go de west coast eagles!!

*wow* wat a day!!
for the first time...after being in aus for omost 2 years...i watched my first AFL GRAND FINAL!!
it was the most exciting ting i have ever watched tis year on tele!!
it was de West Coast Eagles vs. de Sydney Swans!!
go the eagles!!! hahaha....they are frm perth so *duh* of cuz i support them la...
apparently, they lost last years grand final to the swans..and tis year its a pay back match!!
*muahahaha*....for u who dun noe..i am never a big footie fan...ball games are just not my kinda stuff...tis is aussie footie...its erm said to be a modified version from the irish ball game...
before it was just lame old ball game where the guys play so rough like rugby, kick and throw the ball around across the big field..but let me tell u..
after watching the 'before the game' programme on tv...i luved the footie..!!!
i was glued in front of the tv frm 11 someting till 4pm!!
the final 12 from aussie idol sang...and ricky was sooo cute...but he was a sydney supporter *boooooo*....go the eagles!!
of cuz i still haven get the point of the game but i grew into it..
my cousin explained a few tings but wasnt really sure about who played wat and wat they are suppose to do...
i just noe the points and a few of the players...go the eagles!! *lol*
come to tink about it..the eagles theme song is stuck in my head...
the game started....woohoo!! go the eagles!! first quarter...not too bad...leading *yeepee*
2nd quarter...still leading but swans catching up...
oh man..i have to say its a really really rough game...just a few seconds after the game started there was oredi a fight *fainted*...its a distraction apparently...*stupiak*
my gosh u shd see how into it i was..i was like cheering every single goal! go the eagles..
booo the swans :P
3rd quarter tings started to change...the swans are catching up real fast and the point difference were getting lesser...*aikz*...
eagles didnt do tat well in this round..but nvm..they were still leading *hooray*..
last quarter..oh gosh...*no eyes see*...things heated up and i was soooo damm kan cheong..i was like chewing on my fingers (not really...just pretending)...in the last few minutes it was like 7 points diff, 1 point, 7 points, then 1 point again...my gawd...u shd see the look on my face!!
eagles lead all the way...till the very very last minute..they hung on and they won!! one point win!! how amazing is tat!! they were awesome!! u shd see the game...u would noe wat i mean..
HOORAY!!! i was screaming..not exactly screaming my lungs out :P
it was the most exciting ting i have to say...
imagine if i were to be in the MCG stadium...i would go crazy!!
my cousing say next year maybe will go for a live game in melb...go the eagles!!
gosh gosh...i cant stop cheering!!
adam hunter (number 39) is soo hot!! hahahaha....so is chris judd...eh eh..i noe a few players' names ok..im not tat lousy...ben cousins was not too bad..but he is small built *blek*...adam!! ure sooo hot!!! *sign my butt sign my butt* haahhahahahaha....i am sooo joking...would never ever do tat!!
go the west coast eagles!! woohoo!!! the loosers were sooo disappointed..i can understand cuz it was such a close match!! one point!! how sad but who cares...eagles won!! yeepee...
there were 90,431 ppl who went for the match!! 20,000++ were from perth!!! wat a journey!! good on u!! go the eagles...!!!
i noe i noe..im crazy!! i even tot of getting one of the blue-yellow eagles scarf!! huahuahua...who is willing to buy me one!! hehehee...
GO THE EAGLES...!!!

==================================
Hey Eagles, hey Eagles, hey Eagles, hey Eagles
.
We’re flying high, we’re flying high
We’re flying high, we’re flying high
...
We’re the Eagles, the West Coast Eagles
And we’re here to show you why
We’re the big birds, kings of the big game
We’re the Eagles, we’re flying high
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rock on eagles!!! boo the sydney swans *blekz*
boo the freementle dockers too!! they didnt get into the grand finalz *boo*...frm the same state oso wont cheer for the eagles *booooo*
just a reminder..ADAM HUNTER IS SUPER HOT!!!!

tat feelz great...

went to uni today hoping i could get some tings done but it wasnt as productive as i tot i would be..
got some palpation work done....not too bad...manage to did it quite orite..
then the 'superior' 5th years came in for some catching up i guess...got a pat from the lecturer whom i tot was a student...*winkz*
then saw roney and the others...he broke his xaphoid!! wat else...frm soccer!! soccer is such a rough game now..more like rugby *geez*
he gave me upper thoracic adjustment!! awesome!! i felt much much much better after tat....headache gone..*yeepee*
thanx roney....and thanx jason for showing us afew adjustments...he is said to be the best in business wor *winkz*..good built...good looks...hahahaha..*oopz*..concentrate jezz!!
went for lunch..wasted money again cuz i could have gone home for lunch..
tennis was cancelled...cuz no racket and my fren no mood *aikz*
apparantly my uni got tennis court and i didnt noe...i tot it was an empty land..cuz owayz got some van park there and got one big satelite dish hanging around :/
wanted to go applecross but sked got school students occupying the courts and its their ground so cancel lor...cant tink of anywhere else wif free court...
my bestie got a new haircut!! and its the hair style i planned to cut when i go back!!
nvm nvm....she oredi had it so maybe i wont cut tat jor :(
maybe will maybe not..see how first..if she goes back then i wont cut lor..if she doesnt then i will!! will re-dye as well..kekeke...

yesterday was being the blur me i thank God for giving me His eyes...
was at the gym, then i was walking, looking down and my mind was wondering off somewhere then i wasnt looking where i was going...all of a sudden, i just lifted my head and i was like one inch from hitting the pole!! thank God i didnt...if not i tink i would hit hard and i might bleed!
then was driving back...the bloody sun was sooooooo damm bright i cant see the road clearly...then i came to a round-about, someone was crossing the road wif his bike..i saw tat but when i was omost reaching the circle, i couldnt see anyting from the side cuz the sun was directly shining towards my eyes, then i just stepped on my breaks and i went a lil over the line and a big truck was making a turn! oh my goodness...if i didnt break i would have been in a fatal accident..thank God!! so there u have it...i just thank God for being there for me in times like these...

