i waited for u...

dunno y i waited for u tonite..
maybe i wan to tok to u so badly till i waited for u...
wan to tell u sometings...
dunno if those words can come out of my mouth...
i tot u would come looking for me..
but its so late and u still didnt show...
dun wanna be like tis anymore...
if there's someting tat needs to be cleared...its tis...
dunno y u told others but not to me...
i felt left out..
insteed i heard it from ure frenz...
but not frm u...
i felt hurt...
cuz u never told me tings u told them..
maybe u dun wan me to noe about those tings..
but i have the rite to noe...
i shdnt noe but yet i still wanna noe...
u haven heard wat i have to say..
but until u tell me ure story...
i will keep mine safely till the time is rite..
i can wait...i have the time...
i may not noe wat will happen tomolo..
so i hope u tell me quick...
make it simple so tat it doesnt hurt me tat much...
i will accept watever u tell me..
be it good for u or good for me...
better still if its good for us both...
u are going further and further away frm me...
i wanna see u but all i get is a vision of u tru a tiny lil camera...
i wanna touch ure face....give u a hug...and ask if u miss me...
when will i ever get the chance to do so?
has my chance passed way long ago?
regreting tat i didnt do it when u were next to me...
the guilt for leaving u still haunts me..
wishing tat non of those happened but it did..
i couldnt do anything about it but to wait and see...
if time permits...i wanna be wif u again...but till then..
tell me u'll tink of me everyday...