stressfull headaches....

2 weeks down....
can u imagine wats going tru my head rite now? the number of weeks to go before sem1 ends...
stupid head tinking about tat dunno for wat...
wat im worried about is the exams...the tings we learn this whole year is like crucial and its wat i really need for my career...
we have learnt about 15 adjustments till date and there are like 100++ more to go....imagine tat...
and tats just adjustments...wat about differential diagnosis during a routine check up?
a million? prolly....so since when did learning to be a chiropractor easy?
im gonna say its harder than studying med! we learn 80% wat the meds students are learning and we oni leave out the surgery bit...
how hard is it to study med? im not critisizing it....i am in a medical health profession as well..
its just tat ppl studying med tink that they are better than us...
i have quite a few frenz studying med and they ask me...why on earth take chiro? wat happen to doing med? well..i have no regret in choosing wat i did...its fun...no doubt that there is a whole load of stress and work..its all going to be worth it..
speaking of which....adjustments are NOT easy to set up....some are so HARD!!
i am about to cry cuz its just so hard to set up a technique....its just mind-bobling!

ive just learnt someting today....marks doesnt matter at all...
its the quality of ure diagnosis and ure treatment...
who would ever wanna noe wat u got for anatomy in the future? who would wanna noe wat u score for biomechanicz unit?
which is oso true....but we asians...we do care about marks and every single mark counts...
we want quality and quantity as well LOL...
if learning adjustments arent hard enuf..we have to KNOW (not memorize) all the muscles, its innervation, its blood supply, etc etc at the back of our heads...how am i gonna do tat?
memorizing isnt all tat easy actually...

enuf about me going and going on about my course...its just tough and i need to get tru tis...
50 thrusts a day, 5 murdoch 8 physical exams, 5 history taking, 5 cranial nerve exams, 5 neurological exams, 5 spines a day, 5 set ups a day, the number of 5s will keep on coming...tats wat we need to do since the first day of uni....
scary? tats not all...we have more up our sleeves...like i said...lifelezz..but when you tink about the end product..it all seems to look so sweet and rewarding...

tomolo, going to roslie park (next to kings park)...julz and i volunteered ourselves to be at the rugby games to help out...observe, do soft tissue work, history taking and everyting tats essential to us on a rugby field...
big sweaty bodies *eew*??? 12.30 till 5pm or later....gonna be a way way way tirying day for us...its all gonna be so worth the hours....

oh and guess wat....ive spent AUD$16,000 since i came back...the breakdown...
1. AUD$10,000 for tuition fees
2. AUD$2,000 for rent/food
3.AUD$370 for health insurance
4.AUD$2,000 for car insurance
5.AUD$1,000 for uni books
6.AUD$145 for a 500gb external hard drive
7.AUD$xxxxx remain for food and other junk tat are essential to my stay here...

so i am broke..totally! stupid bank wont let me apply for a debit master card...annoyed! TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!

oritey...gonna go and relax..sit in front of the television and have a good nite sleep...
been sleep walking the past few nites....thrust me...i remember it all very clear hahaha!!

some of the pix of my 2007-08 summer return...

there are days where i dun bring my camera out and there are oso days where pictures are just ugly....so here are those tat can be seen wif the naked eyes lolx...
the other pix remaining in the files of my documents will remain there and for me to see and larf about only...
these pictures look alike so dun fall asleep k...
and oso...if u see someone more than prolly 100 times...it means i spent lotsa time wif them..
but really, everyone gets an equal share of me hahaha....
not everyone i went out wif took pictures...so oni 'these bunch' of ppl i luv taking photoz wif...
camwhore queen and her victims....

oh my....im time and sleep deprived!! HELP!!

yet again..i have no time at all to even BLOG...upsetting really...
the last week being in kl before leaving to return here in perth was hectic...bz-ier than a flight of beez trying to make honey for the winter times hahaha...
well, im well known for writing brilliant summaries arent i? hehehe...so here goes...

