broken...

today i sorta locked my aunt out of her own house LOL...
after lunch i read the papers and she decided to go out for a walk wif her brollie..
i tot tat she would take the spare keys as she oways carries the keys with her...
after reading, i didnt noe if i should or should not lock the glass door...i decided to lock not knowing tat she didnt take the keys...
i went up and did my tings...then all of a sudden i heard someone calling my name...i quickly turned down the music and listened...eh sounds like my aunt eh...
i quickly stormed out of the room and ran down..i saw her looking up into my window and calling out for me...i opened the door and i larfed...its a farny event...

i found out that a guy from penang or was it ipoh has booked a flight to come to perth just to meet up wif me...ive been chatting wif him casually on9 and he said he's coming down to meet up..
at first when he said it i was like, nah..he's oni joking and he's never gonna say wat he said...
today we were casually chatting and he said he had booked to come down on the 23rd of june...
again..i was like no way is he serious...and he supposedly was?!?! i was like omg...are u serious?
i told him i wasnt gonna be in perth at that time as i'll be in kl and he got so sad and pissed off..
not my fault rite? i didnt ask him to come down...he just suddenly decided to...
and wat the heck is he coming here for...stupid really..
he even said he would change the date earlier but i said i wont meet up even if he came earlier cuz i'll be having my final exams then...again he got pissed off..
dude...why would anyone take a flight all the way from msia to perth just to meet up wif someone?? i tink tats the most ridiculous thing ive ever heard...
he said to meet up in kl then but i told him nop....
i mean..i dun wanna meet him...its so weird...is he like a stalker or someting? insane really and not to mention really stupiak...
i dunno wat he's gonna do...if he's realy coming down or not...
for all i care...i wont be around so MUAHAHAHAAHA....enjoy ureself...

i watched gray's anat just now...was so emotional...
do u believe in the process of self healing more or do u believe more on faith...
i believe in both and yes there are things tat no medicine or doctors in this world could EVER do...while watching, they featured a song when dr bailey and tucker was holding hands while a 'healer' patient was trying to make their baby breathe on his own again...a healer...hmmm interesting...an eye opener hehehe...
so i googled one sentence tat i remembered of the show and its from lifehouse and it's called 'broken'...nice slow song...i even googled the lyrics and it was on a blog...

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The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From steeling all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still breating
In the pain (In the pain)
Is there healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)(I'm holdin on)
(I'm still holdin on) (I'm holdin on)
I'm barely holding on to you

I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay
The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain (In the pain)
There is healing
In your name (In your name)
I find meaning
So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin')(I'm holdin' on)(I'm still holdin') (I'm holdin' on) (I'm still holdin')
Barely holding on to you (I'm still holdin on)
Barely holdin on to you
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a quote from the blog i found the song from:

"That is such an amazing faith song to me. The acknowledgment of the inescapable love of Christ shines through those lyrics. Please find time to listen to this song. I urge you."

listen to the song and be inspired *^.^*

cheerioz everyone..me go sleep....me very tired...

ps: how ee dear...i hope ure eyes are much better when ure reading this *huggiez*