chinese new year..good and bad this year...

im suppose to write about the reunion din din and first day of cny..
but it seems that i have lost the mood..
or maybe i just miss home too much tats all...
oni 3 days since i left home and oredi im home sick...
i miss my mum very much cuz for the past 2 and a half months i have been to her office most of the days...
so much happy times together..
miss my dad as well of cuz...owayz teman him go out..go outstation bla bla bla...
i miss bb too :'( ....
anywayz, reunion dinner was great...
had lotsa food...
i cooked a few :P
later show u a pic of the food...
my aunt made 'yee sang'...not my fav so i ate a bit oni...
ate so much stomache about to explode...

after tat nth much happened..didnt gamble tis year...
cny tis time seems to be sooooo rushing...everyting is all over the plc...
1st day was good as well...uncle and family came...had lunch at our plc..
as usual have to cook...had the tea ceremony..collected the big ang paus...
play around...get ready for dinner and so on..played rami for a while...didnt really win..was very distracted cz i noe tat in two days time i'd be gone from here...
will miss all the fun and the people...*sobz*...anywayz...2nd day was not very pleasent for me....i had a big 'fight' or shd i say argument wif my mum and my aunt..
i didnt start it seriously...
i was just upset to see wat was going on...
i got so pissed off i can tell u tat...
i got so upset that i cried my eyeballs out...
this is wat happen on hat day..
my dad decided to call his 'frenz' over for a cny-cum-farewell din din for me and my bro..
so lets see eh....how many ppl are we toking here and WHO!!
he invited the same gang of ppl who joined us for the hotel dinner the other nite...
if my calculation is rite..there's erm 9 ppl...
add up all the other guests it makes up 21 ppl!!
cook for that many ppl is bad enough..but wat they did made me frustrated and mad..
i got so fed-up that i helped halfway then i didnt wanna do anything at all after tat..
i just dun tink i should since i was so unhappy wif the 'guests'..
i just sat on the bar and stared...showed my beautiful temper...scolded here and there..
i eventually made a show la...
the guests came and the dinner wasnt even ready...
still i didnt wanna help...
my mum got my aunt and sam to help mah..y need me?
they so like to do go ahead lor...all face damm thick one...
mouth say dun wan but action speak louder than words!!
dun anyone get tat??
my mum asked me y i dun wanna do anything i told her angrily that im super tired...
then my aunt got mad wif me..say i see them so bz oso dun wanna help..
who cares la..when i dun wanna do anything i really dun wanna do it..
since sooo many ppl was eating...there wasnt enough space on the tables..so me and sam sat on the bar...
before the dinner started i oredi grab all my food...
when everyone was there...no one offerred my dad (the host) a sit on the main table..
wat on earth?? who does tat?? they are so stupiak minded...
u as a guest shd at least say ok the host sit wif us..
but NOOOO...he sits at the small table and the most behind sit somemore..
how can i nt get pissed off wif tat?? frm then on i hated them so much that i wanted to yell at those bloody faces..
after mixing the 'raw fish' AGAIN...i just sat down and eat...
u noe wat i saw?? this is where the action begins...
i saw my mum standing at a corner offering ppl rice..
wat the wat the...i really wanted to vommit blood...
its as though they have no hands to get the rice themselves...
to me she looked like a maid...
non-stop she offered ppl stuff like rice and dishes...
tat got me crying...i was so emo la that nite....
my mum being the scooper while my aunt was the dish washer...
no one..i tell u NO one asked them to stop serving and sit down to eat...
NO ONE!! all bz grabbing the good food...
so wat do u tink i feel like then? i cried while i eat kay...
i stopped eating and just went to my room..
blasted the hi-fi and cried..
i am going back oredi...and wat i see? THIS...this stupid show...
me being emo is one ting..seing tat is another...
sam came up..saw me crying and i told her wat happened..
she wanted to go down and scold my mum...
i was like wat the?? dun need lor...tell her off oso no use...
not like she will listen to a word i say...
i took my bath and faste got out of the house...
didnt wanna be around those freaking barbarianz..
went and play firecrackers in the open air carpark nearby..lol..
someone reported us..hahaha...undercover police came leh...
scare me to death..i faste call sam to pack up and leave..lol..
it was so funny..u shd see my face!! green colour man...
at nite my mum asked me la wat happened...
sam told her off...wahliao.very yau yeng...
again i cried cuz i was yelling to her telling her wat i saw n felt...
after tat my aunt dun wanna tok to me anymore..
i purposely yell so tat the whole hs can hear..
if they cant hear then i can pengsan..cuz i really shouted...
watever it is..its over...i dun wanna care anymore..
if this happens again..i will do the same ting..wont care!!!

so there u have it...bad times and the good times...
i still miss home no matter wat...
had a bad flight back to perth...
transitted in brunei for 4 hours..puked a few times at the airport and on board...
didnt eat a single ting...food came puke again..
just drink drink drink...jet lag...bad one..
had dinner wif the whole big family..
darrell picked me up..thanx darrell..*hugz*..
went back...parents called..mum cried over the phone...
made me cry as well..but i promised bb i wont cry...
be back later..wanna get some rest now...
unpacked half way...*sien*..
no plc to put the tings i brought back...guess end of tis year i have to bring back clothes and shoes that i no longer wanna use....
missed uni for a few days...missed out on quite a bit...manage to catch up a lil i hope...still misses home..
wanna go back during the winter break but noe its impossible...
hoping my family will cm visit me then...
tats all for now..really gotta get some rest....damm the day lite savings...