we are such QUEERZ!! luv u julz..hahaha....

===wat a beautiful day it is...LOL===

===JULZ CAUGHT IN THE ACT!! LOL LOL===

sorri but i just have to put tis up...
tis is wat julz and me do when we had enuf of studying all day long...
i tink my drawing looks a lil like the real me oni really THIN hahahaha....
yea yea..we are soooo queer...we luv each other so much AHAHAHAHAHA....
we hold hands when we are in uni and she lies on my shoulder when she sleeps in class LOL LOL......we are the perfect poh poh and gong gong hahahaha....
arent we sweet??? MUAHAHAHA...

yish! im getting pissed off again..

seriously..wat is wrong wit my cousin? does she have PMS like 80% of the time?
i tink its her way of speaking, her TONE!! really, if i could i would go up to her and just strangle her....it's oways an 'if oni'....
i bla and bla about her so much in my blogs till i myself get so sick because of it...
let me ask this question...is there someting wrong with 'trying' to wake up at 6.30 tomolo so tat i can go for a swim at about 7.30am tomolo??
well her tone was...."tats inspiring..."
omg wat does tat mean?!?!?! prolly u guys tink im nuts to tink there's someting behind tat phrase well im not...her tone gives me the impression tat oni she can wake up at 6am to head to the gym..
mind u, who was the one who said tat going to the gym is a waste of money when she can jog FREE every morning around the park?? and guess who joined the gym while i was on my summer break last year...
contradicting seriously....really stupid for saying one ting and does the other...
and wat? does she have phobia of men oredi that she has to go to a 'all women' gym?
ah...screw tat!! wow im realizing im being a nasty bitch toking about her..
well i am a scary bitch when it comes to her and oni her...never have i met someone who toks like her with her tone and attitude...makes me so mad!
every word tat comes out of her mouth sounds soooooo SARCASTIC!! imagine tat..and u tink im having fun with it...
well...i will get 2 weeks of PEACE and QUIET around the house when she's away in melbourne..
oh and one more ting...she's been going on and on and on and on about travelling biznes class..
she wants to compare with everyone else does she?
just cuz her niece has sat tat b4 she wants to compete and she bla about it over and over again till she makes us get the point tat she will sit biznes class when she goes to europe...
just GO OREDI WOMEN and stop bla-ing cuz its just hurting my ears for goodness sack..not like she cant afford tat..wats bizness class to her anyways...it's prolly like loose change in her purse =.="
u noe seriously, if it wasnt cuz i cant get a debit master card here, i really wont let her do all my huge payments...
why benefit someone when they dun benefit u in return when really all she got was because of u?
i really hate tat...every year at least 20,000 points to her credit card and wat do i get? a poof of DUST!
and guess wat...the other day..wahseh i really wanted to give her a big slap..
she really gets all the advantages she can from me really..
u noe wat she planned to do??? she planned to put my name as a renter of her place so tat she can sorta get away wif some loan tingy...
im like wth?? will tat affect my future if i decide to buy a house here in perth??
she's like wat...u wanna buy a house? <----sarcastic bitch noise coming out again...
i was like oh who noes...i might decide to settle down here for all u noe..
and she's like oh oh...it will benefit u if i put u down as a renter then u wont find it hard the next time u wanna rent a place..im like screw tat...i dun plan to just rent a place for the rest of my life!
tats just the house..wat about cars? oh dun even get me started! i'll snap her head off!!
i wan this car no i wan tat car..no i dun wan small car but i wanna pay price of small car for a luxury car...wat the hell is tat?!?!?! who toks like tat??

rite..im going really burnt up here...really i dun have to tok about her cuz i have other better more important tings to do but i cant stand it...if i dun get it out im afraid i might kill her hahaha...
she just came in and said she lose so much weight tat her old HIGH waisted jeans dun fit anymore...im like isnt tat good???
u dun have to rub it all into my face sister...so wat if u lose weight? good on u la..
wan me to announce and give u a round of applause?? wan me to bow? aihz....why does my day have to be ruined by her....

virgin snow...

