piratez 3 *yoho yoho the pirates life for me* i say aiii....

its 12.39am at the moment...just got back from the movies....
again..another thumbs up for pirates of the caribbean 3!!
got to the cinema at carousel by 8.15pm and lined up for a bout 45-50 minutes...were the first few there...
didnt wanna q rite at the back of the line so we went an hour earlier...KIASU!
as u might not oredi noe...cinemas here are very small...and we had the la premiere one...
this time i picked where to sit...rite at the last row just after the la premiere sittings...in the middle somemore...good spots..aiii...
i noe its not gonna be a dissapointment and i noe im gonna get my $9's worth..and i did...AIIII...
if u are a big fan of pirates like myself than pirates of the caribbean 1,2 n 3 is the perfect show for ya....trust me...its good!!
for those who oredi watched pirates 3..did u stay back after the credits??
there was a scene left just for the last bit...
if u stayed back then u would noe wat im toking about..if u didnt stay and quickly ran to the exit..then too bad..u wont noe it from me...
we waited about 10mins for the credits to end and the last scene was hardly even a minute..
but oh well at least i noe there was an extra..
i wonder if there is gonna be pirates 4.. hehhe...
k...here's wat i want...a pirates of the caribbean dvd box set..i wan the whole collection...
ppl..my 21st is coming so if u plan to give me a pressie...this is a good gift idea wahahaha...
*wink wink hint hint*...lolx...dun hesitate ^^

k...i proly need to go to bed now...im actually hungry at the moment i wonder why..i think i ate too fast at dinner just now...i was bz toking about weight lost till i fast fast eat :/
before u start doing anyting...go watch pirates of the caribbean 3-at world's end!!
there's funny bits and some romantic bits....not so much of the romantic part but yea..go watch!!
next show i wanna watch...bridge to Terabithia...very kiddy but i luv fantasy movies...
rm6 wednesdays here i come!! muahahaha....
nop..not watching shrek 3 or oceans 13...never liked them :P
my room lite is gonna go boom soon cuz its blinking blinking non stop :/
one year have to at least change the bulb twice *sien* plus...i really dislike yellow lites...
i wonder y aussie ppl like them so much..wat happen to the bright white lite..or maybe for a change..a baby blue lite bulb??
enough crapping and more sleeping...good nite ya all..muaaaaaaxxxxxx.....

can i cook can i cook?

kay..noe im not suppose to be blogging and all but then my uncle said someting interesting just now while we were having lunch...
as usual when i eat lunch i like to turn on the tv and there was a cooking show on and they were making banana cake...
so....my uncle asked me if i can bake cakes and make kueh...
im like yea sure...i bake when im back home :P
so he was like so wat cake do u noe how to bake..i said well depends on wat u wanna eat lor..
then he say ok..one day u make watever cake u wanna make and let me try...
i was like really?!?!?!!
do u noe how happy i am when he asked me to do just tat? i was like giggling non-stop inside :x
and then he say u bake use microwave or oven..so i say oven lor..i dunno how to bake wif microwave wor :/
the first cake tat came to my mind was steam cheese cake...
but then both my aunty and uncle dun like to eat cheese so dun tink i shd make tat...
then i tot of butter cake..the simplest cake ever to be created...but then my uncle will go wah so fattening and oily =="
then wat? choc cake he dun really like....
i dunno wat he likes...i guess as long as its low in fat and not sweet can de...
so this time when i go back i would have to dig up from my cooking files and modify the ingredients and stuff to suit his tastebuds...
oh YES!!! i dunno if he was joking or wat but if i were to really bake..i would neeed to borrow a cake mixer machine from someone..i doubt they have one here :x
i dun tink they even have a hand mixer =="
ok so enough for my joy today...

heard on the news tat qantas is the worse for international flights...
i tend to agree...i sat qantas once last year...and i dun tink they are good wif their services..
bt one ting i knew from sitting tat flight was tat one shd never never never ever choose to sit at the back of the plane...
its the worse experience i ever had and it sux big time...
but then again..if it wasnt for tat flight i wont be able to fly back for my grandpa's funeral..
but still...i still tink qantas can never be compared to MAS muahaha...to me MAS has great services and im proud to call myself a msian waahahahahahaha....
but then because of such expensive flight tickets i didnt take MAS this time around :P
i HEART japan air...heart heart heart!! i took jap air to usa last time and it was awesome...
took jap air last year too...sweet~~~
SIA not too bad..cheaper than MAS...service so so oni...

