oh my....im time and sleep deprived!! HELP!!

yet again..i have no time at all to even BLOG...upsetting really...
the last week being in kl before leaving to return here in perth was hectic...bz-ier than a flight of beez trying to make honey for the winter times hahaha...
well, im well known for writing brilliant summaries arent i? hehehe...so here goes...

my relatives from singapore were due to come to kl for reunion dinner on the 30th nite of the 12th mth on the chinese calender of 2007...
my mum took a day off so tat we could go to the market, do last minute cleaning and to prepare the process of cooking the reunion dinner...
now a days, ppl hardly ever cook for reunions...they go out for dinner as it really does save all the trouble...and i really mean SAVE.....u wouldnt wanna be in my kitchen on the nite of a reunion..
the market was insane! ppl were like ants...vege, meat, fish were like tripled the price..
now i noe y other races in msia complaint about us chinese...cuz oni cny everyting starts to shoot up....boy oh boy do i agree wif that understatement...
no worries for fish since my mum gets her fish freshly from sabah with a crazily insane price but then again..the fish is top quality and its specially flown in....and my dad wont eat other fishes but those :/
and my mum even bought a damm bloody big freezer just to store her seafood @@"
after praying (which took me more than an hour) we went over to my uncle's place to pay respect to my late grandparents...sad how both of them are not here to celebrate cny wif us yet another yet :'(
while mum does her last minute cleaning of the house, i decorate my pussy willow tree...
and let me tell u...i spent a whole 4 hours decorating it and went tru rain to get some of the stuffz....well at least im proud of my work :P
my aunt came over to help after cleaning her place and so us 3 were in the kitchen all day long just preparing for the dinner...
it was HARD work and it really does involve blood and sweat....
relatives from spore arrived, went wif dad to pick them up....pretty stupid how my uncle drives slower than a turtle :P
anywayz, as per the last 2 years, my aunt has been buying 'yee sang' from equatorial hotel, kl oni without the vege and the abalone and jelly fish...we provided everyting..
we had to grade and squeeze those carrots, lobak, ginger, and all those other crap they have in a yee sang...
it was HARD WORK must i repeat again...
frying prawns was the most PAINFUL job in the kitchen...and yea i had to do it cuz ive done it everytime hahaha...
so when everyting is ready, we started to 'lou sang' and boy was it a messy procedure....next up..dinner time!! i tink it was because i was in the kitchen for so long staring at all the food stuff that i din really have a big stomache then...i ate but not a lot...
the cleaning process...well, lets just say i DO NOT get involved...
ive done the cooking and so....i'll leave the washing aside...not my type of job :P

1st day of chinese new year...ANG PAU and NEW CLOTHES :P
since my parents and i waited till 12am to pray to the 'sky God', we wished each other and hugs and kisses and all tat kinda stuff, we slept really late...cant recall wat time really..
so on the next morning, i woke up at 10.30am? my parents and relatives woke up early...prolly 8 or someting...
mum came into the room..then came dad....
wif my grumpy attitude i greeted them and wished them happy cny again...
so wakey wakey...i washed up, got dressed and zoom downstairs....
first tings first....my dad gave me ang pau and it was a heavy one hahahaha...
unfortunately, there wasnt a tea ceremony cuz of the bz schedule and all...
2008, the rat year..which is oso my dad's year...so ive got surprises for him muahahaha...
i wrapped up 3 gifts the nite b4 and gave it to him saying its from mum, my bro, and myself...
mum bought him a statue of a rat which greets u happy cny when u give a lil hit on it...
i bought 2 tshirts for him wif rat cartoons on it...i even made him wear it hahaha and he did....SO CUTE hahahaha...
collect all the ang paus.....a few ppl came (including the malays ==")
everyting was good after all this...the usuals (wow...im actually SUMMARIZING a few days into just one sentence hahahaha)....
relatives went shopping, while i am fully occupied...
other than eating at home for the first few days, we have been eating out since saturday till the next friday....all invited for dinner and lou sang...and oso my so called farewell wif the oldies haha....
spent quality time wif how ee and my son...din go frenz house for pai nin cuz too bz...
all the dinner were great except for one in 'overseas restaurant' which was sooo bad...i tink my bro can cook better than they do *pukes*...
service down the drain...food down the garbage....price rocket high..rm1200!!
and yeap..i had my whole abalone and sharkfin's soup at one of the dinner...
oso got invited to an open house which was nice...total number of 'lou sang'? SIX!!! total amount of yee sang i eat?? 1% of each 'lou' hahahaha....yuckz i hate yee sang :P luv to 'lou' but not eating it......kekekeke....

vday was good as well...got flowers from 'u noe who' and how ee too....
luv roses but think tat sometimes its nuts to receive roses on vday..but still...keep those roses and gifts coming..i luv them :)

i miss everyting back home...even while i was in spore...i had to control my tears from falling...
even now...i want to cry my eyeballs out...its not just the time i spent back in kl but the ppl i spent them wif....
coming back to perth was really hard this time..harder than last year....i couldnt adapt at all...
i felt so down that watever i do or whenever i smiled...i tried my hardest to show that i was fine and back to usual...but really...im not happy.....nor am i smiley....
uni has been INSANE since the first day...
ive got classes from 8.30 to 5.30 ... 5 days a week and not to mention 12 hours of clinic duties??
ARGHH!! when brian said that tis year is the hardest year as we LEARN stuff makes my heart go BANG....stress instantly...headaches keep on coming and with the idiotic day lite savings...i am sleep deprived...
i can fall asleep even while driving to uni...can u imagine tat? my eyes actually went shut!! im not kidding...but i thank God for being wif me all the time...

anywayz, im really sorri for all the lost times that i didnt spend wif some of my good frenz back in kl...i really am sorri as i really wasnt free and its not an excuse seriously....
as for now im stopping here...i do apologize for the short SUMMARY about cny...
more things happened but im just too tired to tink and recall and oso type....
one sentence for conclusion....CNY was great and so was my summer break of 2007-2008...

i miss everyone back home especially my family and my frenz.....without them, i dun have a reason to go back....so thank you everyone that has accompanied me during my break in kl and thanks for everyting....EVERYONE I LUV YOU :D

will post some pix...but i doubt it would be soon as u can see..i am busy and tired....
so hopefully i can find some times to blog about my stressful life in perth :(

as for now,
notti gal signing off from perth,
xoxoxoxo
jezzie-belle