yea yea..i luv snow..
i haven been fortunate enuf to actually see snow or even feel it fall onto my skin...
i wan a snowy xmas...i wanna be in a snowy country...
oh all of tat sounds so romantic...
lol..tats not my point...i just watched 'virgin snow' on crunchy roll..
its a korean-japanese movie by jun ki and some jap chic...
its similar to the korean-jap movie 'frenz'....
its touching tis one..especially the ending bit..i cried cuz its sweet...
fav quote from the movie:

junki : "you're silly, what are u doing out here in the freezing cold? how long have u been waiting for me?"
gal: "as long as u have been waiting for me...."

so sweet....i oways wish i had a bf who would just be like those in the movies and dramas haha..

i oso watched 'knocked up' just now....hillariouz!!! a quote from tat movie:

"why dun u just *ucki*g go *uck ure bong!!"

the asian doctor in the show was so funny..cant stop larfing whenever he's on..
today is so relaxing for me..i enjoyed my easter break...althou its just one day i relaxed..i never touched a single book hehehe...
went to cousin's place for mahjong too...oni played a while and watched most of the time...

happy easter everyone...and back to the books tomolo i hope...
sick of eating choc eggs...i dunno who on earth even created this choc egg tings..
ate one big choc egg yesterday in uni given by tom...
and have another huge egg in my cupboard....anyone wants?? i skip....

jezzie'z eye candy lolx...

Dr Stefan Pallister, founding father of Murdoch Chiropractic...
when i undertake this course he was the president of murdoch chiro...
our first class wif him was philosophy and trust me...he sux! he's even worse when he's teaching the labs...omg i could strangle him knowing now tat he is tat bad...
he noes nth about handling labs and teaching...
whether onot he's a good chiro i dunno..he prolly is, just finds it hard to 'teach'?
anyways, long story short, im not very close to stefan and he's just another one of my lecturers...
today is his last day in murdoch as he is retiring from the academic board of murdoch chiro..
he stepped down as president last year and handed the 'globe' to Dr. Brian Nook (nookie hahaa)..
so as today is his last day, the 'move it' chiro community threw a farewell tingy at the tavern..
i went...surprise to even see jerome and val there...they oways say how they wont go to pubs even if they dun drink...*sigh*...
neo, julz, and myself went and met up wif the others...
let me tell u...neo zhe wei IS SOOO FUNNY!!! he's from spore and studied here a few years ago d..he has so much to talk about from his army days...
tat guy is soooo my type! someone who makes me larf no matter wat....everyting tat he says is so funny....i couldnt stop giggling..its just drop dead hilarious....

left about 6.30 and julz asked if i wanted to go shopping wif her...i said ok..lets go..
wanted to drag neo along but he didnt want to cuz he's tired and tonite got 'allied health' function in metrocity..i wanted to go but knowing tat the ppl i hang out wif are good angels they wont even step into a pub wat more a club??? so i din bother la...amoz and neo asked if i wanted to go but i skipped...
then today julz told me she actually wanted to go...i was like WTH!
anywayz, prolly go next year...it shd be fun cuz all health students (eg: chiro, med, nursing, vets, pharmacy, etc etc) from curtin, uwa, ecu and murdoch will be there...
so prolly will go next year...i oways say tat but din end up going...stupid!
so neo din go shopping wif us..oni julz and myself..
julz followed behind my car and we forgot to arrange where to meet in chase we got seperated and we did! in the carpark!!
how stupid was tat...i ended up walking around the carpark to look for her car and all tat..
wat a day for her mobile to go flat....no battery makes me mad hahaha..tats y my mobile oways got bat..
anyways...walked up and down like sor poh...then finally found her in the mall...went to garden city btw..hahaha...
first time! never have i had to hunt for my fren in a shopping mall LOL...
we are so lesbian like seriously...she likes to hold my hands, lie on my shoulders and all tat ting..
its really funny cuz tat's how much we 'luv' each other hahaha...
we shd get the award for best couple hahahaha!!! i luv julz and the others...im very fair...