tonite maybe going to watch pirates 3 wif me cousin...
she wanted to go for the marathon this sunday but i cant make it cuz monday got exam...
we oredi saw 1 and 2 anywayz so y wan the marathon jek...and besides..we just saw 1 again last week on tv!! wanted to rent 2 but all gone....so too bad..
its either she goes wif me today or she goes on sunday..i wont mind...i can owayz go back kl n c if still got...
anywayz...she is asking me to buy dvds for her when i go back....
i doubt i'd do tat cuz if i buy them means i have to watch them...so nop...i wanna go cinema watch when i go back...wednesday rm6 oni wahahahahaha...i'd be there every wednesday!! lolx..
its not even $3 here...man its even better then getting free tix here...
i luv msian cinemas compared to the ones here...ah the sits here sux...make me back pain nia...
and the popcorn here sux too (mentioned tis dunno how many million times oredi)...
and i luv how we owayz bring in mcD meals hahaha....illegally of cuz..
ah...all the fun back home...cant wait!!
k...back to the bookiez...mwahzzz everyone..

i'll be home in exactly 2 weeks time...countdowning :P

this is me...lolx

You Are 67% Bitchy

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How Bitchy Are You?

Not a Girl, Not Yet a Woman

Inside you've got the passion and ideals of a teenager And your intensity for life is what attracts most of the men you date You also like to party - and quite often you're the life of the party You've brought the best of your younger years with you... at least most of the time.

Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

Popular. Friendly. Fun.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?

You are Slinky Heels!

You're an uptown, well put together woman But you're not too uptight to enjoy a hot club You're always the best dressed chick in the room And you'll only settle for the best in men

What Kind of Shoe Are You?

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals. Your love of the clearance rack has paid off... You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Are You a Shopaholic?

You Are a Lace Bra!

Dreamy, romantic, and ultra-feminine You're a womanly woman who makes guys feel like men Your perfect guy is strong, determined, and handsome With a softer side that only you can draw out

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last day of uni for sem 1, 2007...let the final begin...

today was the last day of uni in semester 1 of 2007...
it was oso the day i had my last presentation for sem 1...
last nite i had to research and made my speech and poster...
managed to finish everyting by 10.30...
practiced my speech and was nervous like crap...
for the first hour deb gave us a taste of how the final theory would be like for anatomy and then the 2nd hour was surface anatomy presentations...tats when i was supose to do my speech..
before tat val played around wif my mobile and decided to take pic...i oni put the few cuz the rest were bad photo skills :s

====audrey and the poster i made last nite====


====val decided to take photoz before i had to present my topic====


===mua and jewlz fooling around===


===me and jerome foolling around===

didnt stay back for physiology presentations...went back after a while then pop by the gym for a swim..very long din swim de...so tired :( on the way back...took a pic in the car as usual...

===me fooling around in the car===

at home i couldnt resist but to sleep...slept on the chair till now...
gonna take din din then study i hope...
final exams starts next saturday...
my schedule for exams are for 2nd(anatomy prac), 4th(physiology), 7th(biochem) and 11th(anatomy theory) of june...
came back checked webCT for my presentation marks..got 8/10...
expected more cuz my seminar did well but got so low marks :(
oh well...now just need to concentrate on the final papers...
its gonna be really bad....
here's a sample question that's worth 10 percent of the final grade:

take a break, look up the ceiling, yawn and stretch your arms up over ure head...now back to the test. what cranial nerves did you use?

tat was one of the questions last year. we were like *jaw drop* wat????????
i cant imagine this time wat our questions would be like *dead*....
i pray...and i hope everyone of u put me in ure prayer lists tooooo...pray that everyting will turn out well...

the journey of final exams has just begun..see ya all at the finish line and good luck to all!!
may God bless us all....*fingerz crossed*....
this is where i stop blogging for a while..will come back in a few days time...

