..i really enjoyed it...*seriously*...luv ya owayz!! hehehehehe....*^^*

wanna write more la...but so lazy...wanna study my for oral on tuesday..tomolo going uni to study wif frenz..*yawn*....maybe i shd nap a while...hahaha....*pig*