i'll be missing u...

u noe how when u get really close wif someone and then they had to leave and u wont see them for quite some time after tat?
i am in that situation now and i am feeling sad cuz the next time i'll see R would be 2-3 years from now...like i said in the previous post, she's returning to ireland tomolo and God noes when we will end up chatting again..
we both have 2 totally diff lives so its pretty hard to communicate at times...
i tried not getting too attached wif ppl cuz i noe i'll end up in tears but i can seriously tell u tat i cant control my feelings...these ppl are my frenz, close frenz...
its not just normal frenz where u say hi one day and the next hi ure gonna get is 10 years from now...
i wont say i know then from head to toe but i would definitely call them MY FRENZ...

i tink i am very 'cheong hei' lor..i like to repeat and repeat and repeat but i hate it when ppl repeat wat they say :P
i am very irritating and annoying too! im glad i have ppl to tolerate my stinking attitude :P
since i luv to repeat wat i say, i might as well say it again haha...

"to my dearest fren R, i wish u had a great summer holiday back in kl. althou we didnt spend much time hanging out together, at least we did and i hope u enjoyed my company cuz i absolutely enjoyed ures :D will be catching up wif u when u are back in ireland. take care and dun miss me ya..cuz im gonna miss u hahahaha..."

there..ive repeated wat ive said last nite hehehehe...i had a great time chatting wif frenz just now...i shd be reading up on anatomy cuz got test tomolo but i cant be bothered...
R sent me a few pix of her party wif G and her other frenz...i dunno y G had to set up a formal theme for the nite :P they had a wonderful candlelite dinner the 2 of them ahahahahaha....
i wanna go there one day..its called 'de magical theater restaurant'...
the name itself sounds so magical and interesting...its listed on my to-go-to list of places so hopefully i will go one day....but is tat like a fine dining place or wat? must find out...but i tink watever i wear is ok for any restaurant rite rite? hahahaha....any comments about my dressing? im open for opinions...bad ones good ones i dun mind...just tell me str8 to my face...
too much cleavage? too low cut? top too short? pants too big? anyting ... hahaha..just tell me :P
i owayz tink i dress orite...i dress for the occasion so if someone doesnt like the way i mix and match my clothes pls tell me! but pls dun ask me to follow the styles cuz im not a fashionita who chases after the laters trends and wat not....but plz dun ask me to change bell bottoms to bootcut jeans....my legs oni wan bellbottoms :P the bigger the better :D
orite..enuf crap writing for now...
im suppose to dedicate tis entry to R not me..hahaha...sorri :D

will be missing u owayz R....take care!! hugz n kisses...

ps: wat happened to hugz and kisses?? it just vanished all of a sudden geh? well its back and im giving hugs and kisses again lolx....whether u like it onot im giving hahaha :P

psps: tonite actually got the 'blood moon eclipse' tingy but i cant see it from here cuz its very cloudy and all :( was looking forward to it..even put alarm to remind me about it but unfortunately i didnt get to see it....oh well..at least i saw the 2 rainbows again...(just so u noe..its not 2 rainbows, its actually just one..the other is the reflection of it cuz the colours are the other way around..like a mirror image tingy)....