presentation screwed :(

i had physiology exam tis morning..i tink it went well...
ppl said it was the exact same paper as last year and guess wat! i didnt review it so the exam was a newie to me...
oh well...didnt had time to review pass papers anywayz...
had to prepare for presentation as well...so headache!!
our group presentation was at 3.30 so at 12.30 after biochem the group met up and we all started to memorize our parts last minute cuz we werent really prepared for it...
we oni had an hour (so we tot)...so faste la..rush rush..didnt eat lunch cuz tat was the oni hour break we had...
rehersed then at 1.20 went to asian wif mel to get spring rolls for lunch...
i brought lunch (beef pie) but i couldnt eat it...i felt sick eating beef...
im sick of beef and watever is made out of it...the smell makes me wannna puke...
dun ask wat happen to the pie cuz i dun wanna tok about it....
i cant tell my aunt i dun wanna eat beef anymore so plz cook pork or chic next time...
she likes beef so fine...i eat oso la...
she cooks beef quite often now and oh man i feel sick!
beef is not to my liking....*sick*...
back to the topic...after getting the rolls faste eat while running to the lecture hall cuz we tot the presentations start at 1.30 and by the time we got our food its oredi 1.35...
shoit...late late...run run..reach there realise that there isnt anyone there =___="
super doink...called a fren and she said presentations starts at 2.30 *fainted*...
all the rushing for noting...so me and mel found a spot and just sat and practiced our speech lor..
so kancheong man....after the speech got QnA session and damm!!
so many questions directed at my section of the ting and man i cant answer all cuz some not my section of research...damm u Stephan ><><""
got afternoon tea at the common room where jerome and juli decided to play a game of pool...
its either juli is good or she's really lucky wif her shots...jerome is good too...me??
i sux at pool..i need ppl hold me from behind to play hahaha...
i tink the first time i played pool..tze was the one who held me from behind and teach me how to play..cant remember was it tze or someone else but the point is..i sux at pool...anyone care to teach me again???
2nd round of presentations...jerome's group presented as well so i stayed back to gv support...
wanted to leave b4 the last tok but couldnt cuz the lecturers didnt allow...
so the ting finished at 5.30 and it was so dark oredi man....
me n mel walked up to our jazzes hahahahaha...she has a silver one :P
while driving i took a pic wif my mobile..but it didnt turn out rite cuz i turned the nite mode on and it made the sky looked brighter...it was really dark @_@

====i was driving when i took tis pic *oopz* sorry...noe i shdnt do tat====

yeap..so tat is my day..having a screwing headache...feel like puking again :-s

3 korean pretty boys *droolz*

finally i have my connection back..like after 5 days without one?!!?!?!
anywayz better then not having it back at all....
i didnt make my weekend a productive one at all! i wasted my time so much and had relatives over..taking up 1/2 of my sunday...
quite a few ppl said i loss weight...which i dun tink so cuz nop i haven loss any weight at all...

today went to get lunch at asian and i saw 3 really HAWT korean guyz..oh my goodness...
i kept looking at them and i tink one of them realises tat...how paiseh was tat!
yea im obsessed wif korean boys and yes i am more obsessed wif pretty boys...
i dun tink ive seen prettier looking guyz in uni besides those 3...*super drool*
and i found out tat the one guy i sorta have a crush on has someone in his mind :'(
he said he didnt have a gf...but he has someone in mind...someone who is pretty and sweet....
we tok omost everyday and nop...there isnt anyting going on...he's just a fren...
i wanted to be his fren since last year but he seemed so cool and proud..making me think tat he is not very social especially nt wif me...
he never toks to me...he doesnt even says hi...worse still..he didnt noe my name back then...
i dun tink we would be frenz for long...we might be the casual type...hi n bye type..who noes...
its owayz a one way traffic for me...i dunno y!! destined....

