never understood the meaning..

i had a dream about a guy fren the other day..
it was sweet at the beginning but frightening at the end...it was more of a shock to me....
we were never close in school...and we are still not close now..
i keep getting rejections from him but in my dream he accepted me...
when i say rejections i didnt mean as in relationship rejections k....
he didnt say he luved me but he treated me so much like a gf...i was very happy cuz he accepted everyting about me...
he told me stuff tat are so nice i couldnt stay away...
he brought me to his house, meet his parents and all..
then suddenly one day..*bang*..disaster striked..
i tink its best not said wat happened after tat...it wasnt any accident...it was just shocking to me...
all of a sudden he wasnt who he was suppose to be....i got so shocked and then i woke up....
weird dream...but after tat dream...i wanted to see him...
a few times oredi i asked him to come out for a chat and a drink but he kept rejecting me...
he even said it wasnt his intentions for all the rejections...he had his reasons and so i forgave him...i dunno where all this is going..
there are too many ppl in my life who needs my attention at the moment..
i cant be there physically for all but i try to, mentally...