as for today, i went and buy play-doh after uni cuz i need to make my motion-model...
i didnt noe play-doh was so damm freaking expensive...dun ask! i can buy clothes wif tat money..*grrr*
maybe its the brand tats expensive...*aihz*..nvm la..who carez...i'll just give the balance to brendon...i bought 1kg and i have plenty left over...hehe..
completed the model...just need to make the stand and poke pins tru to make it stable...did a good job for it i shd say *winkz*...completed my histology...*excellent*..now need to work on my pyscho report and 2 presentations...anyting else? cant remember...*blek*

anywayz...im rather pissed off now...cuz i'm in my room here blogging and i'm being called in and out...dun ask..i rather blog then watch footie ppl stripping their tops off on stage or make a fool off themselves dancing =___="

wat shd i do tomolo...good question..not too sure if im going to uni onot...maybe, maybe not..see wat happens....remind me never to take cough mixture again! it makes me cough even more than if i dun take any...cant stand it..y on earth did i drink it anywayz...stupid jezz!! *wake up*!!
was deleting smses just now cuz full jor...getz full so quickly...and i read back a few smses which touched my heart...i have messeges few years back....*sigh*..wat happen to those dayz? long gone is more like it....
anywayz...not gonna tok about stuff like tat now...
shd be going to bed..been sleeping late tis couple of nitez...*depressed*
nite nite ya all...muaxx

eh how come ah?

is it just me and my memory or wat?
i keep remembering things that either never ever happened b4 or things that haven been shown or people that i have never met before...
a few times jor...like today, i saw an ad on tv about the movie 'world trade centre'...
its coming out soon...
the thing is...i swear ive oredi seen tat movie b4...cuz i remembered wat i saw on the ad being seen b4..tat was the first time i saw the ad on tv btw...
its so weird...another example is when im about to do something, somehow i recall doing it b4 when it was really the first time im doing it...
repressed memory? false memories??
im confused!! my cousin must be annoyed by me oredi cuz i told her i oredi watched that worldtrade centre show and she just rolled her eyes...
i swear ive oredi seen it!! not in aus but in kl!!
crap....have i been dreaming too much or wat??

screw u biatch!

wat the...ruin my nite stupiak fella!!
deepa u idiot!! immature freak!!
u spoil my nite im gonna spoil ure relationship...
u asked for it so i'll do just tat!! wif plessure to it...
seriously dun mess wif me...if im pissed off then ure in big trouble..
if u tink 25 is soooo mature...go look into the mirror missy..
if u tink u helped me tink again...who's helping who now...
i will definately NOT help u but RUIN u...
i wont feel sorry for tat cuz u made me do it...u left me wif no choice...
taking back wat u say wont help either...sincere apology...might consider..BUT TOO LATE!!
bring it on biatch...and please..everyone luvs the same way whether onot ure a chinese or an barbaric indian like u!
begging for the pity votes..how sad!! pethatic biatch...
so wat if im bitchy...its just the start biatch!! bring it on!!
screw u!! spoil my nite..

enough about tat pethatic freak...lets tok about the devil wears prada...
awesome show ladiez...recommended to watch if ure interested in fashion and branded stuff...kakaka...
as for me...luved the show...can see but cant buy stuff shown...*sobz*
luved the way anne dressed....luv the shoes!!
prada, calvin klein, jimmy choo, d & g, valentino, james holt (???) etc etc....wahliao...*drool*
i wish i had money like tat to spend on fashion...
paris...wanna go there one day if can afford..the city of fashion! *double drool*
enough said..go watch!! its not out in cinema's yet..i went for special screening :P
awesome show....arrgh..worth watching again..in dvd tat is...
later suppose to go watch stormbreaker..but not going..cuz a few of my frenz not going..
and i dun really noe the others...nat is going?? awesome!...but too bad..im not going...
save money *blek* althou its 9 buckz tuesday and half price gelare' wahahahhaa...
next time la..

got my car booked in for service next friday..damm..cant get it in tis week...shd have called weeks ago!! nvm nvm...
and i called a few places for jobs...not suitable...time not rite...they need immediate start and 5-6 days a week *sobz*..the rest oso the same...too bad la..dun say i didnt try..I DID!!

ive got 2 presentations to work on:
1. what reasons have been postulated for recent increases in rates of teenage suicide
2. what factors have been found to influence or predict the success/longevity of romantic relationships

ck made me do the 2nd one...he is soooo crappy!! i just hope i dont make a fool of myself wif my presentation on tat..

ate a very funny tasting bachang for lunch...got some sweet melon in it...yuckz...other than that its orite...spore bachang it seems :/

gtg now....have a nice day ya all..and last but not least...SCREW U BIATCH!! :P

dun gv me tat look!!

went swimming yesterday...quite tired actually...
then went to the steam room..and saw a korean woman in there NAKED...
tats fine but i tink she let out some gas which stinks!! trust me..i couldnt breathe!!
i felt so weird sitting in there wif her...at first i tot she was topless (thats fine)...but then she put down her legs and i saw IT...*puke*
i noe la...we are both females...but pls la...its disgusting!! she was oso doing other stuff in there...i was soooo disgusted i just had to stand up and leave..i couldnt bare to turn back and smile to her *yuckz*...*eeeeeewwww*
dun wan tok about tat jor..make my tummy upset nia...

today went to araluen...FINALLY...
its pretty far..outskirt..near roleystone...been up there once and its brilliant...
i tot it was rolling stone..hahaha...the plc is gorgeous...
went up there to see houses on the hill tops...*my dream spot*
the other day i told u tat my cousin got a family pass into the araluen gardens rite?
tat means 2 adults and 2 kids...
guess wat..im a kid and ppl blieve it!! wat the heck...
nvm..watever!! as long as i got in for free i dun gv a damm if im a baby!!
very disappointing...noting much to see!! how terrible..all my hopes....hoping tat i could get great shots of flowers...(me and my flower passion)...
dun ask! i took a few pics...but its not up to my standard..not putting anyting up tis time :(
i really dun like going out when im coughing....the whole time i was coughing and it was soo shitty!! i was like covering my face..hoping no one would stare *grrr*
wore 2 layers somemore...cuz i didnt wanna wear someting thin and make my aunt grumble about it...so to make her happy..i wore 2 layers!! freaking hot!! i was sweating...*geez*
nvm la..tats like a one time oni tingy anywayz :P

