dun u miss me anymore? ^^

had another long long day...finished class at 3.30..then went shopping...
spent aud$168 for 3 clothes...got a dress, a top and a pants...dun ask..i went crazy buying those 3...
i din even look at the price tag...im really crazy now....wat the heck is wrong wif me....
its not like me at all to buy such expensive clothes...i must be out of my mind....
im just too stressed out tis few days...working on the poster, lab reports, other taskz...and exams...
i cant release stress by buying such expensive stuff ba...lesson learnt.....never ever do tat ever again...there has to be other ways to make me feel better....*slap*

yesterday a bit mang wif msn....dunno its msn or my connection or my mum's connection....so many times jor i cant get wat she say and she doesnt get wat i type...and then cant play webbie....she bought me 3 elle tops and wanted to show me...but i cant cuz the cam isnt connecting...im really pissed off...i dun need tings like tis to make me mad...i need to relax...too tensed i tink...relax relax...chill...

toking about guyz over lunch today..its funny how one of my fren gets all excited when she sees this guy...her face just turns diff..she can just larf as if she saw someting so funny...see the ting is the guy is a twin...his bro is in our class..and they both look the same....but one smiles and the other one doesnt...the one who smiles looks good...then tok tok about boys....then b4 tat me and my fren were having light lunch b4 class...she asked me how many ex bf did i use to have...i said 5 and i asked her y la...she say she's just curious wor.....she say im cute and cuddly....WRONG...im cute and bubbly...lol...i tink im just big and fleshy like a human sized teddy bear...nice to hug...im so rite....everyone says im just so nice to hug...
i oni wish i knew wat to do...then i wont be so lost in a relationship...im owayz wondering if ure missing me, tinking about me, wondering how im doing and tings like tat...im not expecting a perfect relationship..i just need someone who is compatible wif me..someone who can stand my attitude and personality...

each time i write about someting like tis my mood just dissappears...i start wif a positive attitude but end in a diff one....i find it quite hard now to express my feelings here...sometimes i dunno if i shd write everyting here...maybe i shdnt...but then again if i dun write here..where am i gonna write? ive stop writting diaries...so tis is where i go when i feel like letting it all out...oh well..for the time being..tis will be my spot....so pls...dun mind me....thankz....