i couldnt do tat...AGAIN...

remember how i said i wont msg u after being sorta mad last nite?
i couldnt do it la....its not my nature to do so...
i sms u and wished u a safe trip again...
dis might sound stupid ..but as im typing now my eyes are sorta red and watery....
i dunno isit because of some hot crackers i ate or wat...
by now ure oredi in dublin...i wonder how ure flight went...
shd be orite...im sorry for being mad last nite...
dunno wat got into me tat made me go crazy...

y did i let myself believe that miracles could happen...
now my heart is empty and im left wif noting but used-to-be's....

well now i will have less one person to chat wif at nite...
must get use to tat quickly or i'll go crazy again...
stop chatting better still...then i can use those times to do my homework...
now i have to put tat im bz...and really mean it...hehehe...
ok la....i wish u all the best and hope to hear frm u soon...
cant wait to hear all about dublin and medical studies...luck luck to ya....

for those who still doesnt noe...the croc man, steve irwin is gone..
he died because a stingray sorta erm...attacked him? the tail sorta pierced tru into his chest and he sorta died instantly....
its sad to say tat aus has lost someone so special...
he was a great ozzie fella....dun really watch him on discovery channel back home but when ure in auz...its hard not to noe who he is..he appeared in a few tv adz...some shows...so if i dunno who he is...im a very sad fella lor...
rest in peace stevie.....

gotta get sometings done...tummy a lil upset...
must be the lunch at uni...yuckso..hate bushcourt food...yuckzo....
a lil emotional now....a lil fragile too....gotta becareful lor tis few days...
dun ask but i actually got lost yesterday while driving...
i wasnt paying attention and miscalculated the number of lites...i went up to welshpool and went in circles...someting was bothering me..so my attention drifted somewhere else...
dangerous driving...i noe...sorry....i promise not to do tat again....
shd have brought tat problem back home and not tink about it while i was driving...sorry...no second time..