give ureself a slap..

yeap yeap..tats wat i have been doing today...
the incident didnt just start today..started a few days back actually..
wat im toking about? ok here it is...

ive been having 'thoughts'...not dirty tots..well not most of the time HUAHUAHUA...
i keep tinking about erm ... cuddles and 'tings'...yea..unspeakable hahahha...
this afternoon while eating lunch and watching oprah, i had the tots again and there i was...holding my bowl on one hand and slapping my face with the other...
i stood up...put the bowl down and slapped the other side...
wat am i tinking and why huh? its like im in dreamland or someting...
the most slap-deserved part is when a smile can just creep up after or during the 'tot'..hahaha...
deserved to be slap, i mean c'mon..wth is wrong wif me..geeee..out of control..LOL..

yesterday nite, i was a bit high...i went all crazy...
i came on9, chat wif a few ppl then got all siao...went and google europe and look tru places tat i wanna go...
even my fren tot i was a bit weird last nite..i couldnt stop giggling hahaha..
she was like 'oh my gosh woman...ure scaring the hell out of me...ure smiling nonstop!!'
oh i was webcam-ing wif her hahaha....she just wanted to see how i look like after a few mths haha...
then i wrote the places down...had a mini plan in my head, etc etc...
its gonna be really rushing since the trip will oni be less than 3 weeks...
i tink its impossible to get cheaper flights..its been like rm4500-5000 to dublin/london...
*gulp*....bread and butter for the next year? hahaha...
i have oredi told myself that if i were to go to paris, i wont buy ANYTING..i repeat...NOTHING!
im oredi so broke trying to get my arse over to dublin..still wan shopping? *beeeeep bonggggg*..nope, not gonna happen huahuahua..
paris...fashion capital city! OMG....
LV headquarters? im not tat rich to even own a LV wallet =.=
but i wanna get tat erm colourful Eiffel tower figure that rave has...cute :P

oh, just for update, tings are sorta fine btw rave and myself i tink...
i dunno..i get hugs and kisses back so does tat mean that its ok now? hope so...

tomolo i tink i might just pop over to myers to check out a few perfume..
i tried this esprit perfume the other day...I LUV IT!
yea i noe..its esprit...a bit weird but the smell is just superb! i tink it oni comes in 30ml...hmmz...
i wanna go sample a few CK perfume..need to get it for a bday gift if there is one that actually smells good....hahaha...
last time they had tis CK summer or someting..i tink it smelled ok...hmm cnt even remember..
prolly get cool water from davidoff....hmmz...
anybody wan a bottle of opened Gucci envy EDP? i used less than 1/4 of it d...still got about 80ml in it...anyone? tink the smell is a bit too mature for me :P
dunno why i even got it in the first plc =.=

anyhoo.....im still high! wanna have a drink....but no alcohol in my room...
told luke the other day that i will drop by his liquor shop to get hard liquor...
but i tink..........neh...drinking like tat will ruin me...cuz its adictive..so prolly wont try starting the habit :D for once...i tink im actually listening to wat ppl say! hooray for me....
so prolly get those premix vodka hahaha....4% alco...tat shdnt be tat bad :P

Cheerz!!!