Thursday, August 03, 2006

nop...i cant acceptt wat u say...

imagine ureself...having a career that ure partner do not agree on..how would u feel?
will u still go on with the relationship?
no one has disagreed on wat i am studying rite now...no one disagreed on wat im gonna do in the coming years...no one said my profession in the future is wrong...
the ting is...how can u actually be wif someone who doesnt agree wif ure job and wat u do...
its really really hard...its omost impossible...
ure gonna spend the rest of ure life wif tat someone and have to face them everyday knowing that they dun approve of ure occupation...its hard to imagine living with them...
the oni ppl who dun look eye to eye wif us chiros are the drs...
tat was because we use our hands to cure ppl and not tru medicine and surgery..
i dunno how to put it into words...bt the bottom line is tat drs these days are accepting chiros into the health profession...

for now..i oni have someone who disagree wif wat i do...and wat i will do in the future...
it just feels weird toking to someone who isnt supporting wat u do...
when u say u cant accept the fact tat i am gonna do wat i practiced...my face just turned sour str8 away....
u can larf all u wan..."ha ha ha"....its not funny at all...if my eye dun look str8 at u...u shd noe tat someting isnt rite anymore...
the fact tat u disagree to my profession is distracting..
off all ppl u are the one to step back...felt hurt like kena kick from the back...
are u looking down on me again? if u are...i have nth to say to u anymore...
im happy wif wat im studying...i find it truely amazing and interesting...
if u dun like wat i do then just too bad for u...
of cuz i was hoping tat u will give ure full support but now i dun need it anymore...
even as a fren..i need u to stand by me...*sigh*
u never supported me in watever i do..to u everyting i do is wrong or bad...
noting is good enuf for u i guess...noone is good enuf for u...
its really dissapointing and upsetting...dun wanna mention anyting to u anymore...gonna get hurt even more...y suffer when i can just shardup...

why am i destined to meet u oni to realise later that u are there to oni hurt me deeper and deeper?? cant u just luv me for once??