isit the heat or isit just me?

its 40.4 degrees today and im feeling medium-rare!!
gonna be fully cooked tomolo..42 tomolo X_X
the heat was just killing me...i felt my skin on fire...
im pretty sure ive gotten darker oredi....
one day oni and yes, i'm easily tanned...
very busy day tomolo..i have to run to the bank to get a bank cheque of 10k, run to the bookshop near curtin, and go somewhere after...
i am so pissed off wif myself rite now..
i tink i forget to tell the bank my tax file number...
tat cost me aud$33..man i could have used tat money to get my cheque!!
i am damm bloody stupid....let them charged blindly because of my stupid self...
its sucha small ting tats y im so mad....
tat is no small amount leh...stupid me stupid me....
if tat doesnt make me mad oredi...i couldnt find my tfn!!
i remember seeing it in my file...went tru it like 10 times and still couldnt find it...
i found the receipt but not the actual tfn...PISS me off!!
found it in the end...again stupid me...i put it in the wrong slot!!
argh damm it..wats wrong wif me today...im doing everyting in the opposite direction...
i keep blamming the heat but in reality..its just me and my stinking attitude...
i really deserve to get scolded by my mum rite now..
how i wish tat she was here wif me then she would SCREAM!!
damm am i useless or wat...owayz creating unwanted stress and anger ><
maybe i do need one of the squishy-brain (chiro-stress ball :P) to release my stress....
i need to scream but i cant....shoit...i wish i was at home rite now man...
then the neighbours could hear me scream hahaha....
the heat is really getting onto me...i can feel it rite now...
aircond got turned off oredi :(
gonna go sleep...dun wannna tink about today anymore...
hopefully tomolo is a better day...i really pray it is...

note: damm was the sausage sizzle yummy tis afternoon hahahahaha....just kidding..i didnt really like it cuz its beeeeef!!

niteyz...signing off as....
jezz the cranky biatch ><