anyhooooo...gt bms exam tis wednesday...oso the presentation which i dun tink will go well...
and lastly...my surface anatomy presentation on friday which i haven done...
and next week is my final exam...im not exactly looking forward to my finalz because i tink tat time is going by so fast that i dunno wat im doin...
i just need to study and pay attention to my work...
i oredi froze my gym acc so wont be gyming starting from next week...
if can will just jog around the park or someting :/ so cold i dun tink i even bother...

i tink i have to blog lesser now tat exams are so close by...and i tink i have to make an effort to drive to one of my uncle's house for dinner...
cuz each time he comes over...he'll say 'jee kate..y u never come to my house!!'...
i'll go 'errrrrrrrrrrrr......' and he will go 'come over for dinner one day if not i will tell ure dad'...
hmm...its not tat i dun wanna go over...its not VERY far...just 10 minutes drive on the highway...but the ting is i dunno wat to tok about when im actually there...i can oredi feel the auckwardness...and plus, he likes my brother more then me...
im sure he was hoping my bro was here insteed of me :-/ *sigh*

i have to say one ting....my bestie is so HAWT!! well to me she is :P

i dun tink she will read my blog but if she does hahaha...pal i 'stole' ure pic wahahaha...
this pic really caught my eye i dunno y..its just so seductive and sexy :P~~~~
she's not taken but she has many many many gals lining up for her :P so hands off...
luv ya pal!! big hugggieez and lip smacking smoochiez!!

wah!! i cant connect!! super pissed off!!

ahh!! its like taking away one of my limb!!
i cant use the freaking internet for so many days cuz i tink the house line is corrupted, resulting the unavailability of my internet connection!!
i noe i noe..u might ask wat has the telephone line gotta do wif my connection...
well..im using broadband but not WIRELESS!! so a telephone line still needs to be connected to my modem...
so now tat i tink the line is screwed...it affected my connection...
i tot it was westnet tat is faulty but it wasnt...
i cant freaking connect at all!!
i haven been using the net for a couple of days...
i cant go on msn...i cant chat and i cant do my work!
the internet is so important to me that if i dun have it i would feel helpless!
i am typing tis now and hopefully by monday i would get my connection back :(
tomolo i have to go to uni to use the comps...
i have got 2 presentation next week and one i haven done...
i need to do research on the 'pupil' and without my internet im doomed!! DOOM!!
no choice but to go uni lor...waste my time and petrol ><><
she and her bf..so sweeeeet...extra sugar and spice <3
she tells me quite a few tings making jerome and val tink that she is closer to me..
which i tink its not true...cuz she's frenly and she is close to everyone..
but if its true then im happy...cuz val n jerome oso very close wif each other wert...
but sadly like i said juli might be leaving us :(

did a psychology study today and earned AUD$10 just by doing a survey...
its not a short one bt it was ok...
it was about global warming and i tink its a good study to do...
wif tat AUD$10 i paid for a bank cheque from comm bank cuz i transfered money into me bankwest acc...
freaking electronic transfer cost AUD$28 per transaction...how PETATHIC!!
i had to pay my car insurance tat is y im at the bank...
im super duper broke...my car insurance cost me AUD$1700!! do the math to wat it equals to in RM...
i can get a sony lappie for tat amount of money :(
(yeap...i luv sony laptopz..its so pretty and cool ^^-)

wat else wat else...cant remember ler...
my mind is filled wif so much tings tat i cant extract them and put them in words...
anywayz..im just hoping that i can go on9 ASAP...
*fingerz crossed*...
to all me frenz...sorri for not being on9...
cant do much about tat...even if im on9 i wont chat tat much either cuz finalz are coming and i get really bz and stressed :P
till then..take care ya all..and KL wait for me...i will be back pretty soon muahahaha!!
mid year sale mid year sale!! woohooooooo!! new cars new cars!! DOUBLE woohooo hahahaha...
new ipod new ipod weeeheee!! hahaha..my siaoness is shown here...LOL LOL!!cya all soon..

wif all me luv...muaaaaxxx!!!

just one word...