while shopping, i saw this guess handbag tat i fell in luv with...i wanted to get it..
it was reduced to aussie$130...cheap as!! but tink tink...i need to save leh...but still im considering..if i really wan it i will go get it...
and then i saw a wallet...eh i like! similar to jul'z...tats cheap la oni $20...i might get it on saturday hehehe...im so dead cuz i just changed my wallet during the cny..and im changing again??? shit i have too much stuff i dun need...anyone wants anyting? hahaha..
i noe tat if i give val one of my stuff she would just take it hehehe...all my unwanted stuff i give her..hehehe...

anywayz, i had a fun day....and yea i cant say who my eye candy is at the moment..
he's a mystery person...for all u noe he's not even cute..i just admire his character..hehehe..
shhhh.........

oh...omost forgot...
i had my first pubis symphasis adjustment today!! it was AWESOME...
never had it done on me b4...my first time...done by julz...
the audible is just too cool...i luv it..and we had to do external and internal coccyx!! omg...u dun wan me to begin wif it...
i can tell u it involves gloves and personal lubricants, and IT DOES NOT INVOLVE WEARING URE PANTS OR UNDIES...hahahaha!!

watz the matter wif u hah...

there's tis guy...his name is tom.. he is one year our senior and we tot tat he'll be joining us cuz he failed one of the units but FORTUNATELY he isnt... well first of all, it doesnt bother me which year he is in..cuz 2nd of all, amongst us 4 gals, im the one who noes him the least....itz like wat happened btw me and amoz last time...(sad mentioning about tis cuz i actually tink tat he is a nice guy LOL)...anyways we are good now hahaha...funny guy.. ok so tom...we met him last year when he became one of our demonstrator for technique labs.. he sorta stick to us asians during the labs...i tink its mainly cuz jerome was there.. according to him, jerome is DROP DEAD GORGEOUS...hmm... he has been treating us well, buying chocz during easter, giving us xmas presents...huh?? back then i suspected some intentions muahahaha...i was rite!! i prolly shdnt say it but he actually wrote to jerome tat he likes her...wat he din noe tat time was jerome oredi had a bf hahahahhaa....althou it wasnt official she was still considered taken.. i guess he got the 'msg' tat she isnt available and all tat... so he turned his eyes to someone else in the group....obviously not me...its the cute valerie hehehe.....long story short..there was a misunderstanding along the way and it omost destroyed our frenship wif tom... he denied liking her but he admitted to julz tat he does...cant he make up his mind? how is he going to be trusted if he says one ting and the next time he says a diff ting? wat man does tat i wonder...and why do they do it? complicated yet egoistic...

then yesterday, he suddenly came up to me and say ' i need to have a word wif u'...i was like hah? why? wat did i do? and boy does it sound serious... unfortunately, we didnt end up toking...cuz ada was there and i dun tink it was convinient.. got home so late last nite..every tuesday there is the gonstead ting so i end up at home at around 10.30pm....full on tuesdays... so i have no idea wat he wanted to tok to me about..prolly wants to extract info from 'the quiet' one which is SO NOT ME...i am not quiet at all...i am oni quiet cuz i dunno u la tom..hahaha.. dun wanna noe and dun care about tom...watever he wants to ask just ask la..i din do anyting wrong i dun tink..im just defensive over my frenz..hehe..

every week, we are given case studies and we have to come into groups and discuss the problem tru patient history and come up wif differential diagnosis for that particular patient.. its never easy cuz its all neurological stuff and not really concentrating on chiro adjustments.. every week, a random group will be chosen to present the case study in front of the class... last week, our group was the 'luck selected' ones and so, we stood upfront to give our discussion.. as usual, im not very comfortable standing upfront , worse when i dunno how to answer the bloody questions asked by ppl... luke was scrubbing on the board while julz spoke... after the presentation she just gave us the cold shoulders...and we all knew wat happened... does anyone noe wat happened? well it was bad and she felt disappointed so the cold shoulders went on omost the whole day.. we apologize and she said she din care cuz we werent important enuf for her to care about the matter....well, if u say tat, then dun give the freezing shoulders.... during the radio lab, we had another presentation and it was in pairs..i tot she wouldnt want to do it wif me but she did...i spoke tis time cuz i was confident about my statements...and she was cool about it..we larfed our asses off and i guess tings were ok...but she is a very moody person sometimes and yea we get a lot of the cold shoulders situation from her...unfortunate really...

