happy 50th burfday malaysia..

my country, my home...it is celebrating its 50th year of independance ^_^
it's oso visit malaysia year 2007 :P which gives me more reasons to go back twice tis time around hahaha....i MISS home :(
well all my frenz back home are out having a great time partying like hell im here...blogging about my boring life...
i could make it not boring by partying as well...i could just go for the merdeka dinner by myself and end up looking like a fool or i could have just gone alone and make new frenz there...
but nop...im not tat brave and so im stuck at home...
there's even the msian ball coming up..which i definately wont go cuz im date-less...

today, the de chiroz got pub-crawl and again i didnt go...
i could if i wanted to cuz audrey and the gang is going but then again...i dun wan to be the odd one out..im not part of their gang...
my 3 galfrenz are just angels...they dun drink and they dun do clubbing...
very very left out seriously...sometimes i feel like im the biggest 'looser' in my course...
i really wonder..is my uni life gonna be tis boring for the next 3 years??
will me coming to auz just meant for studies?
jewlz say tat uni life is the best ever even if ure having the most deadful time ever...shd i say 'ya' or 'nah'....i oso dunno...its times where i tink im having a great time but then minus the parties and booze i tink im lifeless...

===audrey and ures truly fooling around in the reserve!===

went for lunch near canning highway wif val @ KFC...she hasnt had kfc since forever!! so i drove and we had our kfc...bad bad service...stupid service actually...
if u wan 2 breast meat u have to pay extra...and u can oni get one breast and a wing and not a drumstick or a thigh part....STUPID!! wat kinda service is tat?? and u dun get a box of chips..u get oni a PORTION..oh man i was so irritated by tat asian gal behind the counter...

never had tis experience before...is she new or is she just blur!?

===worse worse service ever!!===

val wasnt in a very happy mood today cuz she had been quarelling wif her parents lately..
she told me everyting and i felt really sorri for her and pity as well..
i am so lucky i dun have such problems wif my family..just the usual brother tingy =___="
being in val's shoes rite now isnt the best ting ever...its the worse actually...
having so much pressure and stress put onto her is just NUTS...i feel for her seriously...
val babe...i hope ure time in uni wif us would be a happy one and hope u could get ure mind off family stuff once in a while...every family has their own probs and sometimes we just have to get used to it...if there's ever a need for a fren or shoulder im here...i really hope u would feel better soon....dun stress ureself so much...

===val, hope ure happy owayz^^===

i saw my aunty when i came back just now...she look so pale...
she wanted to cook but then i say i cook la..it was just frying the vege and heat up the other stuff...she boiled rice earlier and cut the vege so i told her i'd do the cooking while she sit and rest...she has a lil pain on her chest...can see tat she's very uncomfortable..
when i wanted to cook oh gosh..my uncle!! i really really didnt feel comfortable at all!! i have my own ways of cooking and i didnt like it when ppl is around me telling me wat to do.....first he say its good tat i would cook the vege while he sits and wait for dinner...then later he say why no sauce to the vege =___="
im having one week of study break and im guessing i'd do the cookings?
hope my uncle doesn complain about it?? i tink i'll have to add lotsa water to my cooking cuz my uncle is a sauce-luving person hahaha...

love someone but afraid to let them noe?
love someone but afraid of rejections?
love someone who is oredi wif someone else?

there are more quotes to tat...they are all from the movie 'love actually'...
it has been shown on aussie tv for dunno how many times oredi...
ive seen oni bits of it cuz i find it so irritating when they keep jumping to other couples and not concentrating on one...gets me confused sometimes..
but in the end..every one's happy and lives happily ever after haha...typical romantic film :/