count ure blessings now...

if you wanna noe..
how much i luv you...
try catching the raindrops...
the ones u caught...
is how much i luv you...
the ones you missed...
is how much i am going to luv you...

its been omost 3 years...there were ups and downs...
u tell me not to leave u....u say u'll be good..
u say u'll listen to watever i say....
u did..just some...not all...tats fine....
i really dunno wat im holding on for...
i dun see the point of hanging on to it...
wanting to end it and actually doing it is 2 diff tings...
i am putting all tis aside...i dun wan to get into it too much...
i am not gonna hope for anyting further...
i deserve much better....

my back is much better today...today i didnt have to be the patient..hehe..
watched an anatomy show in lecture today...
seeing someone being skinned and cut open is just amazing...
a lil freaked out by the way he was skinned...but it was cool...
would u donate ure body for science??
i dun tink i would anymore after seeing how they handle it...
and tat person was a professional..imagine being handled by med students..
dun wan tok about tat now...making me a lil sick...
seeing them slice a preserved brain...tat was TOO MUCH....
oh my gosh...i am ending tis topic....i dun wanna see another brain being sliced by the meat slicer u find in the supermarket....*geez*
its not HAM ppl..its a HUMAN BRAIN!! *fainted*

gonna do some work now....maybe got spot test tomolo oh....*aikz*
dunno my team wil kena onot...better study for it...hehe...
i'll write more if i feel like it...hua hua hua...
till then..have a wonderful nite peepz...

happy belated and happy burfday to the august babies....sue hui, denise, wen wen, brian and so on so on...haha....got a few more...i tink i forgot who n who jor :x anywayz happy burfday to all la...cheerz!