next time...

next time...next time when?
phrases like...cya next time, tok to u next time, bring u out next time...etc..
when will tis next time ever come?
how long does one have to wait for the next time...
each time i hear the word 'next time' i'll get a lil dissapointed...
cuz u noe that the next time wont come...u'll be happy a sec and down the next...
dun put too much hope when someone says someting tat includes 'next time'...
u'll never noe how long u have to wait to get there...i noe cuz ive been waitin for 'next time' very long de...waiting for someting that might not even happen...
so now when someone says 'ill take u out next time'....i'll just pretend he/she never said tat....

been having too much dreams lately...happy ones, sad ones, weird ones...u name it..all type oso got...cant seem to stop dreaming and actually sleep!!
got pissed off at someone again today..same person...she is seriously over annoying! so annoying i just wanna run from her..stay far far away from her....dun wanna spoil my weekend tinking about her idiotic actions and ego...

im in a good mood now...but my back is killing me...lab is owayz like tat...make me have sore back nia....cnt sit and do..must stand and hunch...*sigh*....

i mizzzzzz u sooo much!!! i cant even put it into words the way im feeling now....
the oni time i can feel u near is by closing my eye and tink about u...
listening to u whisper into my ears words i wanted to hear...
feel ure touch and ure warmth...i mizz all tat...i do!!
looking at the plc where i once spent time wif u makes tears fall down my face....
u werent there to see those tears.....u werent there to wipe them off...
when will i go to that plc again...seeing it from here makes me wanna be there...
i can just feel but cant touch....one day i will go back to this plc...
and together, we will recreate the past tat wasnt picture perfect....