why cant they just be like me? im hard to provoke and it takes a lot to make me all fired up and actually comment about tings.. i tend to keep problems inside of me and i can cover my emotions very well actually... i can show u a str8 face but im actually damm bloody mad and feel like killing tat person... if i 'sigh', it would be a huge ting for them cuz its a 'wow' moment..jezz sighed...LOL...

anywhooz...i saw a car plate the other day and it was 'TAHI 1'... i wonder if the owner noes tat tahi means shit in the malay dictionary....or maybe he did it on purpose cuz its funny? 'shit 1'...i wont want tat... if i were to get a new car in the near future here, i would have my car plate as 'gorjezz'...get it? dun? go figure hahaha...

i just watched a repeated series of 'house' and it was spectacular...omg... i cried my arse off watching it....its so touching and not to mention amazing? i wan a dr partner muahahaha....althou i noe wat i want i wont necessary get hahaha... it's an eye opener wat dr house did...he had an autopsy on a life patient...he made her dead and brought her back again just so they could find the tumour...touching... see....im not just up for a chiro k..hahha...i like medicine but im choosing chiro cuz its unique and its similar to med hahahaha...

anyways, there's tis guy in uni...a random asian guy... i notice him early this year...wats weird is tat when i sit down the table next to his or across him, he looks at me and then turns away whenever i caught him looking... im like wth? im not perasan la k...i noe when ppl is looking... like today...i walked in the ref and the moment he saw me, he sorta told his frenz and they all turned...i was like wth is wrong?haven u seen a big asian gal? i checked..no one was behind me except for val standing next to me.... wat the? its annoying cuz the moment i sit, and there's the stare again...sick... anyways, im annoyed...hate ppl who stare... anyhoo...friday is easter..so no uni...which is yay and boo cuz no holiday is really gonna be a break cuz its like studying for me...after tat got exams..and its so not funny cuz i hate pathology under the microscope and boy do i hate using it hahaha...

===drew a tattoo on julz, how cute is my butterfly?===

gotta go now....need to read tru the techniques and make sure i noe the trigger points and needling points ><"

"u better make tat sucker move or u bloody dun deserve to get paid!!"

==dun u agree that my butterfly is way cuter then the bee julz drew on me??==

oh oh..and i learnt new pick up lines from julz...FARNY!!

1. is ure dad a thief? no...but he stole all the stars up in the sky and place them all in ure eyes...
2. are u wearing space pants? no...but ure arse are so HAWT its out of this world! LOL.......

got a few more but i cant really remember the exact phrase...but i LUV the 2nd one..its hillariouz...enuf jokes...been larfing too much wif julz....have to stop it hahahahahaha!!!!!!!! we make such a good pair...showing our love towards each other by scolding and hurting or watever tat makes the other party larfz and mad hahahahaha...
luv julz a lot....huggiez....

in need of ME time...

im about to say it..yeap..i need more ME time...
obviously 24 hours a day isnt enuf for me..
i have no time to update my blog...its been left hanging without any words..
im practically lifeless now so there arent much tings i can say here besides toking about my week...
unfortunately i cant do tat anymore..no more daily/weekly updates..
despite saying all this, i still have time to on9...awesome..
i tink i'd rather chat then to sit and type an entry..i will do tat time to time but chatting will be better for me as for now...
since im rushing for time, i wont type much here...
studying has been really hard now tat i have to noe so many tings compared to the previous years..
well..at least tis coming friday i noe i will have 'some' ME time cuz i have the day off from uni..
wont be going anywhere or doing anyting...just me..my comp...and MYSELF....
wouldnt mind the company of some frenz on9...easter and im gonna spend it alone wif myself..just wat i need hehehehe...
dun tink anywhere is open for me to spend my ME time shopping for new clothes...
anyways...ive gotta go...too much time spent on this blogging ting...EEK....

will be back on easter friday....for the choc lovers out there...EAT UP..hehehe...
choc eggz and choc bunniez....yummy....
cheerioz...nitenite...

ps: I MISS ALL OF U!!!!! *sobz*emonezz hahaha*

philosophy anyone?