so anywayz...i had an rough encounter wif 'someone' today and tis couple of days...
its like tis person is having mood swings or someting..one minute hot one minute cold..
its pretty hard to tell how one is feeling on tat day eh....
u'll never noe until u get the cold treatment..then u noe hang on..someting wrong somewhere...
just now i had a good conversation wif someone i just met on the net...another one who tot me a good lesson...another one tat got me tinking..about differences and what i'd rather do if i get to choose...
topic of conversation?? -secret-

had an average day today....not going out wif corn tomolo cuz she had to be in uni..
still cant make up my mind whether onot i shd go to uni or just stay home and work on my own stuff....will see how i feel tomolo morning la...
my body automatically goes to lazy mood whenever there is a break....BAD!!
i must get tings done tomolo..at least get my research part done..at least one!!
if not i'd be in boiled soup and i dun wan tat and dun wan the last minute stresses...NO THANKIU....
as for now..have a good nite rest first then look forward for tomolo..
have to sleep uprite..cant lie down and sleep....
somehow it worked better sleeping in an uprite position..i didnt cough as much during the nite compared to sleeping on my tummy..but i doubt i'd get a good nite tonite cuz i had a strawberry sundae today and french fries :x
oh shoit..there goes my recovery session...greedy la.....*sigh*...tomolo dinner Hungry Jacks somemore...*sei la*
dun tink now..try and get some decent sleep first....*cross fingerz*...hope i dun cough!!
nite nite ... bear hugzz and jolly kissezz to all tonite...

sick sick and more sick..

have been sick for more than a week now...
haven been bloggin either cuz had midsem exams...
all went well THANK GOD....i really thank god for my chiro one...
i didnt expect to get wat i got...*phew*...
had my last midsem paper today...it was prac actually...
not too bad...couldnt answer a few histo questions...*histo is just not my cup of tea*
pretty exhausted..din go to the gym today eventhou im suppose to go..
ended up playing pool and ping pong..enough exercise for a day i guess...
man i suck at pool..i haven been playing for agez!! and seriously i can hide under the table now...
its like i haven played b4 in my life!!
nvm...go back and pool more...need pro to guide me...hahaha...
played ping pong and ended up running for the tiny orange ball more than hitting it...
im suspecting someting but i dun wanna be tooo perasan...*shardup*
kathi is of cuz the funniest among the lot..then there's ron...whom i tink is abit weird...
then there's jerome and alvin, me and juli...
one game of pool lasted for about 45 minutes..wat the heck..teams of 3 galz vs 3 guyz...
interesting game thou...pure laughter!
still coughing by the way...pretty bad...
never in my life have i coughed for such a long long long time!!
cant be bothered writing about the last week...too much to write...forgot some of them oso...
going to the gym wif corn on monday...then maybe go study in GJ together...sure end up toking and not studying...might have to go uni after tat..see how tat goes la...

been really frustrating tis couple of days because of my mum!! i cant blieve she is considering someting when i oredi said NO to it...
everyone is like telling me let her do it let her do it...NO WAY!! never!! but then again..who the heck is gonna listen to a 20 year old gal who noes noting about life!! im so pissed off...seriously....
not gonna mention wat am i pissed off about..family probs...rather keep it to myself..later ppl get worried and crowd around me wif questions...NO thanx..dun need tat rite now...
i really hope she wont go on wif wat she plan to do....*fingerz crossed*...
GOD...if ure hearing me...stop my mum!!! the worst part is..my dad let her go on wif it!! WTF!!
cant imagine tat...watever it is...i cant do anyting else but say NO...tat didnt help the first time..but i'll keep saying NO to her for tat...she's doing it for me and tats the prob...i CANT let her do it!! and wats wif my aunt telling her about tat...damm it damm it...gonna scold my aunt when i see her...*grrrr*
forget about it..my mum's gonna tell me all about it tonite...come one mum..there is no such ting as a big duck running along the streets waiting for u to go catch it!! *slap*

got many many many many assignments to do...i got my motion-model to do, my research paper, my lab touch up, and so many more i cant even tink wat they are...at least ive got my care log done..oh my histo!! *shoit* better write tat in my diary if not i sure forget...damm damm...
wanna go dry my hair now...gonna have headache soon if i dun do it now...
catch ya guys later...and as for sil....NO 10pm!! hehehehe..muaxxx

how long is long?

is 3 years and 1 mth a long time?
how long is considered long?
to me tats 3 years of my life u noe...
*phew*...so much tings happened in this 3 years...
bad to good to worse to perfect to dunno wat..
was i happy for tis 3 years?
oh maybe...maybe not...it depends...
ive made many frenz tru out tis 3 years..
those who stood by me..and one or 2 who betrayed me...
i owayz tot tat those 3 years were great because i had someone who cared for me no matter wat..
someone who backed me up when times are bad...
but then again...i had ppl slamming the door at my face too...
same person...everytime...
have i wasted those 3 years?
last time i owayz look forward in seeing this person...
but now...dun tink so...tings have changed...in a good way...
tru out tis 3 years..ive been fighting about who is rite and who is wrong...
still dun have the answer to tat yet...

yesterday out of the blue J sent me a messege...
i was like *jaw drop*...J??
its been ages since i last stayed in contact wif J...
all was good thou..no old feelings...*smilez*
just tink tat its weird tat i got a msg frm him after tis long...trust me..its LONG...
would be great if i could yumcha wif him end of tis year...
his frenz say he hasnt been going out of his hs for a very LONG time...
hope ure doing fine J....all the best!! *hugzz*

aussie idol time ppl...go ricky!! go jessica!! muaxxx

i feel welcome...

