i need time to digest...

i dun noe u anymore. we don't click the way we did. its like the years have shrunken in on us. do u remember when u would say someting and i noe what to say in return? do u remember those days? everyone is growing up and i guess im all out of luck. it will take some time for me to learn..cuz its me who wont grow up.

u said tat my heart isnt wif u no more. i wan it to be true but it turned out tat the more i lie the deeper my luv for u will get. i cant tell u tat i still luv u but i can surely say i do still care for u no matter when and where. if u still feel me tell me. then maybe i will have the courage to tell u how i feel. all this time, i had u wif me and then we started to loose each other. tell me where are we now...is it still 'us' or its just 'u' and 'me'. i cant go on playing tis game not knowing where i stand. i really wish i could let u go but the fact is i cant. have u let me go for good or are u still hanging on? i wan myself to be happy.and for us to be together.i wan u to share my happiness as well as my tears. i want u to repay the times u didnt spend wif me but wif another person. i dun wan to make the same mistakes again. leaving u behind isnt someting i wanted to do.

when did we stop arguing? when did we stop calling? when did u stop luving me? when did stop tinking about me?
come to tink about it..u have not said u luved me. i have not heard it frm u. does tis mean u dun luv me frm the start? am i tinking too much? is it because i dun get wat i wished for? is it because u couldnt give me wat i desire? all i wanted was for u to be there for me. but u couldnt do just tat. how can i be wif someone who cant be wif me when i need them most? i dun wan ure physical-touch. althou we are so far apart, i wanna still be able to feel u mentally. i really really care for u and i hope u care for me too. but frm the looks of it..u dun even care at all...