The wind that brushes through you,
Brushes trough me…
The sunlight that shines on you,
Shines on me…
You and I, in the same world,
Live in a different world,
I miss you so much my heart hurts,
Without you I am pathetic,
The yearning I feel after waking up,
Is like a flood after the rain,
I’m searching for you crazily,
Just one word, ‘I love you’,
Just one word, ‘come back’,
The tears flow before I can speak,
The words filled up in my heart,
I failed to catch you before I can say one word…
The love that’s bursting
There’s no place to hide it anymore,
Farewell is lazy, sending you away from me,
Because it’s always delayed until tomorrow,
Although my clock stops,
And you’re drifting farther away, I still wait...
The one thing that hurts more than being unable to say that one word,
Is the fact I never got to hear what I wanted from you,
Just one word telling me you loved me,
Just one word saying you were happy,
Regret and my lingering attachment is still here,
How could I forget you, even if you forget me?

vacumming is NO fun at all!!

suppose to wake up at 7 this morning but slept in since i slept late last nite and i haven had enough sleep for the past week..
ended up waking up around 9am...insteed of brushing up and get muh clothes for washing i went on9...*yawn*...not many on9 obviously cuz it was still early..those on9 were either working or didnt off their compz...
rave called and i answered wif my grumpy morning voice...didnt expect tat call :/
it was an apology call and i accept...things will change a bit...wont be like b4 anymore...
had toasts and milk for breakie...watched a lil cartoon, wanted to wash clothes but it was so cloudy...came upstairs then sun shinning so brightly into my room...decided to take a chance and wash my clothes muahahaha...lucky didnt rain or i'd be pissed off...
suppose to go swimming but couldnt be bothered as the cartoons were just so cute and farny...
after lunch wanted to go swimming then uncle decided to vacumm the top floor...
i said i'd do it since he was so old oredi and vacumming isnt good for his back...
i vacummed my room and damm my back was about to break...
then i told him i'd vacumm the tv area and 2 of my cousin's rooms...
wahliao...NO FUN at all i tell u....it was freaking hot and freaking tirying!!
was actually toking to how ee at that time but had to vacumm so conv cut short...
tat sui poh ah..forgot my bday!! *grrrrrrr*....
somemore can say all the while she tot it was july 26th!! *big bear slap*...JULY 29!!!!!!!!!!
dun tink she'd be going back to kl so wont be celebrating wif her :(
not many frenz are still back home...well there's kim, brian, naz and his gang, kelv who stays super close to me and a few other college frenz...
*sigh*...tinking about my bday oso make me sad...sobz sobz...
but when i go back tis winter...kelv is gonna play catch wif me ^^- LOL...
i still owe pit n mel money...do u noe tat i hate owing ppl money especially when i was a loan shark b4?? wahahahaha....i never owe anyone money but many ppl owe me money but i cant be bothered getting it back since it happened ages ago during high school :x
got distracted by my cousin....forgot wat i wanna say AGAIN! my short term memory is horrible la....i cant remember things tat i need to...*bahhhh*....
tomolo is mothers day ppl....dun forget to wish ure mummy and aunties and grannies...i oni get to wish my mum and my ah yee and the aunt im staying wif...cant wish my grannie since she's no longer around :(
buy ure mum flowers, chocz, treat her to a relaxing day spa, massage, cook her 3 meals, do everyting for her tomolo...
mum...i'll be back soon so tats my gift to u :P im sure she'd agree to it :P
boyz..dun go plucking flowers from other ppl's lawn!!! buy them u stingy crapz....its very cheap!!

watching u sleep like an angel...

====tis is wat i do when my back is getting burnt *ouch*====


====man i look like a weirdo wearing val'z glasses..jerome! give me back mine!! its very very rare that we have juli in a pic ok...so thank goodness for this...my hp not bad bah, all the pics turn out good :P====


