crap, i admitted to it...

there is a club banging its loud music in my head...
increasing my intracranial pressure for the time being...one panadol actifast is not gonna work...
stayed back in uni till very late to practice wif valerie for the neuro physical examination final exam on thursday...wats covered? well, we'll start off with murdoch 8, cranial nerves, motor and sensory, respiratory, cardiovascular, GIT n GUT, vestibular and cerebellar....
sounds fun eh? it is if ure patient doesnt have smelly sweaty feet :x

after practicing, on the way to our cars, val and myself were toking about ppl that we fell for or falling for...
i dun blieve i told her everyting about the someone i was waiting for...
omg....wat the heck? was i charmed or someting? i told her everyting....reasons, details, everyting i knew about him...i tink someting must have gotten into me....
i ask God for forgiveness cuz i let my mind wonder around and went str8 to him...
i told val tat it is impossible tat anyting would ever happen because of differences...many differences tat i dun tink will ever be differentiated...

we even had a conversation...not saying wat content it had but it was a happy one at first then when he told me someting, it all went down the drain....crushed like ice, bleeding....
the wind is really not blowing this way..its blowing towards tis older chic....
no high hopes, no dreams, just a crush i guess for now...i shdnt be tinking about all this relationship issues because really, i dun have time for one...
i guess its good tat i noe tat no wind is blowing my way for now :)