before i get into those boring philosophy tingy, just tot i'd say tat im undergoing a Gonstead seminar every tuesday in uni and i just had my first lesson yesterday tat is why i came back at 10.30pm last nite...very long long day...
so its gonna be every tuesday from 7.30 till 10pm...wont be on9 on tuesdays then :)
Gonstead is one of the many many many techniques of chiropractic and i guess its impossible to noe every single branching of chiro techniques....
its very very expensive to learn other techniques outside...uni oni teaches us on type of chiropractic when there are like a million?
its up to anyone to learn stuff outside of uni...its a good ting but not very good when u have to cough out money to actually learn it...if uni is gonna teach us each and every types of chiro, it might take agez...20 years to finish? i dunno..just guessing :P
learnt my first Gonstead set up and it was TOUGH SHIT!
seeing scott do it seems so bloody easy but when u actually set it up...its a nightmare!!
and yet he says comforting words saying we are at a very very good start =.=
anywayz, my brain will xplode at the end of the day cuz too much tings to remember...so many techniques and memorization :/

nw..speaking of philosophy...
every tuesday oso got philosophy nite just before Gonstead...
i can tell u one ting...julz is interested in everyting and i mean everyting!
i dunno if she is bullshiting or wat...cuz its weird...
she doesnt care about money, she just does it and everyting to her is like nth and easy come easy go....great job julz...i really kau tau to u...
sometimes, i doubt watever she says...she acts like she noes the WORLD when really...does she noe it at all? she speaks really well...she can answer everyting u ask her...which is good but does it make sense? not all the time really...
sometimes im tinking...she's crapping and sorta showing off...
i noe its bad for me to say tings about my frenz but sometimes i tink she's tinking way ahead of herself...she speaks so highly about the future and wat she's gonna do to help the world notice chiropractic and develop a high standard of understanding about chiropractic...
its possible that she can make tat change but i doubt it a little....
she said tat she 'dislike' ppl who say they just hope they pass the course when she herself said tat to me before...why do u contradict wat u say ureself?? did they forget they said tat b4 or wat?
val is another one who contradicts wat she says...
she say it out so loud tat she regrets changing from biomed to chiro...oh wat the heck?
and now she wants to make a difference in the world towards the benefits of chiro?? opening the eyes of asians to chiro...educate them????
now now...i noe ppl change over time but its just stupid tat ppl say one ting at one time and another ting at the next time...
well yea i do it too...tats y i tink its stupid too...
and i soooo agree wif jerome when she said tat all other health professionals are nuts to be hating us and all tat controversy tat is present out there in the medical society..
i mean come on...the WHO (world health organization) gave us the titles of DOCTORS for someting u noe...they dun just give for fun...
but why do physioz, gpz, orthoz hate us so much? we are all under the same field leh...why tink of us as a bad ting? arent u guys the same as well? dun u guys help others in the process of healing their body?? wat?? do we snatch ure patients or someting? bullshit!
to begin wif...u guys noe NOTHING about wat we do and u say wat we do is wrong...how stupid is tat? ask a physio or ask a gp about wat we do and they will say dunno...TATS JUST STUPID! plain idiotic....
we dun hate u guys but why the cold shoulders? we din do anyting wrong or anyting diff from u guyz...we shd be helping one another to help our patients and not fight over who's right or who's wrong when in the first plc no one is at wrong....

so yea...i am getting a lil pissed off but i guess i dun show tat im pissed and annoyed in front of ppl...well not owayz at least...
julz noe now tat im someone who is hard to trigger and it takes a whole lot of stimulation if u wanna get me off...
i just hope tat ppl take us chiroz seriously and yea hopefully, we are more recognized since we are still a fetus i guess...or maybe older than a fetus hahaha...
i noe that the war between the physioz and chiroz wont end but at least im glad to hear tat some doctors are working along wif chiroz to help patients wif their pain and medical needs...

whether onot other health ppl accept us or not i dun care...as long as my patients noe tat im helping them is wat i want most...no point comparing cuz we are all the same...still human tat is hahaha...
ok la...ive got tonz of work to do...research project is so hectic, have case studies every week, group meeting and discussions omost every break that we have...
where oh where has life gone...
saw mel for the first time today in uni....she looks good....having fun and all..which is a good ting..
will go out wif her someday if possible...
ritey then...signing off...