====just another random shot showing how bored we were lolx====


====as usual...i'd like to end my day wif a big wide smile on my face and a whole lotta fat on my face *smile and dun never be upset*====

yesterday's anatomy quiz was unexpected...
deb asked us to bring any textbook for referencing...we saw the answer sheet and it was just 2 blank spots for answers...so we tot hmm, she's gonna ask us to draw someting out...
we guessed wrongly..she wanted us to write out 2 mcq questions wif 5 answers, 1 being the rite and 4 being the wrong ones...
sounds ez enough...but its NOT...she wanted to make us do her job setting up quizes and questions for finalz..she wanted us to noe tat setting up questions are never an ez task to do..
we had half an hour to write out those questions...it cant be too ez and it cant be too hard either...
i flipped tru the anatomy book and i didnt noe wat to ask..let alone wat answers am i gonna give!!
it was really hard seriously...i feel for those lecturers..especially those who are setting the mcq part of the exams...its the hardest! at least long and short answers it ez...the answers are rite there...u dun have to make up wrong answers...
came back wif another nasty headache..i tink im getting migrainz...ate dinner, tot i would watch tv since i just had a nasty week...
watched for a while then ended up falling asleep...must be the panadol..
got up from the sit and str8 to the bed...zZzZzZzzzzz...
slept rite tru till 5.30 tis morning..head down to the gym for a bit since i sooo long never go liao..
too much lactic acid build up ><
suppose to grab pizza after uni wif the galz but juli went home cuz she was sick and val couldnt find the coupon it..so ended up at chicky treat...
melisa tagged along....chicky treat sux big time..red rooster is 10X better trust me....
but eh..i still luv subwayz subz...YUMMY...
after tat suppose to meet up wif pit and melody at GC but didnt cuz mel had someting on last minute...went str8 home...althou i wanted to go GC since i haven been there since last mth lolx...
since i spent too much oredi i might as well go home...i still haven pay them both as i still haven met up wif them...
just for updates...mel and pit are both going back to kl tis winter tooo...so all 3 of us will party hard!!!muahahahahaha.....

===went off for dinner and now i dunno wat i wanted to type ><====

i am still quite upset cuz not every single problem is handled well...
there are a few tings tat i need to change and a few ppl i need to tok to...
i cant change who i am rite now cuz i dun noe where i did wrong....
i tot that there's gonna be a chance tat everyting would be resolved but till today, till now, till tis very second...everyting is still unchanged...
each time i see u i tell myself tat everyting will be orite today...but it didnt...and im starting to feel fustrated wif myself and wif u...
i noe u feel the same way too cuz ure an easily fustrated person when it comes to me...
i get u...i noe how it is for u to come up to me and say ure sorri....
i will let tings be the way it is and i wont change anyting...let God show u the way...
let Him lead u to the rite path and a better life...
im sorri if i was the reason u changed...it wasnt my intention at all...goodbye....

oh so now its my fault?

had a bms test today..pretty sucky and im having a massive headache rite now..
in uni i got hugged by luke which was supper funny...
i told him jewlz is sick and ask him to give her a hug then he gave me one insteed..im like wat the..get off me hahaha...
hug so tite somemore....then he say oopz...jewlz needed one rite?then he hugged her and broke her glasses hahaha...the lenz popped out and the screw fell...thanx luke...
hillariouz idiot he is...gave him half a karipap and he dropped it...grrr...made him eat it anywayz hahaha...
bought a trench coat just now ^^ very happy...
unlike other trench coats this one is cotton and nt those waterproof types...
expensive but i luv trench coats so much i had to buy it :P
bought 2 baking spatulaz for mum and 2 photo albumz...

came back home wif the headache...last ting i wanna read is R's blog...
how sad!! so is it my fault now for making u walk away?
i was the one who told u the problem and u were the one insulting me...
how did i accuse u? i didnt..cuz u did insult me (and my family)...
ure making it sound like i made u feel like the most misserable person in the whole wide world...
i may be very small gas but then again...i oredi said ive learnt to forgive and forget...
well i did the forgiving bit but not quite the forgetting bit...still working on tat...
but now i guess i dun need to do anyting anymore as u have walked away from me...
i am sorry if i made u cry but then u never said sorry whenever u made me cry...
i really dun see how everyting is my fault...
i didnt not speak to u...im very bz wif quizes and my finalz are in 3 weeks time...
and its usually u who approach me...u didnt msg me so i guess u tink u were rite and i was still the one to be blamed...
watever la..i cant be so stressed wif my exams and be mad at u at the same time...