rite...when i say i hate someone i really do...
it doesnt happen to everyone..but when i say i dislike them then..its a big issue...
my whole time here..i oni dislike 2 person...
i wish i can just treat them like normal ppl...normal frenz...but they just make it impossible at times...y do they have to make tings so hard!!
forget tat..not gonna spoil my day toking about them...
yesterday had a great time in the lab..had a spot test and it went well!! *yeepee*
oh..then hor my fren valerie...someting wrong wif her i tink...
i dunno is it cuz she's hungry or she got emotional for some unknown reason...
when we had prelab she was still orite...but when we got in the lab..wahliao...
like got thunder on top of her head eh..
i dun dissect so i just read and watch them dissect lor...
then me and my other 2 groupy were discussing stuff ma...then asked some questions to adrienna, then after tat hor...juli started dissecting and then val just sat there staring...then we were like hey val are u ok...cuz she looked pissed off...*mood swing*
she was like saying she's orite wor..noting wrong..
so ok la...continue doing our stuff...then she got up...removed her gloves and dunno do wat..
come on..see her face oso noe someting's not rite...
and she told us b4 tat when she's mad..she will just keep quiet...
so juli was like do u need fresh air...go out and walk...she say no need...
fine....i couldnt be bothered...she got moody for no reason...
no one offended her or anyting...so wats wif her and her mood swing...who cares!!
after the spot test then tings went better...she started larfing and shouting....feel abit embarresed being in a group wif her...she is small and has a LOUD MASSIVE voice..when she larfs..stand back...its scary..the whole lab will look at our table...*docks head under the table*
but my group is pretty funny at times...tis is wat u get when u put 4 crazy gals together...
larf too much and sorta lost my voice on the way back...*crap*
last nite i was sweating my butts off.....u shd sweat it off if u have fever..so i did...but it was super hot..i couldnt take it....so i just couldnt be bothered covering up...
freaking hot!! sweating like a pig!!
this morning...felt a lil better..no fever jor..but throat still pain and more coughing...
woke up at 10.30...watch a lil tv and then my aunt all of a sudden come and tok to me about some family history...i understood more then half but some i didnt noe wat she was saying :P
then later at lunch...she cooked porridge cuz i wasnt feeling well *^^*
then my uncle took out some chips to go wif the porridge..as usual!! then he started toking about family again...saying tat he and my dad are cousins so tis hs is like my hs back home..i shd treat it like my own hs....tat really made me feel good..
and then he started toking about the relationship between my great grandfather and his grandfather..how they are related..i hear until i was confused myself!! then i was like..so how are u related to my dad again? ahahaha...so one day he is gonna show me the WHOLE family tree...
ive seen it b4..but it was in chinese =.=" he needs to tell me who is who lor then...
i tink hor..i need to learn chinese in the future if im gonna take up acupunture...kakaka...
anywayz...tats just a plan...maybe after honours...kakaka...
so im feeling good today...noting shd bring me down...ehehehe...
finalz timetables still not out!! wat the heck...when am i suppose to book my flight!! damm it!!

uncle came over just now...he just went to philipines and stopped in kl for a transit for about 10 hours...so dad went and pick him up and went out for supper and stayed a nite i tink...not too sure...so at the mamak he tapau 20 roti canai tinking he could bring back here to perth..tim ji in klia, he was asked to throw the sauce cuz no liquids allowed after the liquid-bomb incident...so ok lor..still got the roti ma...better then none...then tim ji...in perth airport they asked him to throw the roti as well!! cuz it didnt have specific instructions on what it was made of...sitiupid!
wasted seriously...u can never find better roti then in kl!! screw those frozen crap!!
so nvm...he brought me 4 pax of dried mangoes!! *yummy* my fav!! the oni ting in philipines tat i wan...hahaha...and he oso brought along the 3 clothes my mum bought for me...man is my mum generous...she bought me 2 elle tops...geez...each cost rm120...what the heck..even i wont buy such tops for tat amount of money...NO WAY...rm50 is cheap la..not RM120!! for each somemore...i cant stop grumbling about it...come on...i wont buy such clothes..and its not those formal wear or anyting...ok maybe one is more of evening wear..i luv the material...hehehe...worth it la actually..but still i wont buy!! nvm nvm..not my money can jor...kakaka...luv the green top..halter ... rm50...sorry man...i wont buy someting tat price for a non popular brand...kakaka...anywayz..i luv all 3 of them...and sadly she forgot to ask my uncle bring my pinky bag along...she bought tat for me too...
my mum understands my taste so well..kakaka...its been the same taste ever since erm...f4? b4 tat i was very tomboyish...DUN ASK!! i look like a butch!! SHARDUP or i'll slap u...hehehe..j/k..

dunno tomolo going to the flower garden onot...its called Araluen (dunno how its spelled)...i wan i wan...and my cousin won tix to go see 'the devil wears prada'...she say im going wif her wor..dunno yet...maybe someone else wants to go so im just the stand by...no biggie..watch or dun watch oso can..i'll be having a break tat week...me and me frenz are going out anywayz for lunch and movie...so no biggie...anywayz..gotta go bath lor...

eat+sleep+eat+eat+bath= FAT PIG!!

best formula ever!! it works..trust me..ive been there..done tat and its 100% efficient!! :P

i hate her so much...biatch!!

