Saturday, August 12, 2006

me?? cryptical??

firstly, i dun tink im being cryptical. everyting i say is str8 forward, i dun twist and turn and go around big loopz. wat i wan u to noe i just tell...i dun like going around circles..gives me a headache. i dun see any hidden meanings behind wat i said. am not being ambiguos!! am not am not!! i like to keep my own secrets bt i owayz fail keeping them oni to myself. owayz terbocor out one. but hey, dun worry, ppl's secrets are definately 100% safe with me. i wont tell...its my nature. hahaha...*seriously*

last nite i was toking to my fren, then he told me about his breakup wif his galfren and how she wanted to return all his stuff. then somehow me and u tok about tis as well. my fren told me tat he would feel hurt if his gf returned everyting. eventhou he is the one to have made the call for a break, he will still feel hurt. he asked me if i would do the same. i was like his gf, i wanted to return everyting tat u gave. i oni do it if someone has brought hurt, hatred and tears into my r/s. ive oni done it to 2 of my exes. u'd be the 3rd but u told me u'll be sad if i did return the tings to u. ive oredi boxed up everyting and wanted to just drop it outside ure hs and leave. i didnt do tat...everyting is still in my room. i did took out a few tings and plc it where i can see them. it brings back memories, good and bad. but hey, its a gift, it showed tat u tot of me when u were buying it. so it has to mean someting. well maybe not everyting u gave i liked. its not hard bt its not ez either to pls someone like me. im kinda picky at certain tings. the colour has to be rite, the shape, the looks, and the feel has to be rite. i may be an impulsive-shopper but at least im satisfied wif wat i buy and i like it. but then again, i dun shop oni based on my feel, i oso see the big pricetag. i have to watch my poor lil wallet...its getting thinner..hahaha....
kay..heres the ting, the gift i dislike most of all is the blue flower necklace u gave :x i looked at it and im like...hmm.....really not my type. i did wear it thou. a few times...*serious*...i even wore it after we broke up. blief it onot, i took it along wif me for my college exams *sigh*...how can i tell u tis last nite and see ure upsetting face? tats too much to handle....seeing u mang is bad enuf ler....say out tat i din like tat ting lagi teruk. and u jus shut the webbie and left.....*haihz*...im really really used to tat now. u had a bad day and u sorta put it out on me?? tat seemed unfair for me wor...u dun see me doing tat to u ba...i dun tell u someting and u get all fired up...is tat really necessary??

my mum wish u all the best for ure studies ah....i told her. she was like 'i tot u guyz were enemies?' then she went on and on about how i owayz wave goodbye to u afte skool. it was really farny how she said it. i couldnt stand but larf out loud. the one ting i did in high skool. pretty farny now tat its mentioned. hahaha.....she oso toked about all the phone calls...the amount of porridge we boiled over the phone. how i owayz lock myself in the room toking to u...*geeez*....*insanity*....the upstairs phone is practically inside my room 24/7....owayz kena yelling for tat...its either u or my bestie who calls...but usually my bestie calls late/midnitez....my mum was like, u guyz see each other 5 days a week not enuf ah??? cant get enuf of each other?? i'll larf out loud again...hehehe....good ol days....

so hungry....got up at 9 someting and threw my clothes into the washing machine...quite a bit of clothes so didnt wanna wash wif hand :p didnt eat anyting..now hungry jor :( i tink eating chic porridge later..yum....but very fast hungry ler :( i just luv porridge wif those black stuff...marmite i tink its called...used to luv borvil but tat was beef...YUM!! so ex ler here...if not i sure go buy :P yummmmm......*drool*....got acha in the fridge...maybe i could add tat into my porridge...in case u get mixed up, my version of porridge is rice plus water..not oatmeal wif milk!! rice+water+boil-boil= broth *pengsan*....im still sticking to porridge!! sounds better..hehe...

so lazy clear my wardrobe...its a lil messy now cuz i owayz dig in to find clothes tat i wanna wear in the morning....dun wan clear la...next time first...hua hua hua....lazy bum bum...going out later...for a while oni i hope...cya all..have a wonderful saturday!! muaxxx