a whole other side of gambling...haha...

warning: one should not..i REPEAT, SHOULD NOT learn how to gamble...and yes that includes blackjack (ban lap)...

i like to gamble but not to the extend where i go to genting every weekend kay...
i oni gamble occasionally...during cny, xmas and parties...
gambling to me isnt a serious biznes...its funny biznes...and i mean really farny!!
be it in msia or in aussieland..its both equally the same..non stop larfter and teasings..
last nite we had a last-day-to-gamble for cny (today chap goh meh liao la)...
it was at bro richard's plc...*yeepee* (yes...yes...yes!!)...
ate dinner at home at 5 someting (4 plus actual time)...yeah..tats super early...
got there by 7 plus..first in best dressed muahahaha...
met adrian's gf for the first time =___="" (owayz the last to meet new ppl *boo*)...
chit chat a lil..and damm is richard farny...he never fails to make ppl larf, well at least i larf at every word tat comes out from his mouth..haha...
he even tok about su nin (my cousin)...and man...i wouldnt even dare tok about it if i were him...
it was hillarious though when he made all those actions and stuff...so farny!!
ppl started coming and the game started...
i made at the beginning then lost and lost and lost...
jeremy was such a strong banker i can tell u tat..
i wanted to take over the 'cheng keh-ship' (bankership) but was afraid tat i would loose more..
back home my uncle would sponsor me to become a banker but here...im on my own so NO THANX....financially not strong enuf to be one :P
got mahjong session oso but of cuz i cant play cuz they are the seniors and they are the proz...
was sooo sleepy..and was suppose to come home early to tok to my mum since it was her bday...but ended up coming home just before 2!!
i was the driver so i couldnt drink *sad case*...and i was darn sleepy...was keeping my eyes on the road...u noe la..perth has so lil street lights =="

in the morning i went to pay some bills and went to get some books but no stock..wasted my time going all the way to curtin ><
i did try to call but the bloody phone is owayz bz!! crap them :P
so tats wat happened yesterday..
today i went to a temple..its the last day of cny and like i owayz do, i go to the temples to pray..
2nd time going there but first time for a cny occassion..
it was all good....i had to spend a lil but its all for a good cause...
stayed for the whole ceremony...i kneel till my kneez hurt so bad now :'(
wont say much cuz i noe tat not everyone is a buddhist and im sure they dun agree wif wat i blieve in...so *zip*...
after tat went to the chinese shop to get sometings...suprisingly my aunt tagged along haha...
its not very often my aunt say she wanna follow kay..its like RARE!!
so now here i am...typing tis blog and i have a few tings to do later..
watch tv then gotta do my work...loads of them to do.. *aikz* :P

when i saw him my heart beat so fast...its like i haven seen him for agez when i just saw him a week ago...i was so upset when i saw tat he was hurt...
i wanted to tok to him but i knew tat there was a barrier btw us...
i shd be loyal and never hurt the one tat luvs me so...but then my heart is telling me to go for it..
i blieve in 'luv at first sight' and yes..i have had a crush on him since i was 15 i tink...
y cant he just tell me tat he has a gf so tat i dun have to go tru this?
wif his looks and his build...its impossible that he couldnt find a gf...
sigh...i shouldnt be tinking about him when im oredi wif someone...
i cannot be untruthful....i have to luv my partner and not have my eyes glued onto some other guyz.....i have to give mr X up cuz i noe tat there isnt any future...

oritey...enough about mr X....snap out of it oredi jezz ><
my partner is all i have now and i cant ruin tings btw us...luv u bb :P
gotta run now...have a nice day and goodbye.................