yesterday afternoon tis fren of mine sms me and told me she will be in uni to study...asked me to join her....
so ok la..i told her i will be going since she say she wanna do palpation as well...sounds good to me...
suppose to be there at 8am mah...but tis morning i really wanted to die lioa...
my sorethroat is like taking my life!! i couldnt even tok....my voice was gone...damm it!!
my cousin woke me up when i didnt wanna wake up so early yet..
so i sms my fren and told her i will be a lil late cuz i got tings to do...which really was noting...i just didnt wanna go so early...
not oni did i had fever last nite, my throat was bad...and my lower back was killing me...
when i walked up and down the stairs my back just wanted to break immediately...
it was terrible...i hate it seriously...i really dun like getting sick....
first..no one jaga me...2nd..no one to do tings for me..
unlike back home..when im sick im owayz lying there on my bed and asked ppl to do stuff for me like bring me water la..food la...tis and tat....but here...who the heck am i suppose to order around?
im oredi used to my mum or M bringing me cold towels and put on my forehead...
im really pethatic i noe..but tats wat im suppose to get when im sick!! im so not spoilt kay!!
so ok..back to the fren tingy...i woke up at 7.30 and got dressed and all..i didnt wanna go to uni cuz i dun feel good..NOT AT ALL!!
but then me being the 'nice' person...i thought i shd go cuz i told my fren i was going...i really shdnt bother...u noe y??
cuz when i got to uni b4 8.30 i went str8 to where we were suppose to meet...and for all i noe...she wasnt there...
and hey..im a grumpy fella in the mornings and if i dun get wat i wan...i'll get mad...and i DID....
i sms her...she didnt reply...called her but couldnt get tru...wat the f**k...i was so pissed off...
went to the vet lib and she wasnt there either...then i was so tired...so i decided to go to the main lib to sleep...swearing all the way there...then tis stranger just smiled at me and greeted me...
i guess thats a good ting cz i was so mad and some str8nger greeted me...i smiled back and tat sorta made me feel better...
went downstairs and wanted to find a quiet spot where i could sleep...and guess wat!!
i saw her at the computer side....watchin anime!!! wat the f**k...(please excuse my language..im pissed)....
listening to her excuse...made me even more mad!!
so here i am...not studying...no mood to study cuz im still on fire and my throat is making me exhausted..
i wanna go take a nap now i tink...im using the stupid e-buddy messenger tingy in uni...
trust me...it sux BIG time....really pethatic!!
what would make me calm down? no one to chat wif now cuz its early still and like no one is on9...*sien sien sien*

sore sore throat....

is it cuz of the tea i drank? or is it cause my uncle infected me?
he has been coughing for quite a few days now..about a week or so...
i am weak...i admit that oh..if someone around me gets sick..before u noe it..im sick as well...
poor imune system!! yesterday drank lotsa lychee+lime+passionfruit tea....
can tat be one of the cause of my soreness?
woke up tis morning..coughing and can feel my throat being so sore i wanna chop it off...
had an exam tis morning...quite orite i tink...
took throat pills then got a massive headache....
man..when i am sick..im really really sick...
had a bad time at gym today...i was so tired...i cant do anyting...
wasted my time going there...not going tomolo either..gonna go uni and do some tings...
i feel so uncomfortable rite now...i wanna just jump into bed and sleep..
my throat is really killing me...i can take coughing but not sorethroat....*sobz*
make my day so damm moody and gloomy now...
wat oso no mood to do jor...suppose to get some readings done..but i just cant be bothered cuz im so so so physically and mentally exhausted...
nows not the rite time to mention tings....cuz my mind isnt working rite tonite...
and i wouldnt wanna say someting stupid and hurt ppl's feelings...
so i'd better go...will blog next time...wont be blogging anytime soon i dun tink...lazy la...
have a wonderful weekend!! muaxxx

y did u come here...

hmm...didnt blog a few days i tink...
had an exam tis afternoon and lets not tok about it....
philosophy..even worse then history!! *yawn*
handed in the poster as well...dunno how that went...
dunno wat to do for the presentation oso...one ting's for sure is tat im not doing the presentation..NO WAY!! *stage fright*
now gotta pay attention to my lab report...which i still have no idea how to start...
thursday due and thursday got exam somemore...
other then that, there's noting new to my life...its simple and boring...
sent my fren home, went swimming, spent money AGAIN...now here i am...blogging..lolx!!

yesterday didnt feel like doing anyting...
read some stuff....chat a lil bit....read again....and there goes the day...
and my alarm clock out of bat!! woke up like 10 someting...*geez*...
woke up a few times..didnt noe the clock out of bat...so sleep back..then i realise that my hp alarm oso din ring...so wake up...shoit..10 someting jor...*grrrr*
lucky i got no uni on sundays..kekeke...went down and my cousin came over..*ish*...she shd have knocked on my door to wake me up!nvm la....its not tat often tat i woke up tat late anywayz :P
first thing i did was of cuz to turn on my lappie...needed music...desperate for music yesterday morning...
then saw u on9....at 3pm?? tats like 8am in ireland..wat the heck were u doing on9 so early..especially on a sunday?!?! i cant mention names here...so for the time being u are known as R..since tats ure initialz anyways...
R called my mobile using skype...i didnt want R to call..firstly it costs....and 2ndly..wat the heck am i gonna say?? it seemed a lil awkward to me...cuz i haven tok to R tru the phone for a very very long time...and wat i mean by tis is those casual conversations...
i cant tok to R like how we used to tok to each other during high skewl...where we called each other every single day and tok for hours tru the bloody phone!
if u listened properly, i wasnt really sure on wat to say next....
i was like pausing and tinking wat the heck am i suppose to say..shd i start a new topic or just pause and wait for u to bring someting up??
it just felt weird...i didnt feel as comfortable as before...
i felt a lil stupid at one point there...felt as if i was toking to a new stranger...
im really sorry....wasnt feeling rite then...
but toking to u was great...i was happy tat u called...
but then again..wasnt happy cus tat costs u a bomb....*eekz*

at nite watched auzzie idol...go ricky!! ure so cute!! waahahaha....go dean as well...ure a hunk!! hahaha....yea yea...im siao siao de....oh wait...go jessica!! u rock!! there..im normal..wahaha...
today when i went swimming...i saw tis 2 babes...
im just gonna tok about one of them...the other one not interesting geh..
so ok...there's tis gal..looks about 17/18 years old..i tink la..(bad judgement)...
she was wearing a black bra and a pink spaghetti-stripe top which say hot chick in the middle..
she was a blonde....not tall not short..average auzzie height for gals...
she wore bell-bottom track pants...it was so baggy..and she wore tis really nice sport shoes...
very stylo type la..u noe wat i mean...
then she removed her bog loopy earings...my gawd...i tot it was a bracelet..cuz it had so many gold loopz..not just one big one kay...at least 5 loops on one ear...can u imagine how heavy it may be?? i can..i definately can!!
then she reached out for some pink pouch..and she was telling her fren how she bought a pair of gym earings...im like wat the heck...u have earings for the gym???????i didnt bother seeing wat they were..cuz i was freezing my bumms off...
then she put on a few other stuff like lipgloss and eye shadow!! my gawd my gawd!! excuse me missy but i tot ure gonna do exercise..not go for a party...
her fren just rushed her and she dashed out....*jaw drop*
how can she work out dressing like tat?!?!?! tat is like totally impossible...her bottoms were so huge she could easily trip over it..and her shoes seems to have a lil platform like heals....
all her make up and jewellery....*fainted* *speechless*

orite...time for bed...im sleepy..and the bloody msn is not working tonite..
not oni me facing tat prob so tats orite....but im surprised my mum could sign in wor *grrr*
will try again tomolo and by then it SHD be working!! if not then i'll get pissed off wif msn again...oredi causign so much prob...now not working somemore..*grrr*
good nite all..hugs and kissess!! mwahkz mwahkz!!

im luving tis...

i found tis er...wat do u call these...
there...u put on ppl's testimonial in frenster ga...
watever tat is la...i just drop a testi in my bestie's page..so i tot i browse for more...
and i found dis...hehehe....

