sleeping and crying...

believe it onot...i cried 3 times during my sleep last nite..
first one i cried just inside my dream...the other 2 my tears really fell and i wiped it off..i can remember doing tat...
for wat i cry u say? the first 2 was because of my brother and wat my parents did to me...
i came home one day to realise that my brother has taken over my master bedroom...
i quickly ran and asked my parents wats going on..they say he is gonna take my room for the time being..will switch back after a while...they say he shd have the master room insteed of me...
i dunno y i agreed to let him have my room at the first plc..so i got his room....poorly maintained..the door cant close nicely..and i didnt have any privacy at all....
then after a while i demanded my room back..and my parents told me im not gonna get it back...
it is now my brother's room...i started crying....i say no way and tat is my room..they say its no longer mine and i shdnt have that room..so they are gonna take all my belongings and put it into my bro's room....i cried for real tis time...i argued saying they promised me the master bedroom and my bro would get the other room...then they started saying y my bro shd have that room..he was the guy...and i was the gal...guy more important then gal....so tats y i now have to be in his room...it was unfair..my parents became sexist....i cried really badly cuz i knew frm that day on, they dun luv me anymore..they oni luv my brother and everyting goes to him....all my stuff now belongs to him except for my clothes and my accessories...my lappie, my mini hi fi, my cam, and my other electronic and valueble stuff is his...after wiping my true tears i woke up....i couldnt open my eyes...then i went back and sleep..i hope tis dream never comes true...
when i got back to sleep, i had another dream....tis time its a luv scene...we have been together for 5 years and we were out celebrating our 5th year nniversary...u brought me to the most romantic restaurant in town...u bought me a big bunch of roses and a huge teddy bear...the nite started off well, beautiful scenery, beautiful wine and meal...then all of a sudden u got up and walked towards the table behind me and brought a gal wif u....u kissed her and told me its over between us...i started crying and ran out of the plc....frm tat day on, we never saw each other again because i migrated somewhere else and started my new life there...5 years wasted on someone like you..i regreted...but in the end i was happily together wif my partner....we still never saw each other again after tat....

geez....i have no idea y i had these dreams...its not really pleasant i can tell u tat....when i woke up my eyes were swallen...and my eye bags were extreme...goodness me....i really hope non of these 2 dreams would come true...i really dun wan it to happen....
going to uni later...wanna eat fettuccini later...wahaha...yum yum...will be back pretty late...hope we could get tings done later...*yawn*....