i was there dear...
dunno wats gotten into me tis past few days...
im not backing away from the society..defitately not...
but somehow im backing away from u?
i wasnt feeling well yesterday..muscle ache...just not feeling to good...its like when im sick...
well...tat definately pays off...'aunty visit' time...
i was on9 last nite till quite late actually...
did some of my work...spoke to a few ppl...
didnt wanna sleep last nite thou....but i was really not feeling well so i pop in a few panadols and bang..i slept a while after tat....
had a long day yesterday and today...came back at 6 plus just now...
had a seminar...and a guest speaker in lecture..
excellent speeches...impressive....i so wanna get a copy of 1957's 60 minutes programme (its a tv programme if u dunno wat im toking about)...
its someting i really wanna see...but dun tink i will be able to get it...sobz...
i wanna try find a book tats written by Dr. Terry Yochum...its so damm expensive here...aud$300 per volume...i can go broke str8 away...im hoping tat i could get it cheaper or maybe if im lucky i could get it frm msia? rm300 is much better for me...its a radiaography book...he is an american chiropractor n radiologist...will get the title of the books and ask my fren check out for me...its like a must have book for my practice...
im tired...i still haven taken bath yet...im watching a bit of idol...coming in a bit..walking up and down...no mood ler....i need motivation...dead serious pushing!!
while i was doing my report i keep getting flashbacks frm the past...
dun tink its a good sign...i manage to smile thou...
day dreaming...my fav past time...teachers complain about me daydreaming in class ever since i was in standard 1 !!! 2nd one would be the chatter box la...who can forget tat..hehehe..
yesterday M made me worried and pissed off....i wanted someone to cool me off...but i didnt 'appear on9'...M didnt messege me the whole day...not even when i came back frm uni...nvm...maybe out of credit...then i msg b4 going to bed....no reply again!! ok...i worried a lil...it happened b4...and yes i was pissed off as well...and then i sent the 2nd sms scolding..cuz i wanna sleep and i dun wanna get a call when im 'asleep'....then M called...and guess wat...yumcha wif frenz...and didnt see my msg....shd i get pissed off?? of cuz i shd!! got pissed off too often wif M tis past few mths...tings are nt getting better...im not hoping for it to be better..ive just had it...one minute ure worried and the next ure not....damm u..im not a toy!!
then just now M called and say tis few days i dun give muax-es when i end the call..
yea..i dun wanna give anymore...i wan M to realise tat ive changed...no longer the old me...
damm!! my bestie got a job!! and i still haven!! she got there first b4 me...oh no....how embarassing.....she getting a job b4 me....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....for someone like her to work...tats like not a bad ting leh...she found a job in some carnival ting tats going on in melb..very very good pay...yish..imagine all the shopping she'll be doing down in melb...yish yish...oh oh..and now..her new fav plc to go is...CLUBBING...woohoo...how good is tat...tats sooo not her leh...she went clubbing the other day wif other plu frenz...and then frm tat day on she luved clubbing and wanna go more often..she told me how sexyly she danced wif the other gals...*imagining her and the other hot chicz...*...anyone drooling?? *duh*...can see all those jaw drop jor...my bestie is a very very stylo hot babe....sorry guyz...ure soooo not on her list...she's no guy luver...sorry dudez...ok..now i am sooo jlez about the job ting...cant stop grumbling tat she got a job b4 i do...*sigh*
im gonna spend aud$100 tis week on 2 tings...a top and a dress...if i like the material...cuz i saw it in the catalogue and it was sooo nice...its like a must have in my wardrobe..eheheheh...i went there today but the shop wasnt open...so sad...then i told myself better la..i dun have to spend money..then again...i cant do tat..u noe i cant..if i wan tat someting i mus have it unless its faulty and yucky...will go again tomolo i tink...another ting tat would stop me fm buying is tat if i look horrible in them..hiak hiak...u wan me to look good dun u? at least let me feel good around u..hehehe...i wanna look good but i dun have the body...and ppl tink i go to the gym to slim down...not really lor...i just haven been doing much exercise for a few years..just wanna stay fit...if i can loose some weight..i'd be happier..but as long as im fit and healthy...im happy...
when i was in the computer lab tis morning....while i was day dreaming....i was hoping tat when i turn around ure sitting next to me watching me do my assignment...but when i turned i just saw my fren....one day, im hoping tat when i turn around i'd see u?? might happen....anywayz..i am pretty happy when i read someting just now...*shhh* its for me to noe and for u to find out...*cheeky smilez*....be back soon...i just dun feel like typing cuz ive been typing so much tis morning....muaxxx
im not backing away from the society..defitately not...