Myspace Codes: MyNiceSpace.com

Myspace

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kakaka...hugz and kisses...*mwahz*

eeeeek.....stupiak me....

last nite about erm...9 plus i felt sick...i ate 2 panadols and sorta slept in front of the tv...
i woke up and went into my room...tot i wanted to sleep a while then wake up again later...
cant do tat...cuz got messages frm a few ppl...i didnt bother replying them...my mind was too tired...i omost fell asleep in front of my lappie *grinz*...
didnt noe if u would come on9 onot so i didnt off my lappie..
i went to bed..turn off the lites and i couldnt sleep at first...turn here and there then i guess i eventually fell asleep...
but then i woke up a few times cuz i heard got incoming messages mah...
same ppl...*grrrrr*....11 plus still no sign of u...so i replied my frenz and told them i was feeling sick...they are the most ridiculous ppl ever..i say not feeling well but insteed of asking me to rest..they keep toking...*damm*...
tok a while then i started yelling..hahaha...say u wan me get more headache and panda eyes ah!!
then oni they let me go....tat trick owayz work...muahahaha....
went to bed again then i dunno wat time (i tink 1 or 2am) i heard incoming messages....got another 2 ppl msg me...in irc oso got...*aargh*...i wanna explode jor....
then i saw tat u msg me...woi me somemore...*GRRR*....
and i tink the noise tat woke me up again was my bro!! he nudge me so many bloody times...*grrrr*...
i replied u and my bro...i sorta forget to turn off the lappie when i shd have done it earlier...and went to bed for good...
u werent around...so i just left a msg...*sorry*...missed the chance to tok to u last nite...my bet...
tot i could see ure room last nite tim...guess not...tonite maybe?? hehehe....
i had so many weird dreams last nite...all stupid ones...
i woke up at 7 cuz got a wake up call....
then slept back again...woke up at 8.30 but still didnt wanna get up...
then i had a stupid dream...tat me and my bro were in this swimming comp....
the coach or someting was soooo damm idiotic...
he had a stage rite in the middle of the pool....he kept yelling at me and ask me to swim faste...
and then me and my bro...wah..our r/s so damm good....how did tat happen i dunno...dun ask...its just a dream...then at the end of the day i won a few rounds and still tat idiotic coach was yelling at me...so i got up the stage and kicked him into the water...the stupid part is he didnt noe how to swim!! haahahaha....wat kinda swim coach is he??? then i woke up...shoit it was 9 someting jor..i didnt noe tat stupid dream lasted more then 1/2 hour....*crap*
woke up feeling in pain cuz i sorta slept on my rite hand...*ouch*...
did a lil stretching and im done....had brekkie then went out to do sometings...later need to go pay bills in post office..*sien* and *broke*...
have a nice day everyone...gonna go lunch and pay bills then go uni...hope it doesnt rain when i get to uni....muaxxxxxxx to ya~~

dun push it wei...

everyting..well mostly everyting starts and someday it will end...
so dun push it....it may be the end but tats not such a bad ting...
at least its not the end of the world...
i wan a future...and i dun tink i can be wif one who doesnt want one...
my destiny...my faith...my future...
look at the bright side....at least i have a destiny!!

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In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies
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went swimming just now...knock my head on the pool dividers...
those floating stuff they use to divide the lanes....i bump onto it...
i deserved it cuz i didnt wear my goggles...
then i oso sratched myself on the wall...playing a fool la...
now my back isnt sore...its my shoulders tat is killing me...
need a back rub again....tired!!! *zzz*

sore.....

every week sure get sore back one time...
we learnt how to screen today...
wah..its harder then it seems.....seeing my demonstrator screen his patient seemed so ez..
when i screen...so hard!! i am so sure i didnt do it rite...
he kept saying screen the bone..not play around wif the skin...
many ppl didnt noe how to do it....
and the other demonstrators were like..use ure body weight..dun use ure arm weight..
im like...how!! i cant do tat...i use my arm to push and slide...
did a few patients..still having slight difficulty...will practice more..
we're gonna start wif screening at the start of each lab...
interesting as it may sound..its tough!! not simple at all!! not use to it yet...slowly la...
will get there someday...

got midsems next week..one on monday..one on thursday and another next next friday...
poster due on monday...sien....ive done my bit...now left mitch to finish up since he didnt give me his part today...too bad....i offerred!!
kap chai today....my frenz and their kap chai skills....tsk tsk tsk....
someone said mitch had great body too...@@....six pack 12 pack...BLAH..not interested..

oh..im actually toking to rave now....hehehe....rave on9 eh....frm dublin....hehehe....
happy and sleepy at the same time..i have 8.30 class tomolo somemore....
its 11 here and 4pm there....7 hours diff!!
anywayz....im just glad to hear frm u...
i didnt expect u to get internet connection so damm fast leh....
hope u enjoy ure orientation...have fun b4 class officially starts...more fun in classes then hehe...

im gonna go to bed lor...i wanna see ure room tomolo if its possible...hehe...
back pain...help cousin shift some boxes just now *ouch*....back rub anyone??
12 jor!! bedtime....shoo shoo....have a good nite everyone..and in some cases..have a good day!!
lotsa hugs and kisses for making my day tonite....muaxxx

i couldnt do tat...AGAIN...

