28th day of the month

its 1.29am and its the 29th day in the month of august of 2008. last time when rave and i haven broke up, the 28th day of each month was the month where we celebrated our love for each other. ever since that, 28th day of every month just seems to be another ordinary day.

its late and i noe i shd be sleeping. i have been asked if i remembered what date it was today (well actually yesterday) and it was the 28th day of the month. we got together on the 28th of january in 2003. if we were still together today, we would be greeting each other wif 'happy 67th month anniversary dear'....i have just given out my 2nd rejection. didn't do it on purpose...just din expected it. i tot it would be like the dream i had. but u decided to ask today cuz u tot it felt rite. will it make a difference now and then? was it because it was the 28th?

im not playing hard to get...u noe how some ppl say, it takes 2 ppl to make it feel rite? wat does rite mean? how do u noe it is the rite moment, the rite time, the rite place? i am in no position to play hard to get. i just wanted it to be like a dream, a dream where it was just 2 ppl at a certain time, a certain place and a certain gesture. i wasnt even in my appropriate posture when u asked. maybe i have this thing where i will never accept any offer virtually or tru the phone. i rather i am being confronted face to face and then we can accept the answer openly.

its up to u if u decide ure not gonna ask again. how many more rejections must u get to actually gain an answer that u want? to tell u the truth, the answer was positive but it just wasnt the rite time, u noe it was gonna be a yes but u chose the wrong place at the wrong time....