dun wanna tok to me jor??

how do u noe if someone doesnt want to tok to u anymore?
would u noe when or why?
im getting tis odd feeling tat ure avoiding me...
too sensitive? perhaps...the ting is..i have no idea y u dun wanna tok to me jor...
i dun see any reason for u to avoid me...i dun bite...
are there other reasons why ure not toking to me anymore?
was it someting ure fren said?? did they brainwash u and ask u to stay away from me?
am i tat fearful? i seriously dun bite...
happened twice jor...i get cold stares....cold words...and cold touches...
i sick u oso dun care geh...upsetting really...
nvm la...used to it jor...back to the way we were...

actually the other day when we were chatting, u told me someting..
i was really really mad..i dunno y i was...
noting to do wif me oso...but when i heard it i just got so pissed off cuz part of me was soooo naive to tink tat u wont do such ting....
i dun even wanna noe wat happens next on tat nite...wat she did there...
i guess it annoys u when i tok about her....well, it annoys me tooo....
seriously, i am soooo naive...i keep telling myself u wont do such a ting to me...
i dunno the whole story so i cant say u did it for real...im sure u did..its normal i guess...
i wished u never told me so tat i can remain naive as ever...

can u stick to wat u say or promised?
u promised me someting and i have yet to notice it...
to tell u the truth..i doubt u can even do wat u promised...
its impossible for u to do it...im saying tis cuz i noe ure behaviour..
i noe u well enuf to say u are not capable of achieving wat u promised me...
i am not gonna look back anymore...i wont see u as the ol u...
its a fresh start for everyone...even for us...
im gonna start everyting all over again..
im gonna get to noe u better..see who u truly are....
dis time im not gonna repeat the same mistake again...

one of my fren gave me tis tot...
long distance relationship will work!!
put ure heart to it and it will work out!
distance is not an obstacle....its there to test our patience...
our luv for one another....our chemistry....
same goes for time...screw the fact tat time is an obstacle...
its not....and never will be...
ppl tell me the same ting...but when tis fren of mine told me..it somehow struck my mind and really gave me a slap on the back...
i realise now tat noting is too hard...noting is too ez...
noting we cant do...noting we cant go tru...

oh oh..the other day during market day in uni i saw tis pendant...
its rectangular and it had a female sign on it...and it writes ' stay wif me '...its simple yet it stands out amongst all the other pendants..
i was tempted to get it for u but look at the price...*fainted*...i rather buy real sterling silver for u then buying tat normal piece of silver...
wif a black leather strap and it'll look brilliant on u...im sure u will like it as much as i do...
too bad...not paying such money for tat...
dun even noe if its good silver...too big of a price to pay for tat piece of metal...
realise uve changed and become someone tat is rather materialistic.....
getting someting for u is not as simple as it used to be...
i guess someting without a brand wont attract ure attention to put it on...
its hard to satisfy u jor...not as cincai as b4 i guess...
ppl change and so have u....a lot diff frm b4...
i observe and i noticed...*hiak*

will see wat happens today...
really dun wanna tok to me?? fine la....
cant force ppl can i? cant make u stay so let u go la...
tats all i can do...wont try my best to make u stay for me.................