wat is the problem!

its either i tink too much or my cousin A(d one im living wif) isnt to keen on me...
each time her sisters or someone else ask me to do someting for them, she will step in and make it look as if she noes more than i do...yea i may be just 21 but there are sometings i tink i noe better then she does...
like just now...my other cousin B came over to ask me buy some medication tingy frm the pharmacies back home...
apparently they dun sell it in spore..they do sell it here but its soooo expensive if bought here..
so ok...spore dun have so she asked me to help her get from kl...cousin A quickly rush up and repeated her self "are u sure spore dun have" like a few times...
im like tinking...spore dun have everyting u noe...
and besides..buying from kl would be even cheaper then getting it in spore even if they sell those...
and each time i say someting about msia she has someting to say about aus or spore...
maybe my mind is quite stressed out tats y i start to tink about such tings...

i need someone..anyone...to grab me and tok to me about my problems...
i told tze some issues i was having wif mel...she's rite, we've been frenz for a few years oredi and she noes mel too so i can tell her my problems...
at least she doesnt look down on me like certain ppl..
i really dunno how she is one of my close frenz now when she was like my worse nightmare when i was wif rave lolx..
this time im going back for 2 whole mths...and hopefully i will see more of tze...
i was so bad the last time..i called her out just one day before i was coming back to perth...
i felt really really bad...her 21st is coming and i hope she celebrates it..she plans to do a dinner party just like wat i planned for mine...
if she celebrates her 21st and invites me for it...i will go without rejecting cuz ive turned her down so many times oredi...bad bad girl..
but then again..i tink she would celebrate it in a club or a pub or watever...
i oredi bought her pressies and hopefully it will make it back to kl...*cross my fingerz*
luv ya tze aka dehvyn aka colt aka dear....

noting much on my other frenz'z blog...still same old tings...
i read amos's blog just now and it was hillarious...he planned out his life...
he made 2 options...and both were like planned out until the age of 70 and above...
i planned out my life too...but not till tat old @_@
i will show u my life plan next time...hehe...
till then...bye bye

*3 days n 2 nitez more to go*