remember how i said i wont msg u after being sorta mad last nite?
i couldnt do it la....its not my nature to do so...
i sms u and wished u a safe trip again...
dis might sound stupid ..but as im typing now my eyes are sorta red and watery....
i dunno isit because of some hot crackers i ate or wat...
by now ure oredi in dublin...i wonder how ure flight went...
shd be orite...im sorry for being mad last nite...
dunno wat got into me tat made me go crazy...

y did i let myself believe that miracles could happen...
now my heart is empty and im left wif noting but used-to-be's....

well now i will have less one person to chat wif at nite...
must get use to tat quickly or i'll go crazy again...
stop chatting better still...then i can use those times to do my homework...
now i have to put tat im bz...and really mean it...hehehe...
ok la....i wish u all the best and hope to hear frm u soon...
cant wait to hear all about dublin and medical studies...luck luck to ya....

for those who still doesnt noe...the croc man, steve irwin is gone..
he died because a stingray sorta erm...attacked him? the tail sorta pierced tru into his chest and he sorta died instantly....
its sad to say tat aus has lost someone so special...
he was a great ozzie fella....dun really watch him on discovery channel back home but when ure in auz...its hard not to noe who he is..he appeared in a few tv adz...some shows...so if i dunno who he is...im a very sad fella lor...
rest in peace stevie.....

gotta get sometings done...tummy a lil upset...
must be the lunch at uni...yuckso..hate bushcourt food...yuckzo....
a lil emotional now....a lil fragile too....gotta becareful lor tis few days...
dun ask but i actually got lost yesterday while driving...
i wasnt paying attention and miscalculated the number of lites...i went up to welshpool and went in circles...someting was bothering me..so my attention drifted somewhere else...
dangerous driving...i noe...sorry....i promise not to do tat again....
shd have brought tat problem back home and not tink about it while i was driving...sorry...no second time..

u need both hands to clap...

its 6.16 now and i dunno if i shd sms u and wish u a safe journey to dublin...
when i read ure blog i told myself no...i wont sms u...
it seemed pretty hurting at one point...
i knew someting was wrong there and then...tats y u treated me so cold last nite...
y am i so blind...how can i not see tat coming...
obviously...u need both hands to make a clapping sound...it wont work if u just use one...
i tot i made a clapping sound...guess not now...
im the stupid fool who tot tings were getting better...
i seriously tot tat someting new might happen but after reading wat u say...i just stopped watever i was doing and sat in front of the comp like a dumbo...
tis is not a one person game....im in it and so are u...
u stepped out....so im left alone....
obviously the game is over now.....u can have all the fun u wanna have wif whoever u want to...
ending it wif M sounds convincing to me...but now...after being slaped on the face...i realise that im so stupid...so so damm stupid to tink tings tat i noe will never ever happen..
y did i put myself in tis position....im being hurt by u not once, not twice...but multiple times!!
i really hate u now....thanx very much for doing tis...u really tot me a lesson....
i really wanna cancel the meeting we agreed on...
frm the way tings are turning...i dun tink its a good idea anymore...
u will be wif someone having LOTSA FUN...
i dun wanna be a stupid doink again on tat day waiting for someone who isnt gonna turn up...
its amazing how someone could change in just one nite...
i wanna cry but i am not gonna...im not gonna be the stupid gal u knew back in high school..the cry baby who cried over small lil tings....
wat am i even tinking putting our pic as my lappie background...
i feel so sorry for myself making u tat farewell card...now tat i noe it didnt reach u...i feel happy..
it would be even better if it were to be lost in post...
good on u for finding someone NEW on the net...have fun wif her..enjoy ure time....
i didnt noe tat spending time wif me was such a boring statement for u...
im glad tat we're not gonna be toking anytime soon....
now tat i have finished showing my anger....i feel much better...
a few anger tears fell...but tats orite....i noe i wont be doing tat for u anymore..
id rather cry for steve who died today....
all tis time...i was the stupid one..
clapping wif oni one hand....no wonder i didnt get a perfect clap...silly gal...
goodbye for now....

i wan a new hp!!

its soooooo unfair.....
first my bro got a new hp now my dad...
wat the heck...he got the phone i wanted!!
he got the nokia 6280 :(
he got the silver one..i wan the black one...
now he got that i wont buy tat jor :(
my mum didnt change new hp cz she say she dun need a new one...fair enuf...
bt i wan!! unfair...unfair...im going on strike i dun care...
i wan i wan....M oso got new hp...but its not the latest..its the nokia 7260!! damm it...
im so gonna steal tat frm M when i get back....
im so gonna change the litez to...M has the one wif red lite black casing..yuckso..
i wan white casing and white litez...:P
damm damm...my phone so old jor..its like 1 year plus old jor...*sobz*
i am so gonna go on strike for my new phone...but i dun tink tat will work...
i might as well get it on my own...i can come up wif 1500 oni...shd be enuf..since i got my samsung for tat price..nokia shdnt be too ex...hehehe...
i wan a new phone!!!! im soo upset now when i saw the 6280...so slick and nice...damm it...
i dun give a damm if its a man's phone..who cares...got money then there is no such ting as a male or female hp...grrr...
my target end of the year..is hp hunt!! grrrrrrr...
i wonder how much tat 6280 is...1500 enuf to buy onot leh? i tink its more then tat...grrrr...
P me off!! piss me off!! P me off!!

d magic kitchen...

just finished watching 'magic kitchen'...i tot its a comedy about cooking...but it turned out to be more of a luv story....soooo many actor and actresses acting...got maggie Q, stephen fung, danniele wu, so many more..i cant tink of their name...sammi, andy lau, jerry yan were more of the main players....and yes...jerry frm f4 =___=" he's pretty cute actually...so innocent look...not cute as in handsome cute...he is small boy cute..as owayz...sammy is just drop dead gorgeous...and danniele wu is so hot!

