i dunno anymore

im unsure about myself at the moment..was wat i did the rite ting?
it didnt give me the assurance that ure heart is wif me..
maybe its cuz u dun show care, tats why i feel so insecure rite now...
are u happier when she's around? am i just a temporary substitute for her absence?

i wish u cared just a lil bit more...
it takes so lil to make me smile and tink about u...
but the fact that you are happier wif her makes me felt left out once again...
u oways pick me up and let me down the next minute...
i cant tell if ure there because of me...
please tell me u dun have feelings for her.....
tis is such a torture tinking about all this...
u guys do every freaking ting together till its freaking me out...
how would i noe that nth is going on btw the both of you?
i wish u could assure me tat u guys are just frenz....
u hesitated when i asked you about her....
i guess i shd have known earlier that she's more than just ure fren...