very pissed of wif my bro...

its freaking stupid and im totally pissed off...
my bro is having relationship probs wif his ridiculous gf and the gf's parents ask my parents to go 'chat' wif them in china...
wat rubbish is tat?? they asked both my parents to fly to china just to tok about puppy luv? WTF!! excuse my language but i tink its total bullshit and im pissed off rite now..
im not discriminating my own race but i dun wish to have anyting to do wif china ppl...
althou my bro's a jerk arse..i dun see why he have to pick a mainland gal...
who is she i dun wanna noe..wats her intentions i lagi dun wanna noe...
all i noe is tat my bro is f*****g crazy and out of his mind..
did he drug my parents or wat?? tis is all bullshit and a joke man...
it has nth to do wif me but it has someting to do wif my family and damm is tis freaking biatch destroying tings!!
did she psycho my bro and my parents? bullcrap bullcrap...
my mum didnt tell me anyting cuz she noes tat im gonna yell and yes i am yelling rite now...
its really pissing my arse off and im in a ridiculously bad mood rite now...
if my parents plan to go to her part of the country tis july i'll definately yell in front of them..
are they freaking blur or wat?!?!
my dad would never do such lame tings and if he does..someting is wrong somewhere...
if my bro is getting married to that biatch then fine..i shardup but tis is mearly puppy luv!!
and wat was all tat bullshit about her getting an arranged marriage...bullshit man...
trying to con my family are u biatch!! mainland ppl are a big no no for me but unfortunately i have family there =="
i cant wait to see the drama when i go back....i tink im going insane because of my bro...
seriously..we are noting alike...are we really related???

wahliao im so pissed off rite now tat all i wanna do is freaking sleep...
by the time i wake up someone better make me feel better or they'll get it as well ><

omost forgot...congratulations to wynce and her future hubby...
they are getting married next year january 27...
im invited to their wedding in jb and i dun tink i can make it...so far la...
i really wanna go cuz i wanna see wat use to be a butch wear a wedding gown...
of cuz not oni for tat la..to celebrate their luv and commitment..

today...i touched a pregnant woman's stomache and the feeling was incredible!
never in my 21 years of life have i felt a baby kicking inside someone's body...
when i felt the belly it was just an unforgetable moment man..
no words can describe my feelings at that very moment...
i noe im exagerating a lil but to me its just wonderful...
i could feel the baby's hand and head...
i so wished i had a baby and hope i will get the chance to be pregnant and carry a baby :D
i dun care how hard is it...i will want kids in the future...but if i cant have one then its just fated to be tat way..i cant change nature...we'll just have to wait and c...

crap...my cousin asked me to watch tv cuz they were showing how to make sushi...
guess wat? when i was in kl..i bought so much sushi stuff and errrr i oni made it once! can u imagine how much ingredients is left??
u noe wat got me making sushi? my uncle is a chef, so every twice a week he brings me sushi and wahliao...those are super yummy..
he gets me a big tupperware each time and i owayz cant finish it....
he got me all sorts...he noe i like the baby octopus one so he got me a lot of those, a lot of egg roe, a lot of fresh seaweed, eel, prawn and a few more dunno wat...
i haven even finish he oredi bring over the next bunch...
i had sushi for about 2 months until i beh tahan liao...eat so much a bit sien..
and i luv plain sushi just wif vege and crab meat...i go buy ingredients lor..buy a lot tim...
oni made once...results: excellent...tasted excellent hahaha....self praise hahaha...
i ate so much....deep into lotsa wasabi and jap soy...yummy!!!!!!!
i wanna make sushi when i go back..hahaha..living on sushi diet hahahaa....
fei sei ngo lor....lolx!!