'im a happy-go-lucky gal'...credits go to amos for saying tat :P
i am i am....but the way u see it..im a trouble maker...
at least someone appreciates me more then u do....maybe he was just trying to make me feel better hahahaha *cheeky grinz*...
tomolo got another quiz...but tis time its open book...
THANKIU deb...we have been so stressed out for the 2 quizes so she gave us an open book one tis time...
next week back to usual lor..powerpoint quiz...*sigh*...

u shd give me 20 good reasons y i shd let u go...

[Verse 1:]
I stopped by to see you
just the other day
And I wanna say
That I finally realized
the words I love you don't mean a thing

It's so hard for me to see
Because you meant everything to me
But I guess I gotta move on
Even though it hurts I gotta be strong

[Hook:]
If you don't wanna love me, don't love me
Don't wanna touch me, don't touch me
Cause I don't want you
To do anything, that you don't want to do

And if you don't wanna miss me, don't miss me
Don't wanna kiss me, don't kiss me
Cause I don't want you to do anything
That you don't wanna do no

[Verse 2:]
Who would've known that on
The nights that you were working late
All alone I'd lay awake in our bed
Someone else was puttin food on your plate

I refuse to believe
that you never ever loved me
I've gotta move on,
our love is gone
And this house is not a home

[Hook:]
If you don't wanna love me, don't love me
Don't wanna touch me, don't touch me
Cause I don't want you
To do anything, that you don't want to do

And if you don't wanna miss me, don't miss me
Don't wanna kiss me, don't kiss me
Cause I don't want you to do anything
That you don't wanna do no

[Bridge:]
You can be lonely
I don't really care
But didn't have to make me think
That you would be right here
You said that you would be there
So if you don't

[Hook:]
If you don't wanna love me, don't love me
Don't wanna touch me, don't touch me
Cause I don't want you
To do anything, that you don't wanna do

And if you don't wanna miss me, don't miss me
Don't wanna kiss me, don't kiss me
Cause I don't want you to do anything
That you don't wanna do

bahhhhh......

i noe im fat but the way my cousin says it as if im a fat pig...
she didnt say i was one...she meant tat i was one...here's how it went..
i went to kmart just now planning to get a yoga mat....
didnt find any left so nvm..go look at clothes...
then i spotted a few sports tops and a sports pants..those 3/4 kind one la..
it was a size 10...went and try ok la...can fit nicely so buy lor...it was $3.50...very good buy cuz it was $20 b4...
and tat was the last size 10 and the rest were 16 - 20...HUGE...
came back and told my cousin then she was like wat size? so i say 10 la..
then she looked down then up and say 10???
i was like wat the??? all my clothes are either 12 or 10...
so wats wrong wif tat? i noe im not a size 8 unfortunately but wats wrong wif 10??
10-12 is equivalent to L and sometimes XL i tink...no idea...
and she was like ' i where 10'...'now u make me feel like a fat pig'...
so she is calling me a fat pig cuz i fit size 10 and she does too...
wat the hell...its so idiotic how someone is calling me fat not str8 to my face but in an indirect way...
yea yea im fat...i get tat a lot...
my cousin isnt slim..she isnt fat as well...
i dun say anyting about her dressing...if i were to tell her off about her dressing i tink im gonna be more hurtful then her calling me a fat pig...
anywayz....i dun care wat other ppl say...
i have confidence in the way i look and i noe myself tat im not in a good shape so i noe i have to slim down if not ppl's gonna tok more and my health wont be as good..
i cant shut ppl's mouths up so im just gonna make them shut it themselves..
im working on getting my spare tyres off but it takes time and i dun have much time...
as long as im healthy im fine....so to all of u that tinks tat im big..u haven seen BIGGER...

someone had to remind me again!!

again someone had to tell me that i have to learn and forgive ppl if they have done someone wrong...
its not like i dun forgive ppl if they did someting to make me feel uncomfortable wif them..
i told a fren wat had happened and he told me to forget about it...
its a guy asking me to forgive and forget..how embarassing is tat??
he told me that if i dun do tat then i'll end up hurting myself too....but then i oredi ended up tat way...so wat now?
tell me how to forgive someone who doesnt even wanna admit that they were wrong...
insteed of saying sorry they even tried to argue that they were rite!!
i rather u say sorri and then try to tok ure way out of it but insteed u argued~!
wat the heck...as if im not oredi pissed and mad enough...
anywayz...im gonna reason tings out....from now on i wont open my mouth about anyting other then studies and life wif ppl...
prevention ppl....i dun wanna get hurt again by the same person over and over again..cant u see tat?? it happened so many times oredi..i shd be immune to tat but im not....