my relatives from singapore were due to come to kl for reunion dinner on the 30th nite of the 12th mth on the chinese calender of 2007...
my mum took a day off so tat we could go to the market, do last minute cleaning and to prepare the process of cooking the reunion dinner...
now a days, ppl hardly ever cook for reunions...they go out for dinner as it really does save all the trouble...and i really mean SAVE.....u wouldnt wanna be in my kitchen on the nite of a reunion..
the market was insane! ppl were like ants...vege, meat, fish were like tripled the price..
now i noe y other races in msia complaint about us chinese...cuz oni cny everyting starts to shoot up....boy oh boy do i agree wif that understatement...
no worries for fish since my mum gets her fish freshly from sabah with a crazily insane price but then again..the fish is top quality and its specially flown in....and my dad wont eat other fishes but those :/
and my mum even bought a damm bloody big freezer just to store her seafood @@"
after praying (which took me more than an hour) we went over to my uncle's place to pay respect to my late grandparents...sad how both of them are not here to celebrate cny wif us yet another yet :'(
while mum does her last minute cleaning of the house, i decorate my pussy willow tree...
and let me tell u...i spent a whole 4 hours decorating it and went tru rain to get some of the stuffz....well at least im proud of my work :P
my aunt came over to help after cleaning her place and so us 3 were in the kitchen all day long just preparing for the dinner...
it was HARD work and it really does involve blood and sweat....
relatives from spore arrived, went wif dad to pick them up....pretty stupid how my uncle drives slower than a turtle :P
anywayz, as per the last 2 years, my aunt has been buying 'yee sang' from equatorial hotel, kl oni without the vege and the abalone and jelly fish...we provided everyting..
we had to grade and squeeze those carrots, lobak, ginger, and all those other crap they have in a yee sang...
it was HARD WORK must i repeat again...
frying prawns was the most PAINFUL job in the kitchen...and yea i had to do it cuz ive done it everytime hahaha...
so when everyting is ready, we started to 'lou sang' and boy was it a messy procedure....next up..dinner time!! i tink it was because i was in the kitchen for so long staring at all the food stuff that i din really have a big stomache then...i ate but not a lot...
the cleaning process...well, lets just say i DO NOT get involved...
ive done the cooking and so....i'll leave the washing aside...not my type of job :P

1st day of chinese new year...ANG PAU and NEW CLOTHES :P
since my parents and i waited till 12am to pray to the 'sky God', we wished each other and hugs and kisses and all tat kinda stuff, we slept really late...cant recall wat time really..
so on the next morning, i woke up at 10.30am? my parents and relatives woke up early...prolly 8 or someting...
mum came into the room..then came dad....
wif my grumpy attitude i greeted them and wished them happy cny again...
so wakey wakey...i washed up, got dressed and zoom downstairs....
first tings first....my dad gave me ang pau and it was a heavy one hahahaha...
unfortunately, there wasnt a tea ceremony cuz of the bz schedule and all...
2008, the rat year..which is oso my dad's year...so ive got surprises for him muahahaha...
i wrapped up 3 gifts the nite b4 and gave it to him saying its from mum, my bro, and myself...
mum bought him a statue of a rat which greets u happy cny when u give a lil hit on it...
i bought 2 tshirts for him wif rat cartoons on it...i even made him wear it hahaha and he did....SO CUTE hahahaha...
collect all the ang paus.....a few ppl came (including the malays ==")
everyting was good after all this...the usuals (wow...im actually SUMMARIZING a few days into just one sentence hahahaha)....
relatives went shopping, while i am fully occupied...
other than eating at home for the first few days, we have been eating out since saturday till the next friday....all invited for dinner and lou sang...and oso my so called farewell wif the oldies haha....
spent quality time wif how ee and my son...din go frenz house for pai nin cuz too bz...
all the dinner were great except for one in 'overseas restaurant' which was sooo bad...i tink my bro can cook better than they do *pukes*...
service down the drain...food down the garbage....price rocket high..rm1200!!
and yeap..i had my whole abalone and sharkfin's soup at one of the dinner...
oso got invited to an open house which was nice...total number of 'lou sang'? SIX!!! total amount of yee sang i eat?? 1% of each 'lou' hahahaha....yuckz i hate yee sang :P luv to 'lou' but not eating it......kekekeke....

vday was good as well...got flowers from 'u noe who' and how ee too....
luv roses but think tat sometimes its nuts to receive roses on vday..but still...keep those roses and gifts coming..i luv them :)

i miss everyting back home...even while i was in spore...i had to control my tears from falling...
even now...i want to cry my eyeballs out...its not just the time i spent back in kl but the ppl i spent them wif....
coming back to perth was really hard this time..harder than last year....i couldnt adapt at all...
i felt so down that watever i do or whenever i smiled...i tried my hardest to show that i was fine and back to usual...but really...im not happy.....nor am i smiley....
uni has been INSANE since the first day...
ive got classes from 8.30 to 5.30 ... 5 days a week and not to mention 12 hours of clinic duties??
ARGHH!! when brian said that tis year is the hardest year as we LEARN stuff makes my heart go BANG....stress instantly...headaches keep on coming and with the idiotic day lite savings...i am sleep deprived...
i can fall asleep even while driving to uni...can u imagine tat? my eyes actually went shut!! im not kidding...but i thank God for being wif me all the time...