ps: if u have a prob wif wat i said...come tok to me personally..i'll deal wif u myself hahaha :P

my handz are shivering and they are dead tired...

do i feel great today? well....not really on the inside and definately not really on both of my hands..
went to rosalie park today (as mentioned yesterday)...
they had tis 'touch rugby' season going on...i din have a clue wat we were getting ourselves into..
got to the city, julz picked me up, went for lunch, and headed str8 to the park....
got there...woah...SO MANY PPL...
its not just a one-two game ting...it was like games after games after games...started at 8.30am and the last game was at 7pm...we took the afternoon bit so there were like 30 games???
30 games means MANY PPL!!
murdoch chiro had a tent set up and 8 table-beds set up..
we got there....there were oredi many ppl under the tent getting treatment..
as 3rd years (the newbiez)..we couldnt do any adjustments...
so wat do we do?? we do the hardest bit ever...and i mean EVER!
players come in with injured this, sore that, sprained this, swell that..
when they come in, we rush to get them a patient history form and get their history...
time consuming tat bit but we have to do it...standard procedure...
so we set them up, do a physical (if needed) and get in str8 to soft tissue work..
i mean..u can imagine the amount of ppl needing soft tissue work done on them..how many is going to come in and just needing an adjustment after a game?? not many i assume..
i did prolly 20 patients and returning patients as well...
not just patients dear...they ARE HUGE ppl!! they are not kiddiez...they are adults and they are HUGE...they come in complaining of aching pain and we had to dig in and get onto trigger point treatment and lotsa soft tissue work...
u tink i have lots of enery when in comes to doing soft tissue? tink again..i was struggling...omost crying out loud cuz these ppl have REALLY TENDER muscles and they are huge muscles and huge body bits....so imagine me giving them soft tissue work...
after one patient..my hands would start to shiver because i gave like 150%....
my thumbs especially...and one patient minimum 15 minutes of deep muscle work...
it is all hard work seriously...its a good head start thou..i have never done this before..NEVER!
and trust me..its one heck of an experience and i luved it...apart from the sore hands and shivering hands...my poor thumbs..they hurt the most....
oh..and i had S.O.T (suboccipital technique) done on me....OMG its SO DAMM COOL!!!
barry and peter (did i mention tat peter is so HOT? lolx) were chiropractors practicing SOT and they came to help out...they were AWESOME...
barry was really helpful and he kept praising me for my good job :D
he tot me new stuff as well...stuff that i would never learn from uni..
he did the SOT on me and i can tell u..its unbelievable...when i first saw him doing it on a patient..i was like WTH? how can he do tat? it doesnt seem to work to me...
but when he did it on me....boy do i see tat it does work...and it seriously did..
its totally different from wat i learn in uni....TOTALLY diff...i cant explain how SOT works but it is just amazing the way they do it...its just an eye opener...i might consider doing SOT next time :P sorry DR FEJER hahahaa...
the last game ended just after 7pm and we packed up to go home....*at last!*
the work that we do today...its just awesome...there's another session tomolo but i doubt i'll be going cuz im just as tired as i am oredi and i dun tink i wanna get myself all pumped up and be all tired for uni on monday (althou its suppose to be a public holiday) but we have uni :(
see..being a uni student, we dun get public holidays leh....

at this moment, my hands are just crying out pain and ive build up my muscles hahaha...
my biceps are HOT now hhaaha..(just kidding)..
just tot i make up a lame joke about my biceps after all tat tough work...lolx...
it was really good that i volunteered to do tis...im so gonna do it next year...hopefully next year dr fejer would let us adjust as a 4th year :P
awesome time at rosalie park...apart from all the sweaty big bodies that i have to touch trough out the day...the hot blazzing sun....its all worth it :D

tom sent me back cuz i had no transport back...so thanks tom...very nice of u hahaha...
oso, not forgetting julz for picking me up from the busport tis afternoon...
i noe..im just too lazy to drive down to the city and all tat crap :P

im going to go to bed early i hope...my mum better come on9 early cuz i really wanna go to bed...gonna be like a dead vege on the bed tonite hahaha....choi choi...