how can i be calm?

i tot there was going to be a turning point in our relationship...
i tot that wateva we did just recently was wat we wanted..
but it turned out to be a single handed relationship...
i am heart broken from the tings ive seen and heard...
call me stupid call me blind..
but dun tell me wat we have done is pointless..
i did my best to make u happy, made u please...
but u dun seem to be satisfied?
dun tell me tings that make my heart beat and...
then turn around and walk away...
u left with a goodbye and took my heart away...
tell me now how can i move on?
i gave u time when u needed time..
i gave u space when u said u couldnt breathe...
now u just walk out of my life and stop tinking about me?

im a lil upset after an incident just now..i didnt imagine it to happen cuz i tot everyting went well...i cannot help but to tink wats going on inside ure head...
am i not important to u anymore? wat happen to watever u told me? wat happened to those promises we made to each other?
has everyting been wiped away from ure mind? y of all time u do it to me now?
i just came back to oz and there u are ruining my happy moments wif u...
ive got so much to tink about and now adding one more isnt helping tat much...
u said u would support me but how can u leave me now....
its oredi hard enough that u are not by my side!!