anywayz, im really sorri for all the lost times that i didnt spend wif some of my good frenz back in kl...i really am sorri as i really wasnt free and its not an excuse seriously....
as for now im stopping here...i do apologize for the short SUMMARY about cny...
more things happened but im just too tired to tink and recall and oso type....
one sentence for conclusion....CNY was great and so was my summer break of 2007-2008...

i miss everyone back home especially my family and my frenz.....without them, i dun have a reason to go back....so thank you everyone that has accompanied me during my break in kl and thanks for everyting....EVERYONE I LUV YOU :D

will post some pix...but i doubt it would be soon as u can see..i am busy and tired....
so hopefully i can find some times to blog about my stressful life in perth :(

as for now,
notti gal signing off from perth,
xoxoxoxo
jezzie-belle

oh where oh where have time gone...

like every other day, i feel like time is flying pass me so quickly..
i hardly have anytime to do anyting...
i haven spent enuf time with my frenz but lotsa time spent wif my family..
knowing tat i'll be leaving my home in exactly 2 weeks time is making my heart bleed...
wanting my parents to come over to aus wif me isnt gonna happen anytime soon...
maybe i myself wanna come back this july and i oso tink my mum wants me to come back eventhou she keeps asking me to get a job and dun return during the holidays...

cny is next thursday, reunion dinner on wednesday meaning the busiest day on my calender every single year....
it doesnt matter if im cooking for 4 ppl or more than 10 ppl, the time used to prepare the reunion dinner is OMG long....
before preparing to welcome the chinese new year, there are so much tings to be done..
today is FT day and so Kl-ians have a day off...one of the KL-ians is my dad..
i have asked him to hang up the 2 lanterns outside the house...
outdoor-wise we need to buy about 4-5 katchai plant...
indoor-wise, i will be decorating the house wif minimum decoz...
also, we have to buy pussy willow branches and oso some cherry blossoms if we have the time....
going to ss2 market tomolo is gonna be extremely happening cuz even weeks before cny oso got damm alot of ppl adi..wat more ONE week (a few days) before cny?? i wouldnt wan to imagine really..
everyting in the market is gonna be priced SKY HIGH due to last minute demands before cny..
if the price is doubled..dun be surprise...its NORMAL and reasonable to be doubled...
u might be surprised tat tings may go up as high as triple their usual price..
wat to do..not everyone can do early bird shopping...
this year, cny is like damm fast...we dun have time to prepare stuff..
we haven bought many stuff...no time to prepare actually...
i tink the number of hours and days are cut down to like half...

remember in a few blogs previously i say i might hire lion dance??
maybe now i wont cuz my mum complaint tat it is going to be a messy agenda...
before they come we have to move the furnitures, ready the stuff...
after they finish we have to clean everyting, sweep, mop, wipe, rearrange, give ang pau to whoever lingers around the house due to the lion dance and the loud commotion...
dad asked me yesterday if i have booked the group...i say haven...and maybe i wont...

i feel so tired....i feel as thou i hadnt had enuf sleep at all...my eye bags are appearing and tats bad! cuz cny is just next week!!! eye cream? eye mask?? so need them now...
i haven finish buying my cny clothings...
i bought a japanese-look-like-cheongsum-top for rm139 from amcorp mall..
every year must have one diff outfit for the first day of cny...its my own tradition and no one else's...
reunion and first day of cny is superbly important and so...its a MUST to look good :P
first day got tea ceremony....got ang pau to get from parents and relatives...
frenly speaking, everyone tinks tat once ure over the age of 21, u are not eligible to receive ang pau...but then we're not married! so it shd still be a routine to hand out ang paus to us :P

since i came back, ive been doing much more than i do back in perth...
i cook and i wash...and tat results to the rough hands i now own..
i used to be the 'chin kam siu che' of the FOO family and amongst my frenz i have the smoothest palms cuz i really am the 'FOO ga tai siu che' which means i oni cook but i dun wash...
now my hands are rough and so nivea moisturizing lotion and body shop's hand cream is coming to the rescue...

gonna have lunch soon at my mum's office....after meeting means lunch kakaka...
at the moment...i am the QUEEN of TNEC huahuahua..i own both the 17th and 18th floor :P
everyone is in the meeting room except for me akkakakakaka....
solute to ure queen :P