wat has become of us?
apart from uni..everyting hasnt been going well...
relationships are falling apart...many arguments and verbal fights...
ive put a full stop to it and ive made it clear that im a strong person and i will not let anyone look down on me or say that im weak...
i made someone worry sick about me the other nite...
well i didnt do it on purpose and because of that everyting has ended...
i dun see the point of continuing a relationship if my other half does not trust me enough to let me out...like i said a million times, i dun like being controlled especially not by my partner...
so its all come to an end and yes it feels good...
its better then leading someone on and making them not trust u rite?
just the other day someone called me cruel...i forgot y but yeah i am cruel...
i will oni turn into a biatch if one treats me like crap...
and the other nite i really became one and i got so mad that i cant tok to that person anymore...
its not just about reputation...its about my future and its no funny biznes...
ive said it over and over again yet u dun get my point...watever i say is a joke to u and u larf all nite about it....
i dunno wat have become of u and i really dunno u anymore...
i tot i knew u all this while..i tot tat i could read wats on ure mind..i tot tat i could communicate wif u but now i guess im wrong cuz uve totally become someone else...someone i noe little about....
rite...i have booked my flight back to spore...
i was hoping to spend a few days there but i dun wanna bother my aunt and uncle there...
and i dun wanna bother sean bringing me around cuz i noe he wont ><
got a few frenz there but dunno if they are free...
im asking one rite now as i type..kakaka...
i land at 3am and so i have to wait in the airport till 7-8am for my uncle/aunty to come pick me up...dunno if i shd ask them to buy me the bus ticket so tat they could send me str8 to the station or wat? mum asked me to get a connecting flight back but i refused cuz i wanted to try the bus ride...everyone takes the bus to spore/kl how come i have to take a plane?
ok..my fren replied and u noe wat she said? hahaa...
she is gonna take me around spore on a motorbike! wat the heck...
im not a very bikey person eh....i so sked i will fall of the motor hahaha...
she's happy tat i might stop by in spore...
she is the one i saw in the rain concert in KL...SUSHI!! tats her name hahaha....
so...im going back on the 19th of june and returning perth 4th of august...
i get to celebrate my bday wif my family *yeepeeeee*....
but have to return to perth a few days after...tats orite..im satisfied!!
no big parties wif frenz cuz most of them are not around and wont be going back in winter...or summer for uk...
going to china in july to visit grannie...dunno when flying yet....
so tats my update on my winter break...kakaka...
im going back im going back!! not tat excited as going back in december la :P
frenz owe me bak kut teh, fish n co, seafood in klang, tequilla shotz hehehe....cant wait!!
first i have to concentrate on studies first..add oil add oil!!
relationships are falling apart...many arguments and verbal fights...
ive put a full stop to it and ive made it clear that im a strong person and i will not let anyone look down on me or say that im weak...
i made someone worry sick about me the other nite...
well i didnt do it on purpose and because of that everyting has ended...
i dun see the point of continuing a relationship if my other half does not trust me enough to let me out...like i said a million times, i dun like being controlled especially not by my partner...
so its all come to an end and yes it feels good...
its better then leading someone on and making them not trust u rite?
just the other day someone called me cruel...i forgot y but yeah i am cruel...
i will oni turn into a biatch if one treats me like crap...
and the other nite i really became one and i got so mad that i cant tok to that person anymore...
its not just about reputation...its about my future and its no funny biznes...
ive said it over and over again yet u dun get my point...watever i say is a joke to u and u larf all nite about it....
i dunno wat have become of u and i really dunno u anymore...
i tot i knew u all this while..i tot tat i could read wats on ure mind..i tot tat i could communicate wif u but now i guess im wrong cuz uve totally become someone else...someone i noe little about....
rite...i have booked my flight back to spore...
i was hoping to spend a few days there but i dun wanna bother my aunt and uncle there...
and i dun wanna bother sean bringing me around cuz i noe he wont ><
got a few frenz there but dunno if they are free...
im asking one rite now as i type..kakaka...
i land at 3am and so i have to wait in the airport till 7-8am for my uncle/aunty to come pick me up...dunno if i shd ask them to buy me the bus ticket so tat they could send me str8 to the station or wat? mum asked me to get a connecting flight back but i refused cuz i wanted to try the bus ride...everyone takes the bus to spore/kl how come i have to take a plane?
ok..my fren replied and u noe wat she said? hahaa...
she is gonna take me around spore on a motorbike! wat the heck...
im not a very bikey person eh....i so sked i will fall of the motor hahaha...
she's happy tat i might stop by in spore...
she is the one i saw in the rain concert in KL...SUSHI!! tats her name hahaha....
so...im going back on the 19th of june and returning perth 4th of august...
i get to celebrate my bday wif my family *yeepeeeee*....
but have to return to perth a few days after...tats orite..im satisfied!!
no big parties wif frenz cuz most of them are not around and wont be going back in winter...or summer for uk...
going to china in july to visit grannie...dunno when flying yet....
so tats my update on my winter break...kakaka...
im going back im going back!! not tat excited as going back in december la :P
frenz owe me bak kut teh, fish n co, seafood in klang, tequilla shotz hehehe....cant wait!!
first i have to concentrate on studies first..add oil add oil!!
posted by yourz^truly^jezz at 4/01/2007 10:56:00 am
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