look around u...the one who is owayz there for u, the one who picks u up when ure down, one tat makes a fool of themselves in front of the crowd, the one who is owayz waiting for u at the side is the one who truly luvz you...
tat person has owayz been there but u just dun realise it...oni when they are gone u realise that they are the one uve owayz wanted....
tat person has owayz waited for u to get over some other jerks and is waiting for the rite time to express their feelings..u never look them str8 to the eyes...u just slide ure eyes away from them pretending they are not even there...
basically tis is wat happened in tat show....jerry is in luv wif sammy but sammy is in luv wif her high school crush and cant seem to get over him....all of sammy's frenz noe tat jerry has owayz had a crush on sammy...till one day, sammy knew about his crush on her and sorta be wif him...but deep inside, jerry is still jles of andy (high school luv) cuz sammy still cant forget about him and sammy isnt giving her 100% to him...bla bla bla....one day she realised tat andy and her are oni meant to be frenz and noting more..and tats when she realised tat jerry was owayz there waiting for her....so then...she was ready to give her 100%...

the point is...there is this someone who is a reflection of jerry and i am sammy...its complicated ey? tell me about it....somehow, i dunno how i ended up being in tis situation...
all i noe is tat someone has owayz been there for me and i just didnt notice it...
tis person is someone i met along the way and we have created a very close bond wif one another...
bt then again, i tink tat im swimming in a pool of lies....
yea i noe u shdnt lie to anyone no matter wat...
bt then again there are times where lies do come in handy...
wat i did was...i told a white lie then it has now turned into the biggest lie ive ever told in my entire life...
i just feel tat its unfair to the one i lied to...
maybe one day...i will stop lying to tis person and tell the truth and noting but the truth...
im 100% tat i would feel better then...but i dunno if i'd be forgiven thou..mayb i will be forgiven...maybe not...but i tink i would :)
enuf crap la..i just wanted to write about the movie..
im so tired..body still aching a lil...
been walking for quite a fair bit...a lil tired..might just pop into bed after tis....

ps: nudge me if u miss me as im away...
i did nudge my bestie to tell her i miss her loadz :D
i cant give nudges to everyone so....i'll just give my hugz and kissez to all tonite..muaxxx

oh wat a day...

im actually having a headache rite now...not too serious..maybe its the weather...cold then hot then cold again... slept late last nite..woke up at about 7.30 tis morning...*yawnz* wash up and ate breakie..oh shoit..im late! 8.15 jor i faste grab my stuff and ran... reached nephew's plc and he was still not ready....fine nvm...then he told me no need fetch other ppl tats y he took his time... went to kingz park....not the usual spot...somewhere further in...i cant remember if ive been there b4 onot...looks new to me...nvm..i luved the plc... so beautiful and clean!! met up wif a few ppl...hi here hi there...remembered some of their names..hehe...some familiar faces cuz hey...its not the first time ive met them...chit chat a bit then more ppl came...tis is a church outing...PPCWA church... the day started off wif some songs...hey i sang along..hehe...la la la... those ppl were frm diff groups...erm...youth 180, CYPG, regenerations, and got somemore i tink..not too sure..i joined the youth one obviously...played some games....and i washed someone's feet and someone else washed mine....and yea...i did it...dun ask... it wasnt tat bad...it was quite orite... sang somemore songs then we were broken into groups of 9.... got into our mini groups and introduced one another...wat we do and all those sorta stuff la... victor said my english was good knowing tat i come frm msia...now wats tat suppose to mean... i didnt take it as an insult thou...i noe some msians cant speak proper english but hey...english is my first language...so there u have it...hehehe... asked a few questions and say a lil prayer...thanx for tat... lunch time!! now...this is the worse ting ever!! guess wat i ate!! they had sausage sizzle....beef i guess but wat the heck..i ate it..taste normal..haha...had some salad...yummy!! potato salad...my fav!! then..there was erm..bihun i tink...i took some then i saw someting in it...i tot it was like beef so i say wat the heck...just eat la...oh my gosh...the moment i bite into it i can puke str8 away!! guess wat i just put into my mouth! a liver!! *argh*....i knew it was tat cuz the smell was horrrible *sorry*....but i just couldnt stand it...i just ate it...*yuckz*...sorrry for saying it but i just couldnt take it...i couldnt blieve i just ate a liver..imagine those ppl in those game shows eating raw ones...*puke*....enough about tat..i just had dinner and i dun wan anyting coming out now...then went around..grab a few pics...later i put up...its just me :P ... then went for a 'tree top walk'...it was great..luved it...i tot was some mountain walk...*phew*...the place was superb...its more like a nature's walk to me...i didnt feel myself walking on top of the trees ahahaha....*im craping*....i had a wonderful day today....doing someting other then shopping..cousin went shopping alone without me i tink...will ask her later..cuz actually i was suppose to go out wif her to garden city and some other plc..but then again..i rather go for tis then tat....save money..hahaha...shopping when oso can go la..tis sorta outing not everytime got one kay...thanx to jerome and andy who invited me..so sad juli couldnt make it..if not it would be more fun...not saying tat the others werent fun..just tat the foursome just wouldnt be complete without her!! :( ...kay...so drove back a lil past 3.30.... i tell u...i noe 2 ppl who are soooo crazy!! they are just the best ppl to hang out wif...they are funny and crazy!! they are karen and ruth...later i show u their pic..funny galz... larfing all the way tru in the car...here are just a few of the pics...not putting too many..no space la...where's juli :( *sobz*

***the park....its beautiful***


***L-R: val, lydia, jerome, ures truly, and nat***


***ures sincerely and ruth***


***water feature somewhere in the mid of the park***


***mua and val..aint we cute***


***the twosome..karen and ruth***


***cutey jerome and mua***


***hey where's jerome hehehe***


***me and darrell (there..ive got his pic!! lol..)***


***guess which shadow's mine :P***


***hey i see the moon and its like 2.50?!?!***

tonite hor...i wont be on9 till like 12 cuz there's a hk movie on tv..i wanna see...its about some cooking tingy wif sammi cheng in it..hehhee....i dunno if u'd still be around...if ure not then its ok...2 more nites of chatting wif u then u will be flying off loo....*stop all the emotional crap jezz*...sorry....im going on about it again...stupiak me....if tonite no tok then tomolo last day tok if ure free b4 u leave on monday.....*wat the..im going on about it AGAIN*..enuf..not writing anymore...muaxxxxx...