philosophy anyone?

before i get into those boring philosophy tingy, just tot i'd say tat im undergoing a Gonstead seminar every tuesday in uni and i just had my first lesson yesterday tat is why i came back at 10.30pm last nite...very long long day...
so its gonna be every tuesday from 7.30 till 10pm...wont be on9 on tuesdays then :)
Gonstead is one of the many many many techniques of chiropractic and i guess its impossible to noe every single branching of chiro techniques....
its very very expensive to learn other techniques outside...uni oni teaches us on type of chiropractic when there are like a million?
its up to anyone to learn stuff outside of uni...its a good ting but not very good when u have to cough out money to actually learn it...if uni is gonna teach us each and every types of chiro, it might take agez...20 years to finish? i dunno..just guessing :P
learnt my first Gonstead set up and it was TOUGH SHIT!
seeing scott do it seems so bloody easy but when u actually set it up...its a nightmare!!
and yet he says comforting words saying we are at a very very good start =.=
anywayz, my brain will xplode at the end of the day cuz too much tings to remember...so many techniques and memorization :/

nw..speaking of philosophy...
every tuesday oso got philosophy nite just before Gonstead...
i can tell u one ting...julz is interested in everyting and i mean everyting!
i dunno if she is bullshiting or wat...cuz its weird...
she doesnt care about money, she just does it and everyting to her is like nth and easy come easy go....great job julz...i really kau tau to u...
sometimes, i doubt watever she says...she acts like she noes the WORLD when really...does she noe it at all? she speaks really well...she can answer everyting u ask her...which is good but does it make sense? not all the time really...
sometimes im tinking...she's crapping and sorta showing off...
i noe its bad for me to say tings about my frenz but sometimes i tink she's tinking way ahead of herself...she speaks so highly about the future and wat she's gonna do to help the world notice chiropractic and develop a high standard of understanding about chiropractic...
its possible that she can make tat change but i doubt it a little....
she said tat she 'dislike' ppl who say they just hope they pass the course when she herself said tat to me before...why do u contradict wat u say ureself?? did they forget they said tat b4 or wat?
val is another one who contradicts wat she says...
she say it out so loud tat she regrets changing from biomed to chiro...oh wat the heck?
and now she wants to make a difference in the world towards the benefits of chiro?? opening the eyes of asians to chiro...educate them????
now now...i noe ppl change over time but its just stupid tat ppl say one ting at one time and another ting at the next time...
well yea i do it too...tats y i tink its stupid too...
and i soooo agree wif jerome when she said tat all other health professionals are nuts to be hating us and all tat controversy tat is present out there in the medical society..
i mean come on...the WHO (world health organization) gave us the titles of DOCTORS for someting u noe...they dun just give for fun...
but why do physioz, gpz, orthoz hate us so much? we are all under the same field leh...why tink of us as a bad ting? arent u guys the same as well? dun u guys help others in the process of healing their body?? wat?? do we snatch ure patients or someting? bullshit!
to begin wif...u guys noe NOTHING about wat we do and u say wat we do is wrong...how stupid is tat? ask a physio or ask a gp about wat we do and they will say dunno...TATS JUST STUPID! plain idiotic....
we dun hate u guys but why the cold shoulders? we din do anyting wrong or anyting diff from u guyz...we shd be helping one another to help our patients and not fight over who's right or who's wrong when in the first plc no one is at wrong....

so yea...i am getting a lil pissed off but i guess i dun show tat im pissed and annoyed in front of ppl...well not owayz at least...
julz noe now tat im someone who is hard to trigger and it takes a whole lot of stimulation if u wanna get me off...
i just hope tat ppl take us chiroz seriously and yea hopefully, we are more recognized since we are still a fetus i guess...or maybe older than a fetus hahaha...
i noe that the war between the physioz and chiroz wont end but at least im glad to hear tat some doctors are working along wif chiroz to help patients wif their pain and medical needs...

whether onot other health ppl accept us or not i dun care...as long as my patients noe tat im helping them is wat i want most...no point comparing cuz we are all the same...still human tat is hahaha...
ok la...ive got tonz of work to do...research project is so hectic, have case studies every week, group meeting and discussions omost every break that we have...
where oh where has life gone...
saw mel for the first time today in uni....she looks good....having fun and all..which is a good ting..
will go out wif her someday if possible...
ritey then...signing off...

ps: if u have a prob wif wat i said...come tok to me personally..i'll deal wif u myself hahaha :P