cyndi gal...he'll be back..

for those who doesnt noe who cyndi is, she's my lil cousin sister...
she's 14 now...when we were younger we use to be quite close..
but as we grow, we tend to seperate...maybe cz she's got frenz and we hardly see each other..
she's very cute and has luvly eyes when she was young..i use to have them when i was lil but then as i grow and become fatter, my eyes grew smaller...
i envy her eyes cuz before my uncle had her, ppl owayz say how pretty i am and how pretty my eyes were...jealousy stinks...
each time we meet..there's noting to tok anymore..its just hi...bye..
last time she owayz stick wif me maybe cuz im the other gal in the family besides her..
i read her blog and found out tat she has a bf...
it reminded me of myself when i was in primary school when i had my first bf...
it was the sweetest and its owayz hard to forget first luv...
they broke up oredi..after 1 mth and 20 days (according to her blog)...
and she's very upset and i guess she wants him back..
the reason they broke up seems to be tat the guy wanted to concentrate on his studies :/
typical excuse to use when dumping a partner...its owayz not true..
althou its oni puppy luv, its still better then not getting luved at all..
cyndi is a bright gal, tall and pretty...so if i were to be her, i wont worry a bit...
im sure guys would go crawling towards her in time...
cheer up cyndi gal...pay attention to ure studies and sooner or later u'll realise tat guys are just good for noting..they are created to hurt gals...so be brave hehehehe...

next ting to blog about is how rich kids look down on us not-so-rich kids...
a person named rave looked down on me again today...
its never been a pretty side when we start to disagree wif each other..
it was my bloody self tat made all this happen..i shd have kept my mouth shut and not tok about my family problems...now tat tis rave person noes about it, its a larfing matter...
rave is from a rich family and somehow rave looks down on everyting of me...
obviously its clear tat i dun mean anyting to tis rave person...
everyting i do is not rite and everyting i say is wrong..
im starting to tink tat tis rave fella isnt my friend anymore...
friends dun look down on friends and friends owayz stay close to frenz..not go againsts them..
u claim to be on my side but everyting u say is contradictory to wat i say...
u obviously tink im not good enough for u..aint tat rite? just admit it and i'll get over it...
cuz u owayz say u care, u owayz say u wanna be my friend, u owayz say tat i mean someting, u owayz claim tat ure on my side!! u never mean wat u say!!!!!!
it really really hurt me when u say wat u said tis morning....oredi was i pissed enough wif my bro, now u wan me to get pissed off wif u...
and then u tried to rearrange the words so tat it wont sound so much like ure toking about me..
when u say tat i will never see wat u do...damm wrong u are..
cuz watever u do to me i CAN see and its not someting i WAN to see...
forget it rave...i will never be good enough for u or anyone else cuz i am who i am and i will be who i wanna be...