stressfull headaches....

2 weeks down....
can u imagine wats going tru my head rite now? the number of weeks to go before sem1 ends...
stupid head tinking about tat dunno for wat...
wat im worried about is the exams...the tings we learn this whole year is like crucial and its wat i really need for my career...
we have learnt about 15 adjustments till date and there are like 100++ more to go....imagine tat...
and tats just adjustments...wat about differential diagnosis during a routine check up?
a million? prolly....so since when did learning to be a chiropractor easy?
im gonna say its harder than studying med! we learn 80% wat the meds students are learning and we oni leave out the surgery bit...
how hard is it to study med? im not critisizing it....i am in a medical health profession as well..
its just tat ppl studying med tink that they are better than us...
i have quite a few frenz studying med and they ask me...why on earth take chiro? wat happen to doing med? well..i have no regret in choosing wat i did...its fun...no doubt that there is a whole load of stress and work..its all going to be worth it..
speaking of which....adjustments are NOT easy to set up....some are so HARD!!
i am about to cry cuz its just so hard to set up a technique....its just mind-bobling!

ive just learnt someting today....marks doesnt matter at all...
its the quality of ure diagnosis and ure treatment...
who would ever wanna noe wat u got for anatomy in the future? who would wanna noe wat u score for biomechanicz unit?
which is oso true....but we asians...we do care about marks and every single mark counts...
we want quality and quantity as well LOL...
if learning adjustments arent hard enuf..we have to KNOW (not memorize) all the muscles, its innervation, its blood supply, etc etc at the back of our heads...how am i gonna do tat?
memorizing isnt all tat easy actually...

enuf about me going and going on about my course...its just tough and i need to get tru tis...
50 thrusts a day, 5 murdoch 8 physical exams, 5 history taking, 5 cranial nerve exams, 5 neurological exams, 5 spines a day, 5 set ups a day, the number of 5s will keep on coming...tats wat we need to do since the first day of uni....
scary? tats not all...we have more up our sleeves...like i said...lifelezz..but when you tink about the end product..it all seems to look so sweet and rewarding...

tomolo, going to roslie park (next to kings park)...julz and i volunteered ourselves to be at the rugby games to help out...observe, do soft tissue work, history taking and everyting tats essential to us on a rugby field...
big sweaty bodies *eew*??? 12.30 till 5pm or later....gonna be a way way way tirying day for us...its all gonna be so worth the hours....

oh and guess wat....ive spent AUD$16,000 since i came back...the breakdown...
1. AUD$10,000 for tuition fees
2. AUD$2,000 for rent/food
3.AUD$370 for health insurance
4.AUD$2,000 for car insurance
5.AUD$1,000 for uni books
6.AUD$145 for a 500gb external hard drive
7.AUD$xxxxx remain for food and other junk tat are essential to my stay here...

so i am broke..totally! stupid bank wont let me apply for a debit master card...annoyed! TOTALLY PISSED OFF!!

oritey...gonna go and relax..sit in front of the television and have a good nite sleep...
been sleep walking the past few nites....thrust me...i remember it all very clear hahaha!!