so thanks to J im a slightly better than b4...im stronger than i am...
i am pliable yet tough....*gigglez wickedly*
i can take hardships but try not to break my heart :) its way to fragile for u to handle its aftercare :P
good luck for ure finalz and i'll see u soon....huggiez...

grrr.....dun like uwa anymore ><

yesterday went to uwa for anotomy..
wanted to take a bus there but since its gonna take agez for us to reach there so i tot i'd drive..and i did....
val n jerome lead the way of cuz...so i follow wat they said la..
i didnt even noe my way around...parked the car...
got in...came out not even 1/2 hour i got a parking FINE!!! oh my goodness...
how was i suppose to noe tat i needed to pay for a ticket??
i tot i could use my uni permit...and no one told me i had to pay...
val and jerome got caught up by seeing victor there so i guess they forgot??
the freaking fine cost me aud$45..
i dunno if i shd pay cuz everyone told me not to...
but i asked adrian and he said i shd pay ><>

=====ori coke,coke zero and diet coke :P=======

gotta go study now...gotta study biochem, physio, and anatomy ><
got so mad wif my presentation..i oni got 6.5 for it and im not satisfied cuz i knew i did better than tat...i got marks cut off for going overtime and my summary page was 2 pages insteed of just one ><..
pissed off pissed off...yesterday was soooo not my day damm it...
peace off!!

the pics tat took me ages to upload...

firstly....the pics of denise n bernard's registry wedding....
i dun have all the pics..tis is all i have unfortunately..
if i was holding the cam then i would have more that wat i have :P

secondly...pics of melody, pit yin and myself...
let the journey begin..hahaha....

one presentation down...2 more to go..

do u noe how nervous i am when it comes to presentations?VERY...
today is my turn for the CHI280 seminar presentation and my topic is on sunburn...
i rehearsed so many times last nite and then i realised someting...
i have too much to tok on but i oni have max 5 minutes...
shoit...i had 10 minutes worth so i have to cramp everyting into 5..
cut here cut there...remove tis remove that...
so insteed of 25 slides i had oni 19...which was not too bad..
practise again and again..not too bad..a lil bit over the 5 minute point but tats orite...
got to uni...was pouring cats and dogs so waited in the car...
gt time to practise one more round b4 the actual ting...
printed my summary page...got to the lecture hall early...sat and just prayed tat my speech would go well...
first hour of lecture finish so on to presentations...
i was so nervous tat i couldnt even insert the usb properly hahaha...
i was 2nd on the list after brooke tat spoke on breast cancer...
boom boom boom..my heart was pounding like mad...
got up there...stared up and wahlah...all the ppl..
and one ting i didnt like about tat lecture hall was tat it was sooooooooo hill like so i had to look up to the class..
heart beat beat beat damm fast...so i started toking...
for all i noe..i was orite..i wasnt nervous after a few seconds...
but i was a lil worried cuz i didnt look at my lecturer for the time..
i just looked at the class and forgotten about the time...
had some larfs from the class..tat was good...
q and a time...answered the questions fired at me but wasnt tat good of an answer..hehe..
many ppl said i did good...hopefully its good enough for deb, my lecturer...
my fren said tat deb didnt wave the 4 minute point to me...so i tink i did ok on the time...
so...i finished my one presentation amongst the 3...2 more left...
im really glad tats over...one ting i need to worry less about now..hehe..
next week got 3 exams....*faints*...
going to UWA tomolo..most prob drive there :( :/
gotta run now....got someting important i need to do..
need to call someone and tell them about my day hehehehe...
gonna drown tat person about that hahaha...
im still nt happy about someting but we'll see how long tat can last...
i'd probably give in early kua..who noes...be strong jezz hehehe...
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