suicide club...

ever tot of commiting suicide?
im sure most of the people i noe have tot of it at least once...
im not running away from my life trying to cheat death..
i noe it awaits me somewhere in time..i just dun noe when...
y on earth am i toking about suicide? well...i was surfing for suicidal pictures tats y..
i came across this picture...

then i saw other pictures regarding tat as well..
it was actually a movie shown in 2002..wat was i then? a 16 year old innocent biatch in high school..the all playful and non-serious brat :P
so i went to you-tube and browse for clips..i oni found one (the rest are the same ones)...
i didnt find out wat the movie was about but obviously the main theme is suicide and its done in groups..the clip i saw, first it was 54 high school girls at a train station waiting for the train...before the train arrived, the held hands and jumped in unison onto the tracks and *bam* the train trailed onto their bodies and blood splashed everywhere....abit fake but who cares..then the next scene was at a school, not sure of the amount but there were both boys and gals trying to commite suicide...they jumped off the balcony of the school, 3 didnt jump but then a gal pushed a guy and they fell together...school students and teachers tried to convince her down but she didnt and just jumped off...
it is quite depressing seeing the clips but i am hoping to watch the whole film...
i dun tink anyone i noe has a copy of that film so chances of me watching the film is like 10 to none...oh btw..its a japanese film....

my day isnt tat pleasing...u guys shd noe y my day is owayz ruined...
i dun like being nagged or disgusted..i just get so annoyed that i wont even say a word..
dun bullshit me...i have got no time for tat...
a little bit of smell oso complain non stop...goodness...its just fish!! its not like its gonna kill u or someting..some ppl can be really inconsiderate hah...
diff ppl complain about diff stuff..i complain about smelly vege..but tats just once and shardup...
cant stand ppl windging (how to spell hah?)...
oh well....i have to 'yan'.....yan yan yan....*bite myself*
annoying la....cant stand it no more....tats all la..just wanna sound my voice...
back some other time....im tired and idol is on...wanna bath and listen to idol tru my hp in the bathroom..muahaha....
take care peepz...those who are sick..pls take care of ureselves....my bestie, rave, sil, jerome...pls take care peepz...lotsa warm hugss to all...mwahkz....