but somehow im backing away from u?
i wasnt feeling well yesterday..muscle ache...just not feeling to good...its like when im sick...
well...tat definately pays off...'aunty visit' time...
i was on9 last nite till quite late actually...
did some of my work...spoke to a few ppl...
didnt wanna sleep last nite thou....but i was really not feeling well so i pop in a few panadols and bang..i slept a while after tat....
had a long day yesterday and today...came back at 6 plus just now...
had a seminar...and a guest speaker in lecture..
excellent speeches...impressive....i so wanna get a copy of 1957's 60 minutes programme (its a tv programme if u dunno wat im toking about)...
its someting i really wanna see...but dun tink i will be able to get it...sobz...
i wanna try find a book tats written by Dr. Terry Yochum...its so damm expensive here...aud$300 per volume...i can go broke str8 away...im hoping tat i could get it cheaper or maybe if im lucky i could get it frm msia? rm300 is much better for me...its a radiaography book...he is an american chiropractor n radiologist...will get the title of the books and ask my fren check out for me...its like a must have book for my practice...
im tired...i still haven taken bath yet...im watching a bit of idol...coming in a bit..walking up and down...no mood ler....i need motivation...dead serious pushing!!
while i was doing my report i keep getting flashbacks frm the past...
dun tink its a good sign...i manage to smile thou...
day dreaming...my fav past time...teachers complain about me daydreaming in class ever since i was in standard 1 !!! 2nd one would be the chatter box la...who can forget tat..hehehe..
yesterday M made me worried and pissed off....i wanted someone to cool me off...but i didnt 'appear on9'...M didnt messege me the whole day...not even when i came back frm uni...nvm...maybe out of credit...then i msg b4 going to bed....no reply again!! ok...i worried a lil...it happened b4...and yes i was pissed off as well...and then i sent the 2nd sms scolding..cuz i wanna sleep and i dun wanna get a call when im 'asleep'....then M called...and guess wat...yumcha wif frenz...and didnt see my msg....shd i get pissed off?? of cuz i shd!! got pissed off too often wif M tis past few mths...tings are nt getting better...im not hoping for it to be better..ive just had it...one minute ure worried and the next ure not....damm u..im not a toy!!
then just now M called and say tis few days i dun give muax-es when i end the call..
yea..i dun wanna give anymore...i wan M to realise tat ive changed...no longer the old me...
damm!! my bestie got a job!! and i still haven!! she got there first b4 me...oh no....how embarassing.....she getting a job b4 me....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....for someone like her to work...tats like not a bad ting leh...she found a job in some carnival ting tats going on in melb..very very good pay...yish..imagine all the shopping she'll be doing down in melb...yish yish...oh oh..and now..her new fav plc to go is...CLUBBING...woohoo...how good is tat...tats sooo not her leh...she went clubbing the other day wif other plu frenz...and then frm tat day on she luved clubbing and wanna go more often..she told me how sexyly she danced wif the other gals...*imagining her and the other hot chicz...*...anyone drooling?? *duh*...can see all those jaw drop jor...my bestie is a very very stylo hot babe....sorry guyz...ure soooo not on her list...she's no guy luver...sorry dudez...ok..now i am sooo jlez about the job ting...cant stop grumbling tat she got a job b4 i do...*sigh*
im gonna spend aud$100 tis week on 2 tings...a top and a dress...if i like the material...cuz i saw it in the catalogue and it was sooo nice...its like a must have in my wardrobe..eheheheh...i went there today but the shop wasnt open...so sad...then i told myself better la..i dun have to spend money..then again...i cant do tat..u noe i cant..if i wan tat someting i mus have it unless its faulty and yucky...will go again tomolo i tink...another ting tat would stop me fm buying is tat if i look horrible in them..hiak hiak...u wan me to look good dun u? at least let me feel good around u..hehehe...i wanna look good but i dun have the body...and ppl tink i go to the gym to slim down...not really lor...i just haven been doing much exercise for a few years..just wanna stay fit...if i can loose some weight..i'd be happier..but as long as im fit and healthy...im happy...
when i was in the computer lab tis morning....while i was day dreaming....i was hoping tat when i turn around ure sitting next to me watching me do my assignment...but when i turned i just saw my fren....one day, im hoping tat when i turn around i'd see u?? might happen....anywayz..i am pretty happy when i read someting just now...*shhh* its for me to noe and for u to find out...*cheeky smilez*....be back soon...i just dun feel like typing cuz ive been typing so much tis morning....muaxxx
posted by yourz^truly^jezz at 8/29/2006 07:42:00 pm
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