omg....i cried over a gay scene...

i noe i am not supposed to be watching tv but its grey's anatomy...i just couldnt part wif it hahaha...
yet another lame excuse for trying to get away from studying...

in this series, there's this gay army guy who has a brain tumour and he is part of grey's and mc dreamy's clinical trial thingy...
his partner came visit him and they kissed! omg that scene was incredible...the kiss was SO REAL! and not oni that i actually felt the intensity in it hahaha...
i teared from tat scene...its so sad and emotional...or maybe im just emotional...
2 manly man.....kissing....erk.....
i didnt really enjoy seeing 2 man together but tis, it changed my whole perspective in gay men..
its so REAL...
the guy with the tumour died anyways and its just emotional...

"when a man is down, you should not leave him behind...."

when he died, his father oni accepted the fact that his son is gay..
can u imagine how hard it is to actually not tell ure parents about it and even before surgery, when u noe that chances of getting tru it is soooo slim u cant tell ure loved ones how much u luv them just cuz they dun wanna disobey ure parents...
its hard, if u tink about it really...
his boyfriend gave him the last kiss after he is dead...how SAD!! *pouring out*

anyhoo....its just a sad sad emotional series and i feel for them...sob sob..
i actually found the clip for just tat part but unfortunately, the sound is soooo soft i cant even hear it even with full blast!! anyways...its the scene tat matters...huahuahua....ENJOY!!



i noe i noe...its just me rite? oni i find it amuzing....but still, i like it *blek*