how long is long?

is 3 years and 1 mth a long time?
how long is considered long?
to me tats 3 years of my life u noe...
*phew*...so much tings happened in this 3 years...
bad to good to worse to perfect to dunno wat..
was i happy for tis 3 years?
oh maybe...maybe not...it depends...
ive made many frenz tru out tis 3 years..
those who stood by me..and one or 2 who betrayed me...
i owayz tot tat those 3 years were great because i had someone who cared for me no matter wat..
someone who backed me up when times are bad...
but then again...i had ppl slamming the door at my face too...
same person...everytime...
have i wasted those 3 years?
last time i owayz look forward in seeing this person...
but now...dun tink so...tings have changed...in a good way...
tru out tis 3 years..ive been fighting about who is rite and who is wrong...
still dun have the answer to tat yet...

yesterday out of the blue J sent me a messege...
i was like *jaw drop*...J??
its been ages since i last stayed in contact wif J...
all was good thou..no old feelings...*smilez*
just tink tat its weird tat i got a msg frm him after tis long...trust me..its LONG...
would be great if i could yumcha wif him end of tis year...
his frenz say he hasnt been going out of his hs for a very LONG time...
hope ure doing fine J....all the best!! *hugzz*

aussie idol time ppl...go ricky!! go jessica!! muaxxx