im screwed big time..

i have totally put a big hole into my wallet...
guess wat i bought today when i was in the city...u will never guess it...
i didnt blieve i would buy it...its not cheap..definately isnt..
i must be insane to have even swiped my card for it...
there goes my AUD$400...*poof* and gone...
i wasted it on a gown..yes A GOWN...
for wat i need a gown? well...there is a function coming up on the 20th and my frenz bought gowns to for it...its curtin idol nite and its gonna be held in Hilton....
cocktail party wor...but i dun see how my gown in coctail..more like a ball gown to me :/
nvm...i have another function next year which is someone's wedding...
so i guess im gonna have to reuse my gown...
it cost me a fortune so im not just gonna wear it once of cuz...
i dun care if ppl noe that i wore it twice cuz for all i noe its freaking expensive!!
if u tink i spent a lot...ure wrong...
both my frenz bought way more expensive gowns than i did..
theirs are like wedding gowns ><
so pretty....500 isnt wat i can afford..
i can use tat money and get myself a new handset...
i oredi got one so i guess no changing handset next year ><
my gown is lime green in colour...green isnt my fav and i was shocked myself when i put on the gown....i actually looks orite..
i guess its lime green and not normal green...
i wanted another gown which was blue and im pretty sure it will look good on me but the price @@ its like $700 plus leh...
400 i oredi complain wat more 700 plus..
so today i have spent my few months worth of shopping money and there....im dead meat x.x
i will show u the pics when i actually wear the gown for the first time...
im gonna get a haircut on saturday..hopefully tat wont cost much...
i blame myself for not cutting it back home...cutting here is gonna cost me about 80 min which is equivalent to the cost i do my normal hair but tats just cutting...
back home i get everyting wif 300!!
sad case...this is a year where i spend a lot a lot of money...
first the diagnostic kit, then textbooks, then flight ticket, then gown, then partying, then hair, then everyting!!
im so gonna be killed when i go home in july....
im totally screwed and its all thanx to my itchy hands ><
cant bare to tok further about the gown..my heart aches so bad...
my fren got bf to pay for her so tats orite...
wats 1800 to a bf anywayz....
i dun have a bf so i have to pay tru my bloody nose hahaha....
my frenz are planning to get hook up wif guys that nite..i guess i'll be watching from afar :(
nite nite la...need to mend my broken heart :(
im gonna sober over wat i did today :(