far from home...

its been exactly one week since i left home and im still missing home..
dad called yesterday nite after her returned from his trip to china wif his 'all-men-holiday' for 10 days...i din see him when i left msia because when he left for china i was still in kuching wif mum..
so i had to say my goodbyes on wednesday morning....i miss him...omost teared when he called...quickly passed the phone to my uncle :(

i am still waiting for my results to come out...its been a week..im pretty sure its gonna come out tomolo (monday)...
tuesday is my bday and i hope it will turn out to be a good day...not doing anyting thou...
just wan to get good news from my lecturer and spend the whole tuesday shopping...
i am praying really hard tat things will go well.....*fingers crossed*

cousin invited me for a free preview of 'x-files movie: i want to believe' and it was down rite BAD and boring...not scary at all and it really din give me any connections..
i tink the last time i actually watched the series was like when i was in primary school?
my pal and i had a good larf about it....i miss her btw....my positivity...
the show was so boring tat i omost fell asleep at the beginning...and prolly cuz it was at nite at about 11-ish tats why....

today, went to visit my 'grandma' at her home...it was a good place where she lived, the ppl are frenly...stayed there for about 2 hours..went off just as she was about to have her lunch..
it was pouring like cats and dogs and so i got wet under the rain trying to get to the car..
one elderly man started toking to me while we were @ the dinning hall and he was pretty frenly..
i tot of this before, being a volunteer @ the old folks home...i really luv old ppl and they seem to like me for some reason..my bubbly looks? haha....
we chat for a bit then i had to go since it was their lunch time..wouldnt want to stay and chat for long...so i am still considering being a volunteer during the weekends just to go and acc those ppl....i guess i had a great connection wif my grandparents tats why ive grown to be close to old ppl....i miss both my grandparents by the way...i hope they are doing fine up there in heaven...

after visiting, my cousin decided tat we go for a movie...the forbidden kingdom staring jacky chan and jet li...apparently the movie was out on april...i din noe bout it prolly cuz i wasnt in msia then? dunno....the opening for oz was on thursday so we went and watch today...
it cost me $10 which can be used for prolly 4 movies back home :(
had mango ice frappe to go wif tat show...
the show...funny...and good....wouldnt say $10 well spent but it was a good show to begin wif...
at one point i larfed too loud tat my cousin felt so embarrassed tat she started pushing me asking me to shhhhh...
no one larfed!! omg....those ang mos are just BORING :P
larf out loud la if its funny...all just giggle =.="
sorri la..but when i larf i cant hold it in one lor..i'll just go BUAHAHAHAHA!!! balistic really...

i have too much tings to tink about...i noe i have been going on and on about my exam but its all i could tink of...julz wan to switch to medicine....i dunno...its so stressful...
im actually lost in my own world and i have to many tings on my plate...
jezz has to chill....relax.....
im really happy tat i have ppl trying to comfort me, try to make me larf tru a screen, and oso trying to be here for me....i am crazily tired and i really hope hope hope that i can get some proper sleep as soon as i hear good news....

prolly tomolo's the